I found my cat I lost 8 months ago.I'm both happy and sad, I found him after 8 months of looking, but I'm sad because he got home without her mother who also got lost 2(9) days ago.
It's kinda stressfull, actually it is stressfull.I'm a software engineer, I made a project and its working, but last Wednesday my boss saw a vision in my project he wants something. The issue is instead of giving me a clear goal, what he gave me is his notes or what he called his schizo notes,... See More »
I lost another cat today.Another one of my cats got lost today. Most of my posts here are about my cats dying or getting lost... I’m probably a bad parent to them. Basically, I have a calico cat, she’s my oldest. Out of her first 3 kittens, one got lost and two are still... See More »
Very sad about our family being separatedI’m just really sad right now. My little sister is 9 years younger than me, so she’s the spoiled youngest and always doted on by our parents. She used to be such a kind kid, but ever since she hit her teen years, she changed, just like how most... See More »
Playing with friends started to become a chore.I talked before about playing with my friend in Valorant and how it became so unfun when we started playing ranked. We started in unrated and were just enjoying it, then he said he’d boost me and that's when the stress came. Every mistake is... See More »
It's been a week.It’s been a week since my coworkers got laid off. Thankfully, I’m not fired yet, but I can feel that it might be coming. The past few days have been really sad, especially being alone at work. Before, when my coworkers were still around, we would... See More »
Today is a sad day.Today at work, two of my friends got laid off. These are the guys I’ve been talking to every shift, the ones who made work feel light. One of them is actually a coworker from my last job too, he’s the one who referred me here, so we really go way bac... See More »
I started losing the fun playing with my friendsBasically, we play Valorant, and to be honest, I suck at it. Before, we used to play unrated and it was actually fun. Win or lose, it didn’t matter, we were just enjoying the game. Then they suddenly had the idea to boost my rank. I don’t even care... See More »
Just something random.Before, I used to laugh and joke with my mom whenever we remembered this, but as I got older, I realized how sad the situation actually was. My parents had me when they were still very young, so to support me, they worked in the city while I stayed... See More »
My boss is doubling downI work as a software developer in a startup. It’s a startup company so there’s no real architecture or SOP yet. That’s not really the issue, that’s kind of expected in a startup. The real problem is the boss. He’s so deep inside his AI bubble.... See More »
I might be cooked.Last Friday I got shouted at by my boss, then after I clocked out I disconnected from work since it was the weekend and I wanted to decompress from a stressful week. Now it’s Monday and I checked my emails and saw my boss apologizing for how he... See More »
I'm pretty weak.I have not yet spend a year in working life but I already don't like being an employee, it feels like I have no freedom specially on how things are in my current company. It's always work sleep work sleep, even during weekends I can't escape from... See More »
I don't know why.I'm just not very happy. I was stressed before, I'm not happy but I know why. But right now I just feel very sad but nothing goes in my head why.
I’m honestly burned out.Lately, I’ve been really stressed with my current job. My mom just had her operation about a month ago and she’s still recovering, so I’ve been trying my best to support her while also helping with my little sister. But at work, we’re kind of forced... See More »
Today is the birthday of my two cats.It should be a happy day, but I still feel sad with the recent passing of my other cats. For context, I had 7 cats, two families. Family 1: mom cat and her 3 children. Family 2: mom cat with 2 kittens. Sadly, all 3 from Family 2 passed away from... See More »
Update: Thankfully, my other 3 cats didn’t die.After my last kitten passed, I was extremely anxious about the rest of my cats, especially my oldest, since she had just been neutered around the time the virus started spreading. I was so worried her body might still be weak from the surgery. I was... See More »
Today is my mom’s surgery, and I am very nervous.I want to share our struggles with public hospitals, because it has been a long and painful journey for us. We first went to the ER last July 13, 2025, and only today, September 9, 2025, did my mom finally get scheduled for surgery. That’s almost... See More »
Update: My kitten has passed away.After my shift today, I spent hours with her. I noticed she would relax and lie down when I was close, but even in her weak state, whenever I tried to leave she would force herself to stand and follow me. So I stayed with her, talking to her,... See More »
I feel guilty and evil for what I am doing.As some of you know, my cats have been hit with parvo. Right now, I have 4 cats, 3 of them are still looking healthy, but my youngest, a 4-month-old kitten, has started showing symptoms. When I noticed the same smell that I had with my first two... See More »
I lost 2 cats to parvo and I'm afraid I will lose more.Last August 23, I lost my kitten. He got sick, and I thought he died because he ate something bad, like a cockroach, which they really like. While he was weak, I tried to nurse him with water and food and even brought his mom to keep him warm. But he... See More »
I started to hate my father again.My family isn't really whole - it's pretty broken, and I accepted that a long time ago. My father works abroad because opportunities here in my country aren’t that great. Technically, my parents are still married, but in reality, they’ve been... See More »
While things got a little better I'm still in so much stress.The other day I shared how my day was bad, I lost my cat, I got bitten by him, my mom sickness came back. Currently things are a little better in terms of my cat bite it's still swelling and all but I already got my shot, anti rabies boosters and my... See More »
This day might be the worse day of my life.Timeline Morning: I was in the center because there's an event of anti rabies, I brought my kitties for free vaccine of course. My cat is not aggressive but he bit me in my finger and ran off, my fingers now have 9 puncture is painful af, tomorrow... See More »
Update to my last post.So the replacement for my former coworker - the one who got let go - only showed up on the first day. They went AWOL on their second day, and never came back. What sucks is that on day one, my old friend (the one who got fired) was the one patiently... See More »
Kinda sad and upset today.I don’t really have much social interaction in life. Aside from my family, the only people I really talk to are the two other IT associates in the company I work for. But today, one of them got fired. It hit me hard. We were already becoming... See More »