Today is one of those days……when I need something to pull me out of my head. Something needs to happen to completely change my outlook on things because life is looking pretty bleak. Nothing in particular but have been here before.
Today was better but still a struggleThe walking I did didn't do much more than make me tired and hungry, with little impact on my mental state as far as I can tell. So I'm tired and depressed now. Just have to wait it out, like I have so many times before.
I thought I meant more..I thought I meant more to the people who know me. Apparently that doesn't seem to be the case. Reality is hitting hard lately..
That hotel manager called me and asked if I am going over todayI said no I didn't say I was coming, and that my suggestion was about focusing on my work and how this seems is like it is taking me away from it. He said I shouldn't be afraid of anything and how I should be relaxed like I was yesterday. I hate it... See More »
I caved todayAnd got 4 of these. I know it's just an excuse, but first Dolly Parton, then Tim Curry, now Cigarguy, and probably any minute now; King Harald of Norway, aka All of Norways grandpa. On top of all that my Pantera (my precious cat) is showing... See More »
I'm tired, bossSometimes ,when I try to talk to other people it ends up them talking all about themselves and what's going on in their lives and not really listening to what I'm saying or responding with empathy . Sometimes there's advice and sometimes it's okay... See More »
