Today it's been 5 years since my gpaw passed awayI miss him so much. He was a man of few words, but the few he said were worth paying attention to. My favorite quote of his: If it's good coffee, one cup is enough. If it's bad coffee, one cup is more than enough.
Sad sad, freaking sadSaw a Facebook memory from 2017, looked at myself, saw the smile and how happy I was, compare it to how am I now. 🥲😭, wish I could be that happy again.
I forgot my meds again yesterdayI took them today, but I don't feel as bad today as I did on Thursday when I forgot them on Wednesday. The dreams were still nonsensical last night without my anti-psychotic, but I just feel slightly more depressed than usual today and not like a... See More »
I'm sad todayIt's mostly because one of my customers died in April and I just found out. I always get upset when death happens to someone I know, even if I wasn't very close to them. Or if I have to witness it likewhat happened with that dude last year around... See More »
Retail therapy has done nothing for me todayI bought more Warhammer because I was depressed and also because I'd done no sales at 12:30pm. I got Bladeguard Veterans, another Lieutenant, and two paints. It does not seem to have helped. Looking forward to Saturday probably contributed to that.... See More »
Little SisterToday my little sister has been gone for 17 years - she lived 16. It is some sort of a twisted milestone I suppose, I have now had to remember her for longer than I knew her. This day always makes me a little sad and I guess it probably always will.... See More »
How do people deal with feeling alienated from their own culture?I’m mostly writing this because I don’t know how people can just work through feeling alienated from their other culture (I leaning when someone is mixed race) for an example I’m white mixed with Hispanic and I have hardly ever known anything about... See More »
