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InvictusIndigo

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I like to think and sometimes come on here to rant or share thoughts.

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Emotional Abuse by Teacher

I’ve been at my university for 6 years now, on my last semester finally. I study voice and have recently come to the sickening realization that my voice professor has been controlling and cruel to the point of emotional abuse. For context for the...

I Might Actually Compose Something

With how things are going in my personal life and the threat of another more deadly world war, having just met the love of my life in the past year and finally dating each other, the possibility of losing it all to something I can't control at all, I...

Anyone Wanna Help Me With What My Natal Chart Means?

Pm/Dm me if you do, it would be much appreciated

Unmotivated, Lazy, Back to Where I Was

I'm doing it all over again and it's finally my last semester. I know it's my last semester, it just doesn't feel like it. I'm finding it increasingly hard to go to class again and I'm nowhere near as active as I want or need to be. I'm finally so...

Body Image and Health

I am 5 foot 8ish, maybe 5 foot 9, and I am apparently overweight - I'm 183 lbs (BMI 28.7). I used to be so fit and I felt invincible - I would run cross country and log 8-13 miles a day and compete in jiu jitsu four days a week. In those days just a...

I want this to end

I hate that I make friends so easily, that people find me to be approachable, because that's one more person away from being alone where I could kill myself and hurt no one else in the process.

This Won't Ever End, Will It?

Researching the philosophy of suicide and contemplating what happens after because whatever is going on has been going on ever since I was in middle school and has gradually gotten worse no matter how much good happens. Whether it's death or the...

How Do You Own Up For Your Shit After Running For So Long?

How do you own up for your own wrongdoings and mistakes and failures after running from the responsibility of them for so long?

Feeling Low Today

I'm still gonna work on homework so I feel like I've accomplished something today that brings me closer to my goals in life than before, but oh boy do I feel the weight of the things I've done and the people I've hurt today. And I don't mean this in...

I May Have a Problem with Lying

Whether it's to someone else or myself, I am coming to terms with the fact that I lie a lot to escape telling the truth about my family situation, responsibility for my actions, and to give others a false impression of who I am to hide what I am...

Is It Wrong That I Didn't Go To Their Wedding?

I had a friend who was a part of the close-knit group we had in undergrad. I knew her from high school. She graduated and ghosted me for a year and a half, then suddenly messaged me pleading to come to her wedding where she'd be getting married to my...

Activision Account Got Hacked

And another xbox account is in it's place instead of mine. I undid it but accidentally relinked it after lagging out on my laptop and now the hacker's xbox account is relinked. Is there anything I can do to undo this without deleting the whole...

I don't have the heart to be a man-hoe

I really tried, but still haven't done much. Time is the only way to heal - trying to get over someone by getting on top of someone else only leaves wounds in your wake.

Always Thinking Any Love Interest Is Cheating

After being cheated on a few times already I am always in fear of the person I'm talking to sleeping with other people, sending them pictures, getting hickeys, etc. Like to the point where they could be going to a party and I'm terrified that they're...

She Wants to Post Hot Beach Pics on the Gram

And says she always has many guy friends who hit on her, but gets jealous and mad when I remotely mention a female coworker or one of two female friends I have. Is she for da skreets?

Feeling Pretty Impulsive Today

Even after expending some energy working out for a few hours. Gonna do some yard work for a few more hours, thinking about shaving my face and buzz cutting my head

I Need To Finish This 2500 Word Paper By Tonight

And I'm 480 words in. I need help focusing but keep thinking about videogames and tiddies. What do I do

What Would You Do?

What do you do if you learned English as your native language and not the language your family uses be it Arabic, Spanish, Portuguese, Italian, etc.? I remember being taught Spanish as a very small child but then learning English in school and not...

Relationship Trauma and Distrust

I feel that, for myself, I need to be honest on here and by voicing this maybe others can relate or have some advice. I didn't date til I got to college. The first relationship was during my freshman year. Long story short, she had a hickey on her...

ADHD, Laziness, Procrastination, and Making Yourself Work

I've got an extension on two more assignments and a research paper that are due Tuesday. How do I make myself start and keep going?

So many people from highschool now are married or are in their desired career paths. Me? I'm in my chair playing call of duty wearing a squid hat having an existential crisis.

Can You Make Country Songs

Without a country accent? I wanna start making my poems into songs in the various genres that I like, but I'm not sure which platform(s) to put them on or if it's some sort of appropriation as a midwesterner if I make country songs.

The Tension in the Air at Home

It's dead silent save for the dogs' occasional barks and noises. They are the only happy part about living in this house with mom and my brother. Happy memories of the past haunt these walls - that chair was where dad loved to hold me as a child,...

Most of my friends are either dating or married now except for me

And I feel alone. I wrote something about how I'm feeling in all of this about how Noah's ark had animals going in two-by-two. When I try to enter, I'm denied entry unless I can find my other half and, when looking for the person, it starts to rain,...

I don't know what's going on

A girl I'm talking to likes to practice piano and flute and have me watch and listen and I love to - I'm a music geek. But when I get an idea out of nowhere and go to write it down or record it real fast before I forget, she makes an excuse to hang...

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