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istillhaveanameitsrick

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I Write Poetry

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I dream The world turns Shadows melt Dream burns Passion sated Fear from hate Passion lost Fickle fate Tangled limbs Broken trees Sun fades Darkness sees Quiet, fearful Music flares Dreams return No one cares Jumbled thoughts Lost, confused Body... See More »

I guess I'm supposed to be excited.

Several family members were planning to go on a cruise to celebrate my stepdaughters 30th birthday. Yesterday I was informed that plans had changed and we are now going to Las Vegas. I have absolutely no interest in going to Las Vegas, I don't... See More »

A statement about life (at least my life)

I have been around for almost 60 years. In that time I have accomplished absolutely nothing. She deserves someone who can give her the life she dreams of but I will never be that man. I exist, nothing more, I have no purpose, no reason to continue to... See More »

Might be a bad day

I guess I'm done being silly for the night. My mother has been in the hospital for a couple of weeks, I am a truck driver and I am 300 miles from home and the hospital just called my wife and told her they don't think my mother will make it through... See More »

If I ever figure out what causes this

I will be a very wealthy man! I often sink into deep despair, not really suicidal though I wouldn't be against dying just not willing to physically cause my own death (or anyone elses). The weird thing is that there doesn't seem to be any rhyme nor... See More »

A corny little poem

I wrote this corny little poem a couple years ago. A lonely little snowflake Drifting to the ground Begins the Christmas season And brightens all the town Happy smiling faces On people passing by To do their Christmas shopping And dream of pumpkin... See More »

A long title that means nothing

I have a lot of body pain. My back hurts constantly, I can't lift my left arm over my head due to shoulder pain, my right shoulder also hurts but not as bad, my hip hurts on the right side, my knees both hurt, I have had surgery on both feet for... See More »

It is no longer my birthday

So ladies, please disregard previous post

The election ends!(?) Tomorrow.

Finally the 2024 presidential election comes to an end tomorrow!!! and unfortunately the 2028 presidential election campaigns start on wednesday 😟(Unfortunately as well I think we are screwed)

I'm going to Cancun

So I am learning some important words and phrases in spanish. Dos cerveza Mas tequila dónde está el baño muéstrame tus tetas Those four phrases should get me through the week!

My self esteem sucks

I know it's crazy, I am a truck driver have been with the same company for almost 30 years, I have over 2.6 million miles of safe driving. I know I am good at what I do. Recently my company decided to install a bunch of new "safety" equipment.... See More »

It's my birthday (11-16)

So ladies, make my day and flash me A SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm very tired

Today marks more than 33,872,000,000 miles that I have traveled around the sun. Here is hoping this was the last full trip.

Let's see your costumes

Show me your Halloween costumes!

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I feel old and stupid

My company started using a new computer system and I can't figure out how to use the damn thing. I will never understand the logic behind changing a system that works perfectly well and making everything 10 times more difficult. Apparently the... See More »

I Wanna See Your Smiling Faces

Here is mine, now it's your turn!

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Diabetes really sucks

I sometimes think I should just give up. Trying to eat healthy as a truck driver is extremely difficult and expensive. This morning I had 2 flavorless sausage patties, scrambled eggs and a diet coke at McDonalds and it cost me $9.37 (USD) that is... See More »

Russian hackers on SW???

Back when Russia first invaded Ukraine I expressed my support for the Ukrainian people and I changed my profile picture to an image of the U.S. and Ukrainian flags. Recently someone commented on that image in my photos and called me a "nazi". I... See More »

I wonder what would happen

I wonder what would happen if the United States, Western Europe, Australia, Japan, South Korea and the rest of our allies around the world declared war on Russia, China, Iran and North Korea but never actually fired a shot at any of those... See More »

Hockey players

There is something I don't understand, given the situation in Russia right now, why would an American hockey player decide to sign a contract to play for a team in Russia??? I guess I can understand Russian hockey players choosing to go back to... See More »

I wish this worked

I'm 56 years old but I identify as 16...do I get a do over?

Today is one of them

Some days, I just want life to be over and done. I live a miserable existence of a life. I never get to see the people I care about, I can't eat or drink the things I like, I sit in a truck alone most of the time and I hate it but there is nothing I... See More »

Kicking diabetes ass!

I know that no one really cares but I need someplace to brag. In the middle of March I weighed 221 pounds, I was on two different medications for diabetes (1000 mg twice a day of metformin and 4 mg twice a day of glimeperide) and the doctors wanted... See More »

I'm not doing well

I'm hanging by a thread, feeling useless because I can't fix or even help with all of the trouble my wife is having at home. Her mother is sick and can't be left alone but she treats everyone like shit. She feels the need to condemn EVERYTHING that... See More »

This song means a lot to me.

It is not a great song, it is not even one of this bands best songs but, it kept me from killing myself on multiple occasions. I deal with depression and extremely low self esteem and the message in this song helps remind me that I just need to... See More »

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