Grief is personal and you, a stranger on the internet, may have a similar experience and I may grieve for you.......but I am not now entitled to tell you how to grieve, and neither are you entitled to tell me how...we are not now intimately connected that's bull
I feel like a hollowed out piece of bread - Shoutout "Jimmy John's"Hollow Hollow Hollow. Solution? Fill it up? I reject all of it. I don't want it. Existing without truly living is so surreal. Like watching a movie. You see it all. As a third party. It's outside of you. Just sat here. Noise... See More »
I committed emotional su*cide the day she diedMy mom was the only thread I had left. I died when she died. I am trying to keep my body alive. In hopes I can revive myself. But....I just don't want to. I will go through the motions until my body follows. I ....am sorry. (1)
It's been a year...I did better today than I thought I would. Well, I got shitfaced last night so.. maybe not. One more year without her, I still miss her as if I lost her today. This sweet little peanut has been doing a wonderful job of trying to help keep my mind... See More » (2)
The ecstacy of being aloneLong story short: My niece started her first job today. At 16! So proud of her. It's been 14 months now that she has lived with me, since my mom died (her original caregiver). She went to work at 5pm. Feels nice letting the mask slip
Lord why 🥹 why does this keep happeningJulian McMahon, Nip/Tuck, Charmed and FBI: Most Wanted Star, Dead at 56 (1)
I need helpIn November I lost my aunt and my Grandmother. In January my Dad developed pneumonia and spent three months in the hospital to be released home on hospice. Beginning of May my two oldest son’s best friend committed suicide. A boy I helped raise who w... See More »