its very lonley

im not upset to be lonley but its irritating , i carry my pride and faith.. for years i hated my adoptive family, iv been through so much emotinal trauma, i dont even know who i am, then iv made the wrong decisions in men. My mental health has been impacted so much, the abuse i went theough 2 years agonis almost unspeakable. im ashamed for that time , no one was there but god.Most times i dont know my purpose and want to give up. i know deep within i should still be here for my kids

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PoetryNEmotion · F

Be there for life not just for your kids. Hopefully you have learned from your mistakes. It is your life. You choose how you live it. So choose. Stop blaming your parents. Stop it. You are an adult. Grow. Learn. Make wise choices. You have a whole lifetime ahead of you. Choose now to change how you look at the world. Otherwise, you will learn nothing. You will be unhappy always. Is that living? Think. Make changes. Now get out there. Life is calling you.