i know it could be blamed on the algorithm...but these are from my mama. i seldom get grief tiktoks, and usually when i do they don't apply to me. i often ask myself this question.. a couple scrolls and i wonder if this is a sign this is what it felt like for her.. and then this... See More » (3)
The better part of every bit of beating heart that I hadWhatever I had. I finally sat alone, pitch black flesh and bone, couldn't believe that you were gone. (1)
It's just constant - "There's a melancholy in me that never goes away"The grief. It just won't go away. Granted, I give in to it. I can do things to make it better. But the complete lack of drive, energy, life.... makes it feel impossible. My mom was just the last card of my deck. I feel hollow, empty.... See More » (1)
Grief is personal and you, a stranger on the internet, may have a similar experience and I may grieve for you.......but I am not now entitled to tell you how to grieve, and neither are you entitled to tell me how...we are not now intimately connected that's bull
I feel like a hollowed out piece of bread - Shoutout "Jimmy John's"Hollow Hollow Hollow. Solution? Fill it up? I reject all of it. I don't want it. Existing without truly living is so surreal. Like watching a movie. You see it all. As a third party. It's outside of you. Just sat here. Noise... See More »
I committed emotional su*cide the day she diedMy mom was the only thread I had left. I died when she died. I am trying to keep my body alive. In hopes I can revive myself. But....I just don't want to. I will go through the motions until my body follows. I ....am sorry. (1)
