Faded AwayI've been alone so long and only ever wanted someone and dreamt about being a boyfriend when I was a boy that now I can't imagine ever actually letting someone in or the idea of someone ever actually being attracted to me. It just feels alien.... See More »
Wolves (III)Teeth likes knives and eyes like swords Piercing gaze that blazes through hearts Peering into soul to touch one's character And feeling the cuts of a thousand words Thick, matted fur and thicker skin That protects from cuts and lets nothing in... See More »
Loneliness (II)In my most loneliest does my heart wake And in darkness of day I dream of you And in my lonely, colder, tempered heart do my ideals quake And a great tempest begins and stirs, still I dream of you And in my sweetest and most noble of desires does my... See More »
Fear (Poem)In fragile youth I dreamed of you Someone who loved me who I could love too In fragile youth I dreamed of love A boy so focused on falsities from above And in fragile youth I found this ring A symbol of purity and a promise for someone worth... See More »
Latisha I.....In mysterious waves Light moves freely Through eyes beautiful And lips motion ever sweetly Kind eyes look back Evermore I dream restless Endless darknest nights loom ahead While dreary, restless ghosts follow that which isn't dead As a brokan man,... See More »
Falling AgainEyes Like fire in the night I'm falling every time She looks at me again And I'm fallin' again! I'm fallin' into her eyes! I'm fallin' again! Scared I'm fallin' back into night I'm fallin' again, every time! I've done this before, I'm terrified!... See More »
Women, if a guy you havent seen in years wrote you letters, how would you feel Poll (5) See Poll OptionsLike maybe some of the letters were romantic, some of them were just platonic but all in all they were essentially to let you know what he's been up... See More »
I dreamt of youI dreamt I waited for years For Decades A child of 24 before I saw you again A child of 22 when I met you back then I dreamt of your warmth Your kindness And your softness That comfort that you radiate I dreamt that you whispered sweet hymns in the... See More »
Women, would you date a guy who has a purity/promise ring if it's unrelated to marriage or religion (see details) why or why not? Poll (2) See Poll OptionsIf a guy had a purity/promise ring unrelated to marriage or religion because he was saving himself for a special girl because he just wanted the first... See More » (2)
Women, would you date a guy who has a purity/promise ring if it's unrelated to marriage or religion (see details) why or why not? Poll (4) See Poll OptionsIf a guy had a purity/promise ring unrelated to marriage or religion because he was saving himself for a special girl because he just wanted the first... See More » (2)
We're still who we once wereThe first photo is a sweet, naive, innocent, romantic boy who always dreamt of being the knight in shining armour prince to some lovely lady and sweeping her off her feet and showering her with love, romance, cuddles and other kinds of romantic... See More » (2)
Even Through My Fears I Miss YouWhat am I scared of today? I don't know. I'm scared of everything. Everything I usually am that I shouldn't be. I'm scared that no woman will ever see the boy I was. I was smart and cute as a kid and when women look at me now...some look anxious at... See More » (1)
Attractive? Yay or nay, im seeing if 6 months of workouts and weight loss bears any fruits. Poll (5) See Poll OptionsSee the photos of newly 24-year-old me below. Both the ones showing my current physical progress and then me shaven and unshaven. Also me before I... See More » (6)
Miracles AgainThe things we believe in Can be so hard to find And there's strength in fighting these tides Every night My body's getting older but I still feel so young A child of twenty-four I'm still gonna hold onto love Even if I never find it, I hold onto... See More »
Poetry For Her II dreamt of you again Of looking into your eyes again And seeing a beautiful paradise It's where those windows lead In nights so silent I hear your voice again All those greatest things you said to me And I draw upon memory To fill my thoughts with... See More »
The Weeknd - Faith"But if I OD, I want you to OD right beside me. I want you to follow right behind me". Gotta be one of the most darkly, tragically, realistically and depressingly romantic pieces of lyric from any song.
The United StatesI crossed the Border and went to The States a couple times. Once to go to Chicago for three days on a business trip when I was 21. Then again to Detroit for a week. Wasn't really a good time with either for separate reasons. I was gonna take a... See More »
My progress over the past 6 months: -20 lbs of fat +7lbs muscleFrom dad bod to a solid stomach and chest over the course of a few months of replacing my drug habit with lifting weights and playing piano for an hour. Changing into the kind of man I want to be who's actually worth something. Still a long way to... See More » (2)
Scared of somethingIt sounds stupid but, when the pandemic first started I left the city I was living in on the West Coast and went back to my hometown. And I left behind a lot of my friends and basically the whole life that I built there for a whole year. And... See More »
Would you believe I'm a virgin? Still waiting for the right lady who I know will love getting my promise ring :) (images) (2)
Am I hot or not? Poll (21) See Poll OptionsTitle is pretty straightforward. Got curious as to how many are women. Also I'm not sure if this is worth mentioning, it is for me but I know some... See More » (4)
Considering telling ex-emotional affair partner's husbandTitle pretty much says it all. I'm considering sending him our text screenshots. Some of them are just us flirting back and forth and some are her telling me how terrible he is and I'm considering sending them to him to hurt her worse than she hurt... See More »
At what point do you give up fighting for someone?At what point does fighting turn to losing? At what point does one finally recognize and accept a losing battle? And finally just accept defeat? At what point does romantic persistent endeavoring become desperate creepy stalking or harassment? At... See More »