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istillhaveanameitsrick

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I dream The world turns Shadows melt Dream burns Passion sated Fear from hate Passion lost Fickle fate Tangled limbs Broken trees Sun fades Darkness sees Quiet, fearful Music flares Dreams return No one cares Jumbled thoughts Lost, confused Body ...

A shower and a Shave

and i'm still butt ugly, apparently a little soap and water can't fix ugly or fat

I have been shy my whole life

I remember a long...long time ago, back when i was in high school, i had a huge crush on a young lady named Jessica, most of the guys in school thought she was hot. She was a cheerleader, class president, homecoming queen, just a beautiful and intell...

A new country to add

I recently became a citizen of the micronation of Talossa and i was wondering if this can be added to the list of countries so i can proudly proclaim this on my profile???

does anyone know?

I have recently changed nationalities and would like to update my profile but my new country is not listed as an option. Does anyone know if there is anything i can do about this?

I don't understand

There are two words i see used fairly often online (especially here) and i don't really know what either of them mean but they sound bad so need to know so i can make sure i am not one of them. The words are "troll" and "catfish...

Trying to kill time

I drive a truck and i am assigned to a group that requires that i take weekends off but i cannot actually go home. I sit at a truck stop trying to kill time for two days. So i found a game online, it is a multiplayer type of game and i have found som...

The judicial system in the United States is (or rather was) based on the principal that the accused is innocent until proven guilty in a court of law in front of an unbiased jury of his/her peers. Our judicial system in many cases today is broken. It...

A song i wrote (if i can remember it all)

Well it's 3 o'clock in the morning and i'm all alone again spent the whole night drinkin' instead of pickin' up my pen You know the words spinnin' through my head sound better when i'm outta my mind sittin' on...

Sometimes i wish

I often wish i had a skill, i don't mean a job skill, i am a truck driver and i am pretty good (not great) at my job so i have that skill. I mean a skill that people would take notice of, musician, poet, novelist, actor...anything even if it was...

Having or creating children

I truly feel that bringing a child into this world is child abuse. I don't care if you are the greatest parent in the world you cannot change the craziness that exists in this messed up world. Any child born today is destined to live a horrible ...

Maybe? Maybe not?

I am going to be trying it (or the closest thing i can find in modern society) in just a couple of weeks. I am rather excited to try this ancient drink. I know it doesn't contain the thujone component anymore (or very little anyway) but still so...

Don't understand

I wish i knew what causes my depression to spiral down. I was in a really good mood all day today, in the last hour i spiraled down and now i really hope i just don't wake up in the morning.

I was looking back at various conversations i have had with people on here and i have noticed that almost every single one has ended with me apologizing for one reason or another. Sometimes for being a little to forward and oddly enough sometimes for...

But first.......Some reading! I have started rereading my favorite series of books, The Wheel Of Time by Robert Jordon and Brandon Sanderson. Nothing like putting myself into a world of fantasy before bed, living vicariously through the characters in...

Just wondering.

Does anyone out there know how to go about creating a new group on here?

This one i will never figure out.

I occasionally like to flirt a bit, i rarely get a reaction at all and when i do it is usually negative. On the rare occasion that i receive a positive reaction...i spiral down. It makes no sense i know but it is true. I should clarify that this star...

Many many years ago i would gather with friends once a week to play the old fashioned paper and dice version and we had so much fun. Sadly many of my friends have moved away and my job makes a weekly gathering impossible, i was wondering if anyone kn...

Good Memories, Bad Thoughts

If i could ever figure out depression i would be a very wealthy man. Earlier today i was reminded of some good times in my life, simple thing really, some friends and i would gather once a week to play Dungeons and Dragons. It was fun, spending time ...

Tonight, tonight, tonight

Tonight it's winning, i tried forcing a smile, i tried being nice to someone (got completely ignored), i was doing good earlier today and it just crept up on me. Now i am spiraling down, i think i will go to bed and hopefully wake up in a better...

Decided two things today

I sit and i think alone quite often, and today i came to two conclusions. First i accepted the fact that i don't like myself, there is not one thing i like about myself, i don't like the way i look, i don't like the way i talk, i don...

I have been making some big changes in my life, i think i may be dying. I am diabetic, i have not been eating right or exercising but oddly my sugar numbers have been improving and it scares me. I am also buying a house (scares me more than dying LOL...

Lost, a faded soul A mental defect sighing A life unlived I will keep on trying Lost, unkindled passion Fighting the thoughts inside Weakness failure pain Fear I try to hide oh screw it, things I want to say but don't know how to say them, I s...

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