I don’t expect one person to be everything…But it is sad when you can’t connect with a romantic partner on certain things. Especially when you are the one who understands them more than they understand or try to understand you… You rely on friends to fill that gap, and they do- caause- they... See More »
It’s odd how I miss someone I never want to see again…If they come back, it better be to stay… if they come back, I bet all will be merry until a few hours have passed, and then I don’t see or hear or know anything about them for another year… only about a months time till the last time I saw them in pe... See More »
Sometimes I wish I could be someone else…I feel like maybe I’d be better or more productive or like I’d have a better life than being who I am. I’ll hear a song or a band and ill wish that I was someone who could be the type of person who likes “that”, but I’m not, it’s not part of my... See More »
After 10 years I am finally going to go to Hawaii for 5 days!!As a server, and in the past as being a server, something like this is tricky. It’s tricky bc in the past, after taking time off for more than 2 or 3 days, my “serving schedule” has changed to less days/hours. Even though im at a great restaurant... See More »
This is the second nightThat I’m wide awake for no reason at 4am. Somehow yesterday i accomplished a lot anyways, and actually did not fall asleep early. I fell asleep at a regular time for me. I set my alarm for maximum sleep time for work bc i figured i might sleep in.... See More »
I feel that after I drink whiskey I feel it more in my body vs when I drink beer the next day. Why do u think that is??
I havnt posted… in a long while—- could it be a year?? Amazing.Anyhoo, I still havnt found my place in the world. I have a job getting me by. I have my friends. I have hobbies. I’m even starting some new classes in hopes they give me a life direction… I’m not depressed anymore but naturally as I start to feel... See More »
Thoughts for the night::::…. …x .… maybe it’s best that my neighbor isn’t investing more into me… at this point i dont know how much i can invest in him anyways…. Like i have dreams of traveling and at this point i want to be open to seeing new cities and new opportunities; I feel... See More »
I need to talk about this…My roommate and I shared a cat with a group of people, but half the cat’s life, the cat became primarily ours. I’ve known my roommate for 18 years, we met in college and are still close to our group of mutual friends we made then. 18 years is a long... See More »
That’s the thing about breakups. A story becomes a moment and then that moment is gone.Two individuals were strangers. They met. They danced. They decided to be together. These ppl become characters that are oh so familiar to the senses. Then something happens and they break apart. They break the story. You can’t know them both... See More »
I need to accept that we are powerless. My thoughts can not directly change or control the world around me. Sometimes this isgreat, like when I accidentally imagine something dangerous happening, my thought won’t automatically manifest in that instant. In other cases it sucks, I can’t use my thoughts to save a life or make me suddenly the CEO of a major company. We are pow... See More »
•He’s out there nailing whoever he wants. And it’s not you.•And it’s not you •The Phone works both ways. • Even at the best dynamic, you were putting in the most effort • Nobody met you halfway • No more Excuses • “Potential” is an idea, not a reality you can actually hold hands with •Move on. It is... See More »
If you think about it water is actually a peculiar substance….It’s clear. It can feel cold. It can feel hot. It can feel any temperature! It can also feel like pressure. It moves! It collects! It can be separated into a variety of numbers, and yet it is still always itself. It hydrates us humans! Plants need... See More »
Slowly finding a cure for heart longingI remember being in your bedroom. the walls had a golden glow. this glow reflected in your eyes. that smile made me melt. we kissed. we embraced. your scent felt so serene. we had our own routine. I loved being with you and you giving us a chance for... See More »
Just a passing thought… I think it’s interesting that there are ppl in my life who will casually say things like “ I’m so glad you’re my friend! 😊”And mean it! And then there are people I can’t tell if they like me or not… 🤔 it’s peculiar 🤔 😜 … doesn’t bother me either way. I’ve always followed the philosophy of “Those who mind don’t matter. And those who matter don’t mind”.. just an observatio... See More »
Happy New Year! 🎆🎊🎈 2026 is going to be a great year!… I didn’t want to go to sleep tonight. I just wanted to lay here on the couch and listen to the rain. It’s coming down hard and you can hear the rustle of the leaves outside. It’s probably a little windy too… The tv IS quietly on, the rain is the ma... See More »
Feeling gross not going out tonight…Crap I just remembered I stopped up the block for a cocktail before entering my home. Ugh no wonder I feel gross smh… I shoulda stopped drinking way sooner last night. Why do I do that!? I always think well one more won’t hurt and I only live a... See More »
I’m afraid of growing… it might seem silly bc here I am 35 years in and i dont know what to do or how to ground myselfI spent the last 10 yrs having a major crush on my neighbor and that grounded me- but now that I realize he’s stupid and doesn’t deserve me and i dont know what To do for a job anymore or who i want to be … I honestly feel like I’m lost…The fear part... See More »
The Shins… they’ve been a favorite of mine for a really long time. Lately I’ve been re-listening to the Chutes Too Narrow album..I dont know if It’s just this phase of my life or what- but that album has been hitting me differently this time. There are some really quick and fun dancy songs on there which I love, but the whole album, including those, all seem “sad in an almost... See More »
AI has helped me grieve my loss, However… there are times where it makes me feel overwhelmed with all the questions it asks. The questions make sense,But— it speeds the processing process too much. Like— I feel like in a natural conversation with a human, there’s more space to breathe… ai is helpful, but I think a human’s energy can’t be replaced no matter how good a machine is. It’s that human en... See More »
I feel bad for finally using ChatGPT… but it’s been helping me get through the passing of a loved one 🤷♀…
I wish there was a restart button I could press to live my life over and over and over again until I got it right…🙈🙊🐒🙉🙈🙉
Is it worth losing respect of someone to get what you want? Or should you always respect someone’s request even if it means you lose an Poll (6) See Poll OptionsOpportunity for success??