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Im so nervous about dating again

Share some stories with me?

Divorce: do I need a lawyer if we have no assets or kids?

So far I know I'll have to wait out the year separated before I can have it done. I rent. He rents. No kids. We have our own vehicles and split the household stuff when he moved out. I just want this done as cheaply and quickly as possible.

What have you enjoyed the most about living alone?

I've been separated since September and now that things aren't hurting so much I'm realizing just how much I LIKE living with just ME and my pets. It's so peaceful. There's NO judgement. It's only been a few months but I don't know if I want to share... See More »

I'm just lonely

X and I have been separated since Sept. Living separately. Waiting for divorce. It's so hard to be alone, I feel like I get used to it sometimes, and then it hits me like a ton of bricks. It's only been a few months and I just feel so all over the... See More »

What are you doing here?

So bored of life but...

My cats keep me hanging on What are you hanging on for?

What's the point of it all??

Scared of getting a dog?

I've basically been told by my husband we're getting a dog. Puppy is coming home at the end of august. I don't feel prepared mentally. I'm worried about the dynamic changing with my cats, I'm worried about the mess and the noise and all the possible... See More »

Today's the day I quit.

I have spent 3 years here and dealt with so much ridiculous micromanaging, everything I do is wrong. They constantly FIND problems (or straight up MAKE problems) just to growl at me. They talk shit about the other staff (there's only 4 of us) and our... See More »

I wish you loved me more.

When did you know your relationship was over?

Sometimes I don't know if I want to fight for this anymore. He's a good man but we are not happy people together. After 12 years I just feel so... Exhausted 😥

Do you ever REALLY need to sleep the day away?

Cuz I did. Was only awake maybe 4 hours through midday. So grateful for days I can rest. The exhaustion is unreal.

The crushing weight of nighttime despair washes over me

I'm drowning. Screaming inside. Waiting for the sun to come back to chase away the demons that tear apart my mind. Nothing ever takes it away

Humidity has the temperature at 40°C

First time in my life I've felt it like this... I had so much I wanted to do but now that I'm home without AC I'm just laying here like blob trying not to vomit.

I wish I could say good night and give you a cheek kiss before bed

I'll think of you With your sparkly eyes And that smile and laugh that feels like sunbeams. I hope you know how special you are. I hope you know that you might be one small individual in the world, but your impact is extraordinary. I love you.... See More »

Tell me about who changed your life?

Are you your own worst enemy?

I feel myself slipping away into madness. I want to shred this human flesh suit. I don't want to die but I look forward to the great unknown without a physical body

Watching then sun come up 😊

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How are you gonna make money in the future?

What's your plans? I can't wait to make more than min. Wage

Have you tried LSD?

What was it like? I'm on a journey to open my mind with psychedelics 😊 tried mushrooms and salvia so far. Pretty incredible!

Do you have em? I do. It's so shit. dreams and reality feel blended. It's hard to snap out of it.

Tell me your secrets?

😉 I haven't been stone cold sober in over a decade. Nobody knows, except you 😜

Do you regret having kids?

What would you tell your younger self?

I love you crazy humans

Xo You bring me joy I'll keep you.

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