Another death eminentSo, another sister's husband is on the way to the other side. I knew this brother-in-law of mine since I was a child. I grew up with my nieces and nephews like a cousins. He was extremely funny ,but extremely quiet most of the time. He was an... See More »
It’s just not fair that life keeps moving without the people who should still be here.💛My aunt Cindy passed away in 2022. My cousin welcomed a baby boy in 2023 and is welcoming another baby in January 2027. It just does not seem fair that life goes on without my beautiful aunt here. She would’ve been the best grandma, and she would’ve... See More »
I lost a friend back on EPI guess I just felt like telling this story of an online friend that I lost once more--the last time I talked about this was years ago, and with a different account. I never shared the full story back then, and today I started thinking about him... See More »
I am still crying over my late husband.Jesus helps me. I don't know how to walk out from this grief. I have promised that I am not going to Switzerland to end my life. I don't know how to build my life around the grief.
I lost myself in grief.I can't see a pretty face on me anymore. I hate my white hair. I look so ugly in the mirror. No smile on my face. I can see a sad face in the mirror. I lost my sense of humour and confidence. I cry everyday. I don't put on heavy makeup anymore... See More »
Somewhere the Sun is ShiningIt is a beautiful sunny day Yet inside it is raining I am looking out the back room window I have no desire to go outside I cannot shake the depressed feelings I want my husband back I know it is an impossible, irrational request I don't feel close... See More »
Whose Loss Is This, Anyway?The problem with feel-goodism and clichés thrown at grief is that they are not adequate to stop pain, and often hurt more than they help. And people should care; they should not want to cause pain because they felt the need to say something,... See More »
