I am not ready yet to open my heart for a new relationship.
I went on a dating site, and one of the men made me feel uncomfortable. They aren't looking for a relationship but they look for a one night stand without any effort.
I deleted my profile and I am not going to meet anyone online.
I met a man in a karaoke bar. He worked as a DJ in the bar. He gave me his number because I was crying in the bar because I missed my late husband. I couldn't control my emotions.
The DJ talked to me and bought me a drink when I was there a few times. I was so drunk and ended up laying my head on his shoulder.
He gave me a hug every time I went home. He had never asked to go home with him because he knew that I would move out from the area.
I think he admires my voice. We just met. I don't know what his job is. He is overweight. I am very worried about starting a relationship with someone who isn't seriously dealing with health issues and obesity. I am scared of losing someone that I love for a funeral again.
I lost my husband too early because he didn't care about exercises after the first and second stoma operation. He had a left knee pain but he didn't care about it when he was younger. All he cared about was traveling rather than spending money on private health care. He ignored the doctor's advice until he got a heart attack and first heart operation after the second stoma operation.
My plan is to sell the house and move out from here. Asia will be my home. I miss the smell of Asia and I miss my daughter. I haven't seen my daughter in over 15 years.
Hopefully,I can sell the house in Asia as well to repurchase a house where my daughter can live with me.
Jesus helps me please. I need God's miracle to sell both houses
I deleted my profile and I am not going to meet anyone online.
I met a man in a karaoke bar. He worked as a DJ in the bar. He gave me his number because I was crying in the bar because I missed my late husband. I couldn't control my emotions.
The DJ talked to me and bought me a drink when I was there a few times. I was so drunk and ended up laying my head on his shoulder.
He gave me a hug every time I went home. He had never asked to go home with him because he knew that I would move out from the area.
I think he admires my voice. We just met. I don't know what his job is. He is overweight. I am very worried about starting a relationship with someone who isn't seriously dealing with health issues and obesity. I am scared of losing someone that I love for a funeral again.
I lost my husband too early because he didn't care about exercises after the first and second stoma operation. He had a left knee pain but he didn't care about it when he was younger. All he cared about was traveling rather than spending money on private health care. He ignored the doctor's advice until he got a heart attack and first heart operation after the second stoma operation.
My plan is to sell the house and move out from here. Asia will be my home. I miss the smell of Asia and I miss my daughter. I haven't seen my daughter in over 15 years.
Hopefully,I can sell the house in Asia as well to repurchase a house where my daughter can live with me.
Jesus helps me please. I need God's miracle to sell both houses
