The Burden of DeathI miss talking to my husband and today was real bad. Perhaps, it is the reason why I cannot feel good about celebrating the death of someone else's husband no matter what he believed or taught. My husband didn't die in a brutal way, although, it... See More »
I feel like I don't want to go onLike, I wish I could just die, too I have never felt more alone in my life. I can just imagine the responses: "you don't mean that", "don't say that" or worse yet " you gotta move on" Just how does one move on? Because someone tells you to? I do... See More »
Is it possible to heal together?Does sharing the grief help or does it make things worse? It's hard handling this on my own It's like a heavy weight tied to my back
Like an exhaleI drink every night. My ex addict coworker has been "recovered" for 20 years. She asks why I drink and asks if it's to "numb" it. Of course. I feel like that's why most addicts are the way they are. She tells me that if I can just get... See More »
i know it could be blamed on the algorithm...but these are from my mama. i seldom get grief tiktoks, and usually when i do they don't apply to me. i often ask myself this question.. a couple scrolls and i wonder if this is a sign this is what it felt like for her.. and then this... See More » (3)
The better part of every bit of beating heart that I hadWhatever I had. I finally sat alone, pitch black flesh and bone, couldn't believe that you were gone. (1)