I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

Today I am astounded, so many things I have said and repeated throughout my life make so much sense. The past 3 months have really opened up my mind. Memories of the past that I refuse to remember until now, the doubt that I carried about if all of those things really did happen, my acceptance that those things did actually happen and that necessarily meaning that everything else I remembered about the spirit world is true to. Yesterday was my birthday, and it was the best birthday I have ever had. I didn't really go anywhere or do anything but I received a level of freedom that I never had before. I was able to tap into my gifts, and sometimes it was so overwhelming that I would just break down into tears. I could feel what other people felt and I could hear, well not really hear but know what other people were thinking. Which I then understood why I had such a problem being the same room with all 3 of my grandchildren at once, there was just to much going on, in their heads, in the room we were all in with all their activities. Their minds are going so fast and they are all over the place, it is just too much for me to handle sometimes. I love the end of the night when I go to each one and sing good night songs and pray with them. It's the most beautiful part of my day next to being able to snuggle up with my best friend.