I saw this, it spoke to me. Not only grief, but anger, bitterness, sorrow, and depression too...she goes by many names....I held a party the other week and grief came. She wasn’t invited but she came anyway - barged her way in through the door and settled down like she was here to stay. And then she introduced me to the friends she’d brought with her - Anger. Fear.... See More »
July 19th feels like yesterday...It's the little things. A box was thrown in the middle of my living room to be disposed of soon, it was the perfect size for her to play in. A fly got in through the door, she would've loved to have chased it down. The air cooled enough for me to... See More » (5)
this time last year i kept making jokes about how id have the best october of my life bc i was single, & both times id been cheated on had been in octand then my mom died (4)
Time to think!Sitting outside the hospital and going over the last 8 months realising that grief really does come in different ways. When I lost my dad I lost myself, I got caught up in not feeling the pain by masking it with drink and drugs. I thought that... See More » (1)
I do and don'tI want to die....but nature is so beautiful. So peaceful. How could I ever give nature up? Today I held my moms container of ashes so hard as I cried my soul out. I'm dead already, but I wish I could find a way to live while my body is still... See More »
