Why is it so hard for me to believe that someone out there might actually like and or want me someday? It's hard not to see it as a joke you know?
I think it’s impossible to LIKE doing “something/anything” forever. Even if you’re obsessed with an activity right now you’re gonna reach a day whereyou just don’t want to do it!—- this is why I’ve had so many jobs and hobbies. It’s not a matter of a fact that I like the things I do, but I hate knowing that I only do them bc I’m bored or I haven’t found something to do longer than a handful of... See More »
i often wonder whether i'll be lonely forever until the end of this lifeor is it just a phase? and temporary? i lived alone 19 years now and had mental problems to cope with...i'm now 46 and never had a partner or girlfriend because i had too many problems, i did have flings in my teens but no official partner....so... See More »
