I don’t want him anymore. But I also don’t want him to ever be happy with anyone else… I’m not sure what to do with these truths?
My exhaustion is making me emotional.I am at this point where if someone asks me genuinely: "How are you doing?", I might start tearing up on the spot...and I'm not the kind of person who shows sad emotions often.
I can't even pretend anymore.I'm just sad. I used to hide it with a smile, but now I can't. I thought once I graduated and followed my dreams, I'd be happy, but it's the total opposite. I feel empty. I feel dead inside. Perhaps it's all the trauma I've dealt with growing up... See More » (1)
