Fibro flaresToday is one of those days where I feel fatigued and cannot do much but I am being kind to myself and listening to my body. Fibromyalgia is awful the pain today isn’t so bad but I think that’s because of amitriptaline I take which I think is... See More »
Today was okIt went fine. Yesterday I felt completely destroyed mentally (probably because of the driving rain and lack of people in the store) but today was just an 'average' day so comparatively it was considerably better. Like always I just take things one... See More »
I was doing ok yesterday, but not so much todayI told a friend about my depression and that was a mistake. But now I know not to talk to her about anything sensitive, which is technically progress, I guess? I hate having to relearn not to open up to others every time. Apparently, I never seem to... See More »
Bad day today.I made a big mistake again and I’m paying the price for it. I’m too embarrassed to explain what happened but it has to with my financial situation. My dark thoughts returned for a split second. I know everyone has bad days but I just have bad... See More »
Today hasn't been greatDepression bit into me hard most of today. I think it was because a friend who said he'd play Age of Sigmar with me today cancelled at the last minute. But generally I feel like I just bother people. I wish I was rich so I didn't have to work and... See More »
The feminine urge to shut off my email and move to a forest inhabited by talking animals is strong today
I'm struggling todayIt's like being trapped in honey - I can only move and think slowly, I feel like I'm both drowning and stuck treading water, and there's nobody that can hear my screams. Every time I reach out to people I know in real life, they look like I'm... See More »