This Won't Ever End, Will It?

Researching the philosophy of suicide and contemplating what happens after because whatever is going on has been going on ever since I was in middle school and has gradually gotten worse no matter how much good happens. Whether it's death or the lotto or something, I want to get away from here but I know that it's impossible. No amount of poetry-writing, no amount of journaling, therapy, medication, "love" - there is no cure. I just wish I knew that there was somewhere for sure after all this and that it's better than this.

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BrokenAbyss

I truly understand.

I sold everything and lived in a van. You need a whole different life.

If you’re indigo?

You have to find your way out of your reality and build a new one. And you definitely can. That’s what this being alive affords us. The allure of the abyss will always be there but it’s not something to fear. Darkness will be on your side. Light on the other.

Wiseacre · F

Ik, the human condition is the shits...life is work and effort. Nothing is given. Maybe read some philosophy books or find.a good listener who understands...don't give up hope.

rrraksamam · 31-35, M

People who commit suicide become ghosts.
Apparently ghost lives are even worse than human lives

InvictusIndigo · 22-25, M

@rrraksamam why?

rrraksamam · 31-35, M

@InvictusIndigo Because ghosts have a mind and spirit, but no body

assemblingaknob · 26-30, F

I just wish I knew that there was somewhere for sure after all this and that it's better than this.

There is.

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