Long(ish) updateHeyy I'm still alive lol... So what happened since last I posted 1.) I visited a psychiatrist and she said I have "Asperger's syndrome" which I do not btw. I just wanted to see how easy it is to get access to medication here and let's just say,... See More »
It's over it's over it's over it's overI'm so upset, I can't even form thoughts, I want to cry but I can't. I can't even because I'm never alone. I hate this. When will I be free? Free from all this pain? Is there no other way? I said something rude to a friend. I didn't mean it. I was... See More »
I genuenly don't know what to doIt's useless, everything's useless, nothing helps. I can't study. I physically can't sit down and open a book. People say "set small goals, only study for 10 mins at once" I always say I'll try, but I never do. I'm literally so unmotivated that it's... See More »
Guys it's overI finally went to the new school psychologist and oh well. It was good I guess except the fact that I almost came out crying from the office bruhhhhhhh We just talked abt stuff, I told her about my studying problems n she just straight up said she... See More »
Lying all the timeI just told a big secret of mine to a trusted friend but of course I had to lie. I didn't want to lie. I really don't want to. But i can't stop ever. Every 2nd thing I say is a big ass lie. I can't say anything without it being half a lie. Why do I... See More »
Many many posts todayI feel bad I don't know why I can't explain this feeling , I'm not depressed, I'm not suicidal, I'm what? I don't have any problems now Then why do I feel like this? Not sad, not happy, not empty, ??? Not ??? What is this feeling I think I'm... See More »
Usual rant after 8pmIdk why I'm feeling like this Idk I really don't know do you believe me? Or do you also think I'm insane? Whatever you say doesn't matter My own blood thinks I am beyond insane so what does it matter? Maybe I do belong in a psych ward. Maybe... See More »
This is to someone who needs to see this but won'tListen Why is it such a big deal? Why do you care what others think about you? It's stupid. Don't you see? Don't you see how it doesn't matter? Don't you see how others' opinion on you does not change the way you are? It's consuming you. Don't you... See More »
Why is having relationships so hardJust keeping up with people is so hard and energy consuming Like I just wanna talk about silly things but then I have to listen to what they have to say. And I don't even care but I can't tell them that because then I'll be a bad friend. I wanna be... See More »
Where to buy cutecore clothes in eu?I've been looking for ages for a normal website (not like temu/Shein) that's actually AFFORDABLE together with shipping. Like, all the shops are in Japan or the us. I can't even go thrifting because my country has shitty clothes. I just wanna express... See More »
My bad y'allI'm assuming no one sees my posts because for some reason it keeps setting them to Mildly Adult
I'm a freak & weirdo & loser ALL AT ONCE!I'm FRICKING obsessed with this series on Netflix. Literally. It's called "You" and it has been around for a while but I just discovered it recently. I binged season 1 and just finished season 2 like five mins ago. The thing is that Joe is literally... See More »
Pls help with instagram purchaseSo recently I found this very pretty photocard on insta and I would like to buy it. However I have never done so before and I'm not sure what to do. The seller ships to Europe, but how do I tell my address in the first place? I mean through DMs.... See More »
KINDA ANXIOUS!!So I just started a new school and I became friends with this one person and based on past experiences I decided to have character development and change a bit...so now I don't wanna talk about my problems at all (don't ask why okay I have my... See More »
I don't feel like a human beingAll the kids my age are different from me. Even if they have depression or mental illnesses, they're not like me at all. They HAVE a reason to feel like that. Maybe they hate themselves. Maybe they experienced trauma. Whatever it is, there is a... See More »
Spending money..Oopsies, I might have just spent a TON of money on a current hyperfixation of mine...around 60 dollars to be exact and I can't say I'm proud of myself but thats what makes my heart happy. That's fine right? I don't wanna feel guilty for spending on... See More »
Does anyone else feel like this?Is it just me or do you also sometimes think that you're faking adhd just because you're not diagnosed. Like im scared of getting an actual diagnosis because what if they tell me i don't have adhd? What would happen to me, nothing would make sense... See More »
Motivation advice??I really need some advice rn, i lost all motivation to study since like 3 years and i really want to change. For background, my teacher always used to tell me that i will never succeed in life no matter what i do, so i guess after a while i started... See More »
