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KiwiDan

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I'm in a weird place right now

I feel great, but I also struggle to make it through each day. I felt like this last time I was depressed, so maybe I'm being propped up? It's possible my mood/mental state will collapse in on itself soon.

What's the female version of a "Chad"?

Through security and eating a croissant

It's bloody stale, but I paid $7 so I'm going to finish it. It's only 6:22am and I should be asleep right now

I haven't been as anxious today as I thought I would be

I've still gotten a bit anxious, but I thought it would be worse. It normally is. Hopefully I don't cry from anxiety at the airport again

Idk just things on my mind

I've been staring at this blank screen for about 10 minutes now, between watching tv and thinking about her. She's had such an impressive impact on me. We get on so well and align on so many things. I don't feel nearly half as depressed as I used to... See More »

I'm getting anxious about flying

The flight is on Wednesday morning and I'm already getting anxious about it. Tomorrow might be worse, but hopefully not. Hopefully. She'll make me feel better in the morning.

What do you think of KiwiDan and would you do him?

Obviously the answer would be no, but I wanted to be asked about too.

Things are going well with her

Me and @shakemeup got back together, and I feel... content? Happy? Like all is the way it should be in my world? It's been a week or two now and it's the best I've felt since, well, since we broke up. We're taking things slower now, which is good.... See More »

20 more minutes of work

People keep saying my Imperial Fists I've been working on look "really good" - they always use those two words, and given that you can see the brush strokes in the yellow I'm pretty sure people are just saying it to be kind? I know nobody ever... See More »

I got a lot of building done today

I build a Custodian Guard squad, A Custodian Warden/Hetaeron Guard squad converted to have power fists, And a Shield Captain converted with a power fist who will also have an archaeotech pistol (which is why he's missing a hand)

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Back at work after two weeks off feels weird

Like I lost the rhythm I was in. And then next week I'm in Australia Wednesday to Friday.

The relationship is back on! :D

I'm so happy. And now the depression seems to have lifted too.

An incident from last night

We heard screaming from next door after 11pm last night, then not long after yells of "armed police!" The neighbour had been stabbed by her partner and she died shortly after arriving in hospital (we found that last bit out watching the news this... See More »

IDK why I'm like this

I've been all over the place and a bit pent up all day, and now apparently I'm craving physical touch. Hugs, hand holding, a kiss would be phenomenal but way too much to ask of anyone. I hate when these happen - they come in bursts, and tend to... See More »

Having so much fun playing Spyro 1

Just ploughing through it, and having a great time. I feel like a kid again, even though I never played Spyro 1 as a kid. To be fair it seems to be a lot easier than the other two games in the trilogy so I'm worried I'm going to get frustrated doing... See More »

I'm struggling with loneliness right now

The title says it all, really. I'm depressed and lonely and can't reach out because I don't want to be a burden on people who have actual lives to live. And the few phone crisis lines here are all oriented towards people 25 and under, and I feel like... See More »

I got a new gaming PC

It's low end by gaming standards but I'm excited anyway :D

New project - dankanatoi

They're getting there

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I'm so exhausted

Who knew ten year olds could scream so loudly. Oh well, two weeks off next week can't come fast enough (there are 16 minutes of work left)

I bought a box of custodes

The "fun" of painting all gold all the time begins. But Imight go for the black and purple Dankanatoi colour scheme from Liber Imperium instead. Does anyone care about this at all?

Someone is giving me some more cataphractii terminators

I don't know if I need them necessarily, but I might be able to convert a praetor from one as well as another squad (there's 6 total by the looks of things) - a couple look like they're painted as Salamanders legion and will need combi-bolter arms... See More »

I'm struggling with painting motivation right now

Over the last week or so, I've felt the desire to paint my miniatures, but every time I try I can only make a small amount of progress before I have to stop. It's a feeling kind of like writer's block, and I don't know how to overcome it. It makes... See More »

I hate when people call Warhammer background "lore"

It makes it sound like it's more than just a setting for creating your own stories and armies through playing games and doing conversions and painting. People treat it like it's real history, unable to be changed in any way and some objective truth... See More »

Why tf am I struggling so much?! >_<

I shouldn't be this depressed and wound-up about everything

Progress on this one guy

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