Why must my mind do this...

I am an introvert, but i can socialize.
I am shy but boldy declare truths.
I keep forgetting the reason i entered a room, yet keep the room in order.
I cant see with my glasses off, but vision opens up in the dark..
I want to do my best yet keep lacking..yet push forward..
Im more of a homebody as the others aren't.
In life you get one chance but multiple opportunity and choices.
I constantly consider deep cognitive issues 😕
Anybody else relate?