A mind that wanders, a heart that remains
I want to tell you how i feel..deeply .
I want to show you how i hear..clearly.
I can walk away with tears in my eyes..i can try with all my might, but no matter how much i am silent, my heart wants you to stay. My body felt a certain feeling..but it had to stop. I was yours..but
Not for physical pleasure.
Im wanting to be accepted..Not for hidden treasure.
I desire your words, your hugs, your eyes.
Oh how i wish it was simple..just allowing us to be in each other's arms...but again i understand that you are set apart.
I had no right to throw off balance and destroy your part.
In a pen full of sheep..i stumbled and you fell..but if we catch it now, neither will end up in hell!
I know we are chosen.. and set apart..i cant experience it with a broken heart...all i know is i get the truth..like a boaz searching for ruth..and i ask of you to chose.. i am stalling my feelings, holding back my tears..but i know the real reason why you left me here.
I understand how it hurts to want what you deserve..but are always a heart break away 💔 😕 😔.
His will. His way. Not many understand this..but we do.
Nobody's gonna change what we have, but it must be supreme suppression.
I know the facts..and trust me i know It's not physically possible.
It's not allowed beyond what we already know.
Consequence, actions, its all about the facts. His will, his way.
Forgiveness. Separated by a consecration that we have to with hold.
I understood that.
I shall leave so i dont cause the memory to return.
I will be silently watching you..but im always here for you...the scars speak i have learned.
His will..his way..thats why i cant stay.
A mind wich wanders, my heart will stay..can you please tell me, yes today?
Yes to friendship, vowels to play..but no more..not now ..we shall both wait until the wedding day.
His will..his way.
I want to show you how i hear..clearly.
I can walk away with tears in my eyes..i can try with all my might, but no matter how much i am silent, my heart wants you to stay. My body felt a certain feeling..but it had to stop. I was yours..but
Not for physical pleasure.
Im wanting to be accepted..Not for hidden treasure.
I desire your words, your hugs, your eyes.
Oh how i wish it was simple..just allowing us to be in each other's arms...but again i understand that you are set apart.
I had no right to throw off balance and destroy your part.
In a pen full of sheep..i stumbled and you fell..but if we catch it now, neither will end up in hell!
I know we are chosen.. and set apart..i cant experience it with a broken heart...all i know is i get the truth..like a boaz searching for ruth..and i ask of you to chose.. i am stalling my feelings, holding back my tears..but i know the real reason why you left me here.
I understand how it hurts to want what you deserve..but are always a heart break away 💔 😕 😔.
His will. His way. Not many understand this..but we do.
Nobody's gonna change what we have, but it must be supreme suppression.
I know the facts..and trust me i know It's not physically possible.
It's not allowed beyond what we already know.
Consequence, actions, its all about the facts. His will, his way.
Forgiveness. Separated by a consecration that we have to with hold.
I understood that.
I shall leave so i dont cause the memory to return.
I will be silently watching you..but im always here for you...the scars speak i have learned.
His will..his way..thats why i cant stay.
A mind wich wanders, my heart will stay..can you please tell me, yes today?
Yes to friendship, vowels to play..but no more..not now ..we shall both wait until the wedding day.
His will..his way.
41-45, F
