No Comfort in the FamiliarI don't go there anymore Not one person came to the memorial Not one person has called asking me how I am They all wanted to small talk Just like nothing happened Watched me cry in the pew without asking me anything All but one old lady who hugged... See More »
It's Alright To GrieveLet's sit here in the dark Letting it all out Refusing to be anything but real I won't judge you If you scream to the sky asking why I won't wipe the tears from your face I won't tell you everything is going to be okay I won't scold you for being... See More »
Part of me wants to live again the other part just wants to close all the doors and stay inside .I don't know if this is progress ,regress, or just a normal part of the grieving process.
Happy Heavenly Birthday to my auntMy brother at her grave He called me and made me laugh. My aunt caught him smoking weed with her husband when he was 16 and she said i'm not going to tell your mom. And when he got home and walked in the door my mom said you've been smoking that... See More » (2)
Six Months 😔A few more days, and it will be six months since my husband passed away. I cannot believe it's been that many months ago. I haven't adjusted, and not sure I ever will. Right now I don't want to. It's too lonely and heartbreaking to pretend that I am... See More »
No amount, No amountNo amount of drinking, smoking, days off. No amount of any of it makes me... I was gonna say, "feel anymore". But it's feeling that I want to change. No amount of it takes it away anymore. I might die young. Or, I think about the... See More »
Bad Dreams 😞Had a dream about Paul last night we were in the trailer that we lived in Ithaca, my sugar had go on low and I was slumped near the back trying to get his attention, but every time I tried to yell at him I couldn't it came out as a whisper and even... See More »
