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I Want to Be Happy

It's absolutely beautifully amazing how the Universe lets you know when you are doing everything right 🙂

I Express Myself Through Writing

Do I come off as needy? Do I act as if I need to be guided and directed in my behavior? I want to be me and who I am, but I feel like a part of me is missing, so I am at a fork in the road about which way to go now. I was made in God's image, so...

I Express Myself Through Writing

It feels like I have been on song trip full of ecstacy, love and confusion. Did you realize that when you open and turn on a Samsung product you enter into an agreement with Samsung? I know, you should have to agree to something in writing before ent...

I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

Today I am astounded, so many things I have said and repeated throughout my life make so much sense. The past 3 months have really opened up my mind. Memories of the past that I refuse to remember until now, the doubt that I carried about if all of t...

I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

My not random thoughts involve acceptance today. Acceptance of my life, acceptance of coming from a place of love. Before anything else that existed, there was love, and that is where I came from. I feel so happy, acceptance is an amazing thing. I ca...

I Express Myself Through Writing

Today I am believing that God reached up to where I was and pulled me down, but what he didn't realize was, I was already married and no matter what happened to me, my life would always end with my husband by my side. We were meant to be and we ...

I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

So if my memories about my childhood are correct then that would have to mean that my other memories about my spirit are correct as well. I do or at least I did have the ability to see in the future, and my soul was invisible, I could read other peop...

I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

I feel so lost and confused and I am praying to find clarity. I know God will guide me on where i need to go and what I need to do, so I assume there is a lot more remembering i have to do yet.

I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

I have so many thoughts going through my mind. I am remembering the past. Some things are pretty confusing and I am trying to figure them out. My thoughts keep going back to this place, although it's not really a place, something outside of God....

I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

The first time my dad got me pregnant, I was held down by my Aunt Pat, Uncle John, Aunt Barb while Jim Miller gave me a coathanger abortion. The second pregnancy, I was in the back of a car on the floorboard and held down while I went through another...

I Express Myself Through Writing

My significant other came to me on my lunch, which started at 12pm, with a lot of negativity that started with me not calling him until 12:07. He turned into a big tirade about wanting to have an open life with his partner, he wants to know what...

I Express Myself Through Writing

Today I feel like I am desperately trying to hold on to love but it feels like it's already gone, just out of my reach. That makes very sad. I love him a lot and I really want to make things work, but he is very negative and I just find myself n...

I Express Myself Through Writing

Last night I took notice that I was a little agitated, I am not sure why. I had just showered and when I was finishing up my fiance said he had made some salmon cake mix and was going to fry they. He mentioned that he wanted mac and cheese as well bu...

I Express Myself Through Writing

Today I am taking time to reflect on change. It can only happen if I want it to, and in wanting to I take steps to change and repeatedly take these steps towards change. I accept that some people cannot change, they are incapable, they don't kno...

I Express Myself Through Writing

I am setting out on this journey to become whole within myself. I have been reading a lot about it and so many articles say that I should have a therapist. And perhaps I will get one when the time comes that I feel I need one. I have done so much of ...

I Express Myself Through Writing

I have dissociative identity disorder. My goal is to become fully integrated. I just realized that I am still disassociating and doing that no longer serves me in my life. I have not been able to be a consistent caregiver to my grandchildren and this...

I Express Myself Through Writing

I know that you have to want to change or at least realize that you need to change because the way you do things now isn't quite working for you like it did in the past, all on your own. He tells me he hates feeling like he does and says he just...

I Express Myself Through Writing

I have been reading a book called, "Change your thinking Change your life." I am in the process of setting a long term goal for myself and trying to hone in on what exactly that is. I want to help addicts and protect children. I know that p...

I Express Myself Through Writing

I am trying to find direction, I feel I am at a fork in the road and need to choose which way to go but I just stand there with a blank look on my face... I am waiting for my higher power to guide me, this is not a choice I really need to make, espec...

I Express Myself Through Writing

Today I am thinking about my beliefs I had earlier in my life. When I used to practice my faith in God actively, I always believed thaylt he had a purpose for everyone and that my purpose was to protect children. In the masses, in the end times. I n...

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