Usual rant after 8pm

Idk why I'm feeling like this

Idk

I really don't know do you believe me?
Or do you also think I'm insane?

Whatever you say doesn't matter

My own blood thinks I am beyond insane so what does it matter?

Maybe I do belong in a psych ward. Maybe she's right. Maybe she was right all along and I was just denying it. Why is she doing this to me

I don't understand why is she so scared of my thoughts. They are not hers. Whatever I say is bad. She just says I'm crazy. If I talk that's why I'm crazy. If I don't talk that's why I'm crazy. What does she want from me? Why is my own mother against me