I'm tired of having barely any alone timeI wish I could afford to live alone. Living with my mom is suffocating. I either have to wake up at 2am for alone time or wait until she goes to bed for alone time. Plus she's always been a prison warden needing to know where I'm going each time. It... See More »
Im losing my mind I fearI'm sitting on the couch in the living room and admittedly have been zoning in and out since I woke up. I sat upright and was about to say someone is breaking in to my mom but then realized she was just fumbling around in the junk drawer. Now I feel... See More »
My nieces gave me a little rubber bracelet they found. A bright spot to a crummy day honestlyIt's a black rubber bracelet that says spooky on one side and scary on the other with a skull in the center. They said it reminded them of me.
Apparently the shady apartments has a serial shooter.I mean they've always been shady and everyone knows if you want drugs that's where to go but still.
It's been a minute since I've felt inspired but I made swedish rice pudding subbing grits for ricePut my twist on it and I'm also adding in orange zest and candied orange peel for a garnish. My grandma is probably thinking what are you doing to my recipe young man.
I must say living with your mother in your mid 30s isn't fun but I can't afford my own place at the momentHad my own place then lost it due to being unemployed and my money situation. She's like a prison warden sometimes. Where you going? What are you doing? I'm not 15 anymore ok
You know what's embarrassing? Having your card decline for a $5 purchase.I was just trying to buy butter and some seasoning packets to make dinner. Ended up leaving empty handed. I have 44 cents to my name it seems. Swore I had at least $15 left.
Anyone else get so tired they start to drift off but then panic because you think you're dying?It's like I'll be on my phone then exhaustion catches up with me causing my muscles to relax, eyes close but then I'll force myself awake because I think I'm dying.
why do I always feel like im suffocating in the shower with the steam?I can't do hottubs for the same reasons or saunas.
I realized I never gave an update after that date.It went well! We went out for tacos and she's awesome. She's easy to talk to and it feels like how when you haven't seen someone in years and when you reconnect and pick right up where you left off.
Does your town have the local crackheads?I know for a fact that the guy across the street smokes meth. I know there's got to be more than that around here because I found needles in the alleyway.
I hate working with this one guy because all he does is play on his phone while me and another person do everything else.Come on man.
The funny thing about drugs is in the beginning you take it to feel good but then it's to not feel bad.Funny how it switches up
Maybe drugs allow us to have a taste of happiness/relief that we can't have sober?I know when I get high I sink into this bliss and it's like a warm hug. Everything slows down and I can destress for a moment in time.
Why is the world trying to kill me today?I was on the freeway and suddenly this big truck pulled out in front of me from the shoulder of the road. Couldn't see because of the huge dust cloud so I was almost too late for hitting my brakes.
Can panic attacks please not happen anymore? Pretty please with sugar on top.I'm laying here in bed and next thing you know my hands and feet went ice cold, I felt jittery and sick and my heart speeds up. I sigh go to the bathroom my pupils are large and in charge. Just spent the last few minutes talking myself down. Don't... See More »
Did anyone else's parents make them watch beyond scared straight growing up?My mom used to make my brother and I watch that. I can't remember if it was jenny jones or sally jessy rapheael but there were those drill sergeants. They scared me.
