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CloudAngel80

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"Impossible means I'm possible " - Audrry Hepburn

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Out of the question 🙋

I am settling in on a conundrum..will it be the leaves to fall, or shall i fall to fail to leave. I set in quiet stillness near, whatever shall peace i for you percieve. Drive in the parkway, park in the driveway..better left unsaid. Store up the... See More »

Its begging to rain...

Tear drops fall on my pillow tonight..the dinner plates are put away. Still i find the empty spot on my bed will stay. Saddened by the recent loss, i know now what to say..never lose the one you love..its begging to rain

Setting alone

It is quiet here, in the prayer garden. Theres an empty bench, wooden, filled with years of tears for a lost loved one. The plaque beside it tells of a daughter who died to early..taken before her time and with each new teardrop is another stone... See More »

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Priority or productivity

Setting boubdaries: priority Opening doors for growth and better opportunities in my life: productivity. Acknowledging my faults, fears, fsilures: priority Realizing im not always alone..i am productive.

Healing isnt easy..recovery is

Each day that passes me by, i am constantly being reminded of how i once was. I am recovering well..physically..yet mentally i am struggling. Bei g honest, raw, and real here, the fact of grief inside my heart over the guilt of allowing life to... See More »

The struggle is real..but so are the blessings!

I have come a long way! I just got to the courthouse yesterday, divorce paperwork is sent in..waiting on the judge for the final date set to get him out of my life permanently! After 8 months of physically abusive behaviors, hes locked up and i am... See More »

Chi"ken & rice soup with cheese and cartots

Yummy 2 my tummy! Eating healthier for myself..

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Getting my smile back

Its been a lonlely road i have traveled, a rough and tough time..but i am here to tell you this, my smile is only mine! Its been taken for granted, used, abused, destroyed..hurt in many hurtful moments by an ignorance of man who once was a boy. I... See More »

Favorite bible verse..

I look to the hills, where does my help come from? God in heaven, the maker of heaven and earth...

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"Enter My Name "

I know he is real. I feel his pain. I got lost by the drops of rain..falling down around me from the sky, he frequently refuses to bat an eye. I see him there, in deep back pain..I have tried to comfort him in my rain. My tears reach out, my lips... See More »

Just chillin

Its been a rough and lonely week, but i am tryna get through it. Im also looking for ideas on how to over come lonliness and boredom...im needing suggestions on how to grow my hair long again..any ideas?

That little tickle..

Ah, I see you over there, winking 😉 at me! Absurd, yet refined, fresh as can be. Oh how much Id enjoy the pickle, oh give me that little tickle. Kiss on the cheek, a peck..hug in my heart, arms around my neck. Ah, How aggravation is upon me..when yo... See More »

My best friend..

He is the best guy friend in the world to me, but he keeps me in the friend zone..why? He is 38. I am 44. We have known each other going on 4 yrs now. I visit him every Saturday, we play yatzi, uno cards, and dominos. We talk about his dog, Kia. We... See More »

Good news FINALLY

Today was a ruff day for me. After surviving domestic assault and abuse, i won my court case against my soon to be ex husband. They gave him 5 yrs in prison and granted my restraining order, full order of protection. Now to find a way to fund tge... See More »

Court today..my nerves are shot

My anxiety is up and im nervous . Sweaty palms..i hate legal issues..what if he gets out to hurt me again? What if the judge doesnt approve my ex parte? Hes gotten off before..im scared but i need all the prayers possible. Thank u

Think harder..work smarter

We have all heard this a time ir two right? I intend to whistle while i work, but not with crackers in my mouth! My co worker recently told me she felt saltines were delicious with peanut butter. She made a bet she coukd eat 15 of them in her mouth... See More »

IT'S MY AMERICA

When I was born the flag stood high above the hospitol door. The crying ALL AROUND ME, destined for life like others before. I seen the states of nature, visited to persue for liberty..one justice for all is it hurting to be? The shattered dreams... See More »

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Who is willing to date a dammaged person?

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I was recently reading an article in a magazine about single women over 40 yrs old. There were common issues i had been looking past in my own life.... See More »

I am baaaaaaack! Yay!

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5 days and 186 dollars later, my internet and phone is working again. It has been nice to have a faster service, newer phone, and more clear pictures... See More »

And im out of steam.

Have to make a choice between 2 bills, pay taxes or pay phone..taxes win. I am sick n tired of everybody whos doing better than me financially and brags about it to me! My co worker knows my situation, cuz we talked about it yesterday. She conti... See More »

Some people must go.

I have been cleaning up my social media recently. I went from 75 friends down to 4. I cant trust anything any of the others said. I am strong enough to be thick skinned, but all i asked for was HONESTY & TRUTH. I had numerous men hitting on me,... See More »

Verification of a broken nation..we all fall on hard times.

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What does it matter ? Even if you are a REPUBLICAN, DEMOCRAT, OR INDEPENDENT PARTY? WHO wins in the end? I like Trump. I can not understand some of... See More »

Who can i depend on but myself?

I have come to realize life is just a vapor of breath escaped for gentle breezes of pleasure for a moment. A job is just a slave driver chaining you to an income without possitive atire for tge outcome of bills. Love is a various plethera of defeat.... See More »

Sermon speacial..they picked me!!

Hey peeps! Out of the 7 churches i picked to speak out at, there was one who chose me to give a sermon tonight! I entitled my sermon, :CAN GOD STILL USE ME? It is based out of John chapter 6 where Jesus fed many with 2 fishes and a few loaves of... See More »

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