Memories bring back sadness.People tell me to keep the good memories of my husband but I feel so sad when I remember him and our relationship. I cry every time I remember him. I feel guilty. I feel like I don't deserve his Will. I feel pain on my chest. I don't know how to... See More »
You would have been 65 todayIt feels like yesterday I lost you. We should be planning on a traditional dinner at your favorite restaurant. We would have taken a booth in our favorite part of the diner And no matter what you would have decided to order we would most certainly... See More » (+2)
Not All of Us!There's a line from the movie Gettysburg A Confederate who has a friend on the Union side hears that his friend had been wounded right after he was fatally wounded and cries out, "Oh,God, not both of us- not all of us" He was thinking of the friends... See More »
i've been texting someone and his texts are getting boringhe asked me if i had any wet dreams last night. actually i dreamt that my mom died and there was a whole family gathering while we worked out the funeral stuff over the course of days. there was a water park and stuff, like a whole vacation kinda... See More »
If you could have done the one thing?Daydreaming and lost in music...and there is one thing I wish she did before she died. See the ocean. She never went to one (raised in Illinois and lower/poverty income). As an adult she never wanted to take us kids to the ocean for fear... See More »
Another death eminentSo, another sister's husband is on the way to the other side. I knew this brother-in-law of mine since I was a child. I grew up with my nieces and nephews like a cousins. He was extremely funny ,but extremely quiet most of the time. He was an... See More »
It’s just not fair that life keeps moving without the people who should still be here.💛My aunt Cindy passed away in 2022. My cousin welcomed a baby boy in 2023 and is welcoming another baby in January 2027. It just does not seem fair that life goes on without my beautiful aunt here. She would’ve been the best grandma, and she would’ve... See More »
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