My fear of life.

I have a lot of issues. The lease car has to go away. (my husband took the contract before he passed away). I bought a car 2 weeks ago and it can't be road tax for some reason and I can't drive it. I will have an important appointment on Monday and I don't have a car.

I have been let down so much by my late husband but I still love him. I can't erase my sorrow. He made mistakes in his life. I forgave him.

He made me so worried.

I am so scared of living costs here because I can't get a temporary contract job at the moment because the government is killing the job market by increasing employers' tax.

My earnings from the stock market are very poor. I can't sell some of my stocks. I wish I could.

My husband died and his warfare payout stopped as well. They won't give me any help. I want to quickly move out from here but the probate holds me here.

I wish I win some money from the lottery so I can live my life from investment.

Sometimes, I feel like a loser. I can't keep things right.