On a work day I wake up tired and able to sleep but can’t cause work plus the time moves so sloow. On a day off I can’t sleep at all and the time runsToo quick… smh ugh
All the places from my childhood are officially gone. The only home I have now is wherever I make it, or in my heart as I roam.I gotta be tough. It’s sad…I guess it could be exciting…it’s definitely the beginning of a new era.
The girl who drinks a lot and does nothing…I realized I have a new fear. It’s not who I am, but it’s who I don’t want to become. Who I want to become is actually the main focus of my mind right now… It’s not in just regards to a career or hobby or physical appearance. I’m honestly also...See More »
It’s strange to see your life written out on paper. Especially when you can see what’s coming. It doesn’t feel like it’s in my nature. Cause I havntactually seen that future yet. Will I still be missing you then as I am now? I know it’s ok to love someone and not be in a relationship with them. No one ever seems to notice the end. Everything just comes and goes. After so much joy it starts to...See More »
Wearing a cowboy hat, sayin “Hey” and having a computer loop some guitar string sounds does not make you “Country”…
I noticed a habit I have is that even on a good day I’ll somehow fall into ruining it for myself.Like I’ll think “what a wonderful night. It’s so wonderful because I’m not thinking of A, B, C etc… “ and before I know it I’m upset bc I just thought of all the things that usually upset me and suddenly lost the joy I had started with… How to stop...See More »
Tonight’s choice of thoughts: stupid stuff I did as a teenager… i was young and stupid. I can forgive myself right?? How??
As someone who has Survived* real panic attacks, I don’t not appreciate people using the term “having a panic attack” casually. It needs to stop.For example how not to use Panic Attack : “Omg, I’m just gonna show up, have a panic attack and leave, cause I just dont like waiting in line for longer than 5 minutes!” …( Not how panic attacks work. Learn some patience, sometimes things have...See More »
If feeling a hundred percent “Good” feels “uncomfortable”, then wouldn’t feeling 5% “Bad” be better and Actually “Good”?Lol… ?
I’m so desperate to have a career that I’m considering doing a spell to conjure one. Is that wrong of me to do?I just am so tired of being stuck. Would doing a magic spell be ok?
Abraham Hicks is B.S. Don’t follow that crap. I followed her for like 6 years and nothing came of it. Now I’m stuck in someHabits that overlap with some actual good ones, and I’m struggling cause my brain associates them w her crap. The distain I have for her right now is affecting how I function. I hate myself more at the moment for following her for so long. I just...See More »
I have Taylor swift stuck in my head. My gfs sing it. They play her at work. How can I avoid getting her in my head??
This may sound strange? : But now that I’m older than about 10 years ago I’ve realized that when I was younger I wanted to act older and myway of “acting older” was to act disgruntle, and concerned with life. But the truth was was that I wasn’t. I actually had a lot of hope and no real worry about stuff. As an older person I do have some worries now that I’m not acting about, and I...See More »
Something that I want to get better at handling is..-When I sense things moving or progressing around me, I get scared or uneasy, and naturally want to escape or push it all away. I know I can’t grow without movement so- How do I handle those moments without fear?