He said today is my day...My bf said that today all his attention will be to me But for the past hour or so he's been talking to the same friend and constantly telling him "ily" and I haven't gotten that a single time It feels so shitty Today was my day He's been spending... See More »
Today it's been 5 years since my gpaw passed awayI miss him so much. He was a man of few words, but the few he said were worth paying attention to. My favorite quote of his: If it's good coffee, one cup is enough. If it's bad coffee, one cup is more than enough.
Sad sad, freaking sadSaw a Facebook memory from 2017, looked at myself, saw the smile and how happy I was, compare it to how am I now. 🥲😭, wish I could be that happy again.
I forgot my meds again yesterdayI took them today, but I don't feel as bad today as I did on Thursday when I forgot them on Wednesday. The dreams were still nonsensical last night without my anti-psychotic, but I just feel slightly more depressed than usual today and not like a... See More »
I'm sad todayIt's mostly because one of my customers died in April and I just found out. I always get upset when death happens to someone I know, even if I wasn't very close to them. Or if I have to witness it likewhat happened with that dude last year around... See More »
Retail therapy has done nothing for me todayI bought more Warhammer because I was depressed and also because I'd done no sales at 12:30pm. I got Bladeguard Veterans, another Lieutenant, and two paints. It does not seem to have helped. Looking forward to Saturday probably contributed to that.... See More »