Dear DaddyMom picked up your ashes today. It feels better that you’re home. We’re going to pick out a flower arrangement from all of us tomorrow. I’m going to take mom to lunch and spend the afternoon with her. I feel numb but can’t stop crying at the same... See More »
Midnight heartachesIt’s been one week since I held your hand for the last time. One weeks since I kissed your forehead goodbye. We’ve been at the house almost every day since, taking care of mom. She’s broken without you. We’re broken Without you. We celebrated... See More »
I'm Just Trying To Keep It TogetherIn 8 hours i will be seeing my sister for the very last time in the flesh, we are laying her to rest today. So i'm sorry if i haven't been very talkative or if i hadn't answered your messages in a timely manner. Maybe I didn't want to ruin your... See More » (1)
Therapy day todayToday my therapy revolved around the death of my son and the anger I have for the one at fault. I have so many events im in therapy for. I just dont know what do do with my pain sometimes. It was a rough day. Whew. Hope everyone has a goodnight.
Dreamt of my DadI lost my dad this past December - the other night I dreamt of him for the first time and so clearly heard his voice. I have felt off kilter since then.
Grief is affecting me more than I thoughtThought today I'd go out and do some practice by myself that it might help. But I kept missing or hitting the post. Kept trying and trying then after fluffing a kick and ending up slipping then I just screamed knelt in the mud. I thought maybe... See More »
Feeling brokenIn October My mom lost her best friend, a woman I considered my aunt. , My grandmother died two weeks later. My parents are 78 and 79. My Dads diabetic and has always been. A few weeks after the funeral my dad devolved a cough. After a month his... See More »
