My self esteem sucks
I know it's crazy, I am a truck driver have been with the same company for almost 30 years, I have over 2.6 million miles of safe driving. I know I am good at what I do. Recently my company decided to install a bunch of new "safety" equipment. Cameras that watch both what is ahead of me on the road and also watch me, various instruments that are constantly scanning my surroundings and even reading speed limit signs (often incorrectly) and any time I do something the computer in the truck thinks is unsafe a voice comes out and tells me i'm "distracted" or "speeding" or "check safety belt". Now I am constantly doubting my own skills. Today I got called into the bosses office to view a video in which I was doing the incredibly unsafe act of taking my medication while driving. I have 7 years until I can retire and I am honestly not sure I will last that long, either the computer will get me fired (despite my safety record) or I will flip out and drive the truck into a bridge while listening to it tell me to "check safety belt".