Can i please be normal? These panic attacks are becoming very severeI woke up because my heart started racing my face went numb and tingly. It felt like my lymph nodes swelled up in my neck/jaw area making it harder to breathe. Got out of bed went to bathroom my pupils were huge. Grabbed some water and I'm starting... See More »
If you see me chugging straight from the vodka bottle mind your business!I also may or may not have a large bottle stashed in my room for bad day emergencies.
I keep getting scrawnier and scrawnier. What in tarnation.No ozempic over here but I was going through some old photos my mom has and came across one from circa 2010/2011. I had a fuller face and body then and over time I've morphed into the twig I am today. I eat like garbage always have. Probably stress.... See More »
You are not gonna believe it but I ran into that girl again.I went to McDonald's to get a small coffee before I go to work and the girl I saw last time is there. Same booth. I think she works there because I saw a uniform shirt. Holy crap.
Do you ever kick yourself later on for not approaching someone you find interesting?Since I am now staying with my mom she sent me up to McDonald's earlier to grab us lunch. I went inside to order at the kiosk and when I was waiting for the order I spotted this woman at a booth having lunch and I thought she was very attractive and... See More »
I attempted to do my own taxes this year. Hopefully I did everything right didn't really know what I was doing much.
Wow I've felt in a sedated state off and on the entire day.Most of the time I'm exhausted and in a fog of sorts. It's like being on downers but on steroids and much longer lasting. Then I will have pockets of sharpness and clarity then it's back to that feeling of sedation. At least the nausea went away.
I think the crappiest part post migraine is the dizziness and nausea.I've felt like crap all day long.
When you're such a mental mess your panic attack sends you to erI tried sleeping and a few minutes in my heart began racing, my hands and feet were extremely cold and I felt like all the warmth was leaving my body. Left underside of my jaw went numb followed by the left side of my mouth then it spread to my... See More »
Do you remember those chuckee cheese birthday parties from childhood?My parents couldn't afford that but I've attended as a guest for classmates birthday parties. In my opinion ceasarland (little ceasars answer to chuckee cheese) was better. Holy crap I still have some of those old tokens somewhere. I loved that... See More »
Well I'm still alive.....Unfortunately. Fun fact of the day is I'm triple digits in the red in my bank account. Never been over $100 in the hole before. Yep doing great
I've come to the conclusion I'm absolutely done for.Lease is up soon, no money at all for another cheaper place or moving. No money for rent this month. Very low gas, interviews far and few in between everything is drying up. I'm just going to pack up what I can stash it into my car and bounce before... See More »
I just realized on Google maps you can go all the way back to 2007 to see the pastI experienmented with that and looked up my moms house. Went back to 2007 and saw my crappy old saturn parked out front and my moms old jeep in the driveway. Made me kinda sad honestly because simpler times. I was still in highschool and things were... See More »
I'm a doofus for almost hitting the support beam for where this one road forksI just got home and the problem is I am very tired, it's night time, it's snowing and this particular road forks and instead of following the curve either left or right to keep in the lanes I kept going straight which somehow had me aiming right at... See More »
My niece's birthday is next Saturday and I still haven't gotten her a gift.No idea how anyway because I have no money. I'm a rotten uncle :(
So all jokes aside should I apply at hot topic?I've had people in the past tell me I look like the hot topic employee of the year so hey why not.
Well no job interview today they canceled. They said they will call next week for a reschedule.I'm out of time and out of money and was really hoping for the interview today but it's not looking good for me.
I feel a deep sense of dread and I don't understand whyI feel anxious and sick to my stomach and I don't know what for.
Oh I forgot to tell you guys that the neighbor lady is back in action coming for me again.Remember the older lady who lives across from me in my building? The one who yelled at me for smoking weed which is something I actually don't smoke I just smoke cigarettes? Well she was back at it again this time going door to door to find out who... See More »
I hope I find a job soon because I am out of money.I have an interview tomorrow but we will see. Gas is low in the car too so driving around must be done wisely.
Well that was kind of odd.I was just sitting here on the couch and I had ringing in my right ear, felt dizzy and my heart rate went up. Felt wonky for a few minutes but I'm mostly ok now. Wonder if my vagus nerve is acting up again.
