One more lonely nightAnother night when I don't know what to do with myself I can't settle down to watch a movie and I just want to cry. I didn't sleep very well for two nights so I guess it's catching up with me. Tonight I'm going to take Tylenol PM because I have to... See More »
my cat is being silly and shoving her whole walnut head into my arm and chestlike she is trying to merge our bodies into one. and it makes wonder if she did the same thing to my mom trying to wake her up
sobbing hardcore cause im missing my mama tonightmeanwhile her cat on the pillow next to me like and the other one sleeping in the cabinet under the sink lol but dang all this crying made me realize i don't wanna go to my ex besties wedding!! i've been really on the fence about it bc despite... See More »
Memories bring back sadness.People tell me to keep the good memories of my husband but I feel so sad when I remember him and our relationship. I cry every time I remember him. I feel guilty. I feel like I don't deserve his Will. I feel pain on my chest. I don't know how to... See More »
You would have been 65 todayIt feels like yesterday I lost you. We should be planning on a traditional dinner at your favorite restaurant. We would have taken a booth in our favorite part of the diner And no matter what you would have decided to order we would most certainly... See More » (+2)
Not All of Us!There's a line from the movie Gettysburg A Confederate who has a friend on the Union side hears that his friend had been wounded right after he was fatally wounded and cries out, "Oh,God, not both of us- not all of us" He was thinking of the friends... See More »
i've been texting someone and his texts are getting boringhe asked me if i had any wet dreams last night. actually i dreamt that my mom died and there was a whole family gathering while we worked out the funeral stuff over the course of days. there was a water park and stuff, like a whole vacation kinda... See More »
If you could have done the one thing?Daydreaming and lost in music...and there is one thing I wish she did before she died. See the ocean. She never went to one (raised in Illinois and lower/poverty income). As an adult she never wanted to take us kids to the ocean for fear... See More »
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