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Well another round of rejections has hit my email inbox. I feel very worthless very very worthless.

I feel bad for being such a broken record sounding downer as of late. I wish things were different I really do. I guess I should be getting ready soon to go out with friends tonight. Sounds like I'm going to be picked up, taken to dinner and then... See More »

Did anyone else's mom broil the crap out of steaks when you were growing up?

Always new york strips marinated in Italian dressing seasoned with mrs.dash afterwards and broiled to death. They were always kinda grey/brown but we ate the crap out of them because that's what was for dinner and there was nothing else.

Well I almost got hit by a car today and then nearly rear ended someone myself. Space cadet is at it again.

I swear I looked before crossing the street and it was clear but as I was crossing something told me to stop walking and I'm glad I did because this jeep came out of nowhere and I would have been hit if I hadn't stopped. I was driving home afterwards... See More »

Today I accomplished absolutely nothing and regret it.

Remember how I said my hours got cut? Well as a result I've had more days off than I am used to so I had originally planned for today to be a hardcore day of job applications and trying to clean up my apartment. Well none of that happened I decided... See More »

I am such a fool thinking I could ever rise above the level of poor white trash.

Maybe it's the alcohol talking because I've been drinking vodka since I got home from work or maybe it's because I'm crazy but I feel like a fool for thinking I could go higher than being poor white trash. It's not my fault I was born into a super... See More »

The job rejections keep rolling in. Nobody wants anything to do with me.

I'm just trapped and I've been applying for entry level jobs in warehouses, retail and things of that nature. Nobody wants anything to do with me.

My neighbor yelled at me for smoking in the building when it's something that's allowed.

Nowhere does it say in the rule book that the complex is non smoking I looked to be sure. I've lived in the building for almost 4 years now and nobody has ever knocked on my door to yell at me about it until today. Normally if I smoke inside my... See More »

Worst part about dying hair is when the roots get bad

I look worse than usual currently because they're so grown out and it just looks terrible. I also look very tired and gross in general these days. Went out a few days ago with friends and someone just had to take a group shot. Everyone else looked... See More »

I don't know what's wrong with me today.

I feel like a space case. I don't remember if I brushed my hair this morning or not. It's not a tangled mess but that doesn't mean much. I dropped something off at my moms this morning and took the freeway over. Speed limit is 70 and I'm barely doing... See More »

I've decided once my lease is up in march to snag that house.

I've been talking to the landlord there and upon doing the math myself I will be saving a few hundred bucks moving to a rougher neighborhood. I checked the area out it doesn't look that bad. I saw lots of nice older brick homes and there's a real... See More »

I'm about to mentally collapse and I can't do anything about it because of money.

I'm far past miserable at work to a level I don't have words for. Everytime I am there I am just so mad and so angry that every tiny inconvenience that happens makes me explode. I was putting stock away and the box ripped. Annoying but no big deal... See More »

I know I need to do better in life and get clean but it's so daunting.

I think that's what my weird dream was telling me. Well more so the lady in it defending me from people who told me exactly what I was.

I had the oddest dream but also am bummed I woke up and ended it.

This dream jumped all over the place but it started out with being in a school cafeteria. I ordered a burger and got up from a table to go get it when it was ready. I went back to my table but it was now full so I wandered around and there was... See More »

Ugh my pancake looks like steak

I really wanted chocolate in pancakes but all I had was hot coco mix. I don't know what happened when I flipped it. Fell apart and took the form of steak. Maybe it's because the pancake mix is slightly expired. Well hopefully it will still taste ok.... See More »

Street hockey was the best

On the street I grew up on there were many kids who were mostly a few years up on me but some were around my age. I remember we all rode our bikes around or just hung out but the one thing I remember most is playing street hockey. I loved playing and... See More »

At what age/point does it become weird to go out clubbing?

Im 35 I think I'm at about that point. Last time I went out I felt like a geezer.

Well I feel like hot garbage. Served an old classmate at work.

He rolled up in his fancy pants cadillac escalade and here I am some schmuck behind the counter. He was looking at me hard for a moment and said daniel? That's when I died internally because he recognized me. Well I pretty much look the same since he... See More »

Well work was interesting due to confronting my boss about my hours being cut bad.

I noticed my hours keep going down and on the newest schedule 2 weeks out from now I was only scheduled a single day. Obviously that doesn't fly with me so I asked him about it. This week I only have 15 hours and the next about the same and then only... See More »

Sometimes my stress level gets so high I think I'm going schizo.

Basically what happens is stress and anxiety tag team me and bully me into submission. They mess with my sleep, my peace and sometimes I disassociate hard. One time it got so bad I somehow cooked up this thing that I was possessed by demons because... See More »

Look at you buying that fancy pants RC Royal Crown Cola

All jokes aside I really thought that was fancy pop when I was a kid because it said royal crown. I also thought white castle's was fancy because it said castle in the name. My brother also made me believe that baby powder was tinkerbell's magic... See More »

Finally a day off! Time to be a bum

Slept til nearly noon so the plan for the day is to tackle dishes then king of the hill marathon. I might splurge for pizza who knows. Depends if my chicken is still a frozen brick or not.

Would you move to a sketchy area to save money on rent?

Considering they're raising rent where I currently am I am seriously considering it. I can rent an apartment in a house for under $1,000 a month and I'd get two bedrooms instead of 1 and a kitchen bathroom and living room. That's more space than I... See More »

Should I go back to working in a kitchen?

I was a line cook in the past

You know what I hate? Those speed humps (bumps) down side streets. Thought I ruined the car because of them

They have those in Detroit down side streets. I was down there for well..... reasons earlier and slowed down to go over the speed hump. I guess I didn't slow down enough or I hit it at a weird angle because I heard this loud awful ba bang. Thought I... See More »

Not my dad watching the doordash driver like a hawk on the app.

Why's he going that way? I don't know Why isn't he taking that road? I don't know He did this with the dominos pizza tracker years ago when that was new.