Drowning deepI went to enroll my son into this school and i liked it at first until the women in the office didnt seem to know much unless i highlighted something and now she knows the information. I was explaining the type of voucher i have. It seemed as if they... See More »
its very lonleyim not upset to be lonley but its irritating , i carry my pride and faith.. for years i hated my adoptive family, iv been through so much emotinal trauma, i dont even know who i am, then iv made the wrong decisions in men. My mental health has been... See More »
I can’t get him out of my headI still feel the pain from the blow to my head 2 months ago, I hate them at he gets on my mind but I gotta tell myself how bad the abuse was. It’s literally so draining, a part of me misses him but the other part hates him and wishes nothing but... See More »
it’s hard doing this single parent stuffI want everything all at once and it’s hard because my ex destroyed my apt , I had everything that made me comfortable he took away . I hope he likes the jail floor and I can’t wait for him to come out to sue him , I know it takes patience but I... See More »
Why is it hard to forget.I find myself thinking of all the toxic things my ex did. I was paying attention to him and his actions. If I payed attention my ex was telling me exactly how he was , when he spoke about his family members . How he treated females, I don’t... See More »
I just walk around the house and get flash backs of the abuse.I pray I can move on fully, I pray I can leave and find peace somewhere .. I have an idea of what I will be doing but the trauma is too much. I remember how my ex choked me to the point I was just gasping for air and brought me to the ground. He... See More »
Nightmare days#2 , how do I make it stop ✋I just woke from again from a nightmare, I wanted to scream in shock but I tried to calm myself . In the dream I can see myself standing by door and it unlocks , he has the key and comes in. I can see he isn’t aggressive but somehow he becomes... See More »
I’m so glad I made it to new years and with my kids.This was the first time in 4 years I spent with my kids together , we counted down and i was so happy . I felt safe and they were safe, they both fell asleep , I looked out my window happy for a better year. I really want to take care of my mental... See More »
Dream interpretationHi everyone I have been hacking dreams of my abusive ex and in the dream I’m always trying to run away from him and sometimes he catches me, I’ll be running down stairs or a hallway, it’s actually scary.. it starts with us being in the house... See More »
Is there any secrets you will never tell someone ever?I just wanted to genuinely know if anyone has gone through some things, did some things that you’re gonna take to your grace and no one is gonna know but you? There’s a couple things I won’t ever tell anyone iv experienced or done just because.it’s... See More »
A nice Christmas indeedI went to pick up my daughter from her gma , I hadn’t seen her in a while just through FaceTime , she was so happy to see me . I felt so bad when she asked if I had presents and I told her no I was unable to get Any and she mentioned did Santa bring... See More »
Bad decisions leave long term effectsI hate all the wrong decisions iv made , it’s led me here. The important thing is I recognize that and I want to do better for my kids at that. I’m glad they are young and I have time to make it up to them. My son is one and I didn’t give him a Chris... See More »
Does it really get better or worst?I wonder what victims of abuse did once they got away .my abusive ex will be getting out in a year and I’m a bit nervous because I know I will always be paying attention, having anxiety everywhere I go .I feel like ny bd will try to get revenge so I... See More »
How do you really heal from past traumaAs I sit here I reminisce my younger days how I was bullied all the way into high school and even after that, I never graduated but got my ged and even changed my name . it was so bad and then as I reached my adult days people take advantage of me .... See More »
I lost all my documents and memoriesMy ex took all my sons photos everything I hold close to me such as birth certificates every piece of documentation I have in my life and got rid of it. I want to cry so bad to the point of me not wanting to live no more all because I don’t wanna be... See More »
Any help on getting oil out of mattress (the whole mattress)He guys so my toxic ex poured oiled and apple cider vinegar on my bed , I can’t get the oil out because it’s so much? Should I throw it away or is it possible to get the oil out of the bed , like he poured the whole bottle on my king mattress I’m so... See More »
