im genuinely going insanemy whole life ive been seeking the idea of being sick, i need to be sick. a few months ago i developed trauma due to me risking to suffocate, which led to some sort of an ed based on phagophobia (the fear of swallowing). there i finally felt like i... See More »
I've noticed a shift.With my son's school, training on jobs, any time you need to be informed prior, people won't give out information. Nothing is shared. You have to ask them a bunch of questions that they're too busy to answer, annoyed by and make you feel like an... See More »
Saying no to someone when you want to say yes, because you know they will disappoint you eventually...Breaking your own heart because believing isn't safe. Letting people go so they can do better than you. I've been alone, I've been lonely, this is isolation, and I don't know what is real anymore. What is it when you like yourself, you work... See More »
Just need to vent sometimesEven though i've declared enough times my termination here. It doesn't matter though, on so many levels. If i updated you all on everything with dad, it would be just like re-living it all and compounding the frustration, but we are to go to his... See More »
At one point in life, while coping with loss and loneliness, I tried to perfect detachment.I tried to embrace how temporary everything is. Life, love, everything. And now I find my heart aching for those feelings of freedom. That were ironically, in themselves, also temporary. Nothing stays. Nothing. Not for me. I admit I am jealous of... See More »
If cartoons were real, there'd be steam coming out of my earsI don't care. You didn't quit your job or 7 years because you were "suicidal". You quit your job and threatened suicide because you want to play and focus on playstation like you're concentrating on a university assignment and sleep at whatever time... See More »
