Bad day today.I made a big mistake again and I’m paying the price for it. I’m too embarrassed to explain what happened but it has to with my financial situation. My dark thoughts returned for a split second. I know everyone has bad days but I just have bad... See More »
Today hasn't been greatDepression bit into me hard most of today. I think it was because a friend who said he'd play Age of Sigmar with me today cancelled at the last minute. But generally I feel like I just bother people. I wish I was rich so I didn't have to work and... See More »
The feminine urge to shut off my email and move to a forest inhabited by talking animals is strong today
I'm struggling todayIt's like being trapped in honey - I can only move and think slowly, I feel like I'm both drowning and stuck treading water, and there's nobody that can hear my screams. Every time I reach out to people I know in real life, they look like I'm... See More »
I'm not sure how I'm doing todayI'm not suicidal anymore, but I don't seem to feel much of anything now. There's a weight within me dragging me down, but it doesn't feel bad like depression normally does - it's just there. I do feel empty except for the weight, but that emptiness... See More »
something bad is gonna happen todaywoke up feeling excited to get my free birthday dutch drink . literally hopped out of bed and jumped around the laundry room to wake up my roommate (his bed directly above laundry room). he came down and seemed kind of annoyed but i was like he's... See More »
