its very lonley
im not upset to be lonley but its irritating , i carry my pride and faith.. for years i hated my adoptive family, iv been through so much emotinal trauma, i dont even know who i am, then iv made the wrong decisions in men. My mental health has been impacted so much, the abuse i went theough 2 years agonis almost unspeakable. im ashamed for that time , no one was there but god.Most times i dont know my purpose and want to give up. i know deep within i should still be here for my kids