Got my laptop today.Off topic dunno can't sleep again I feel sleepy but when I lie down I feel this feeling that i wont be able to sleep for some reason. And actually I also feel sad I feel shit too.
Looking for friends is hard 🤷Kinda hard to start. I just move here at the province I don't have anyone tbh im pretty lonely I only have my sister and mother. Since my mom left and go back to the city it's only me and my sister and I think shes getting tired of me yapping so... See More »
Kinda spookySo I live in a compound, we have four dogs here and just like 20 mins ago one of the dogs goes to the dark vacant lot part of our compund and just start barking, like consistent barking not even aggressive barking he just sit there look at the lot... See More »
New problem I guessI will be coming to work next week still without a laptop. So basically I f up by buying laptop online, I mean can you blame me 😭 I go to mall to buy one and the price is like 300dollars more that the one online. I just didn't realize how long... See More »
So stressed and lonely.Lol so lonely that I talked to Gemini the audio thingy that like replicate talking with each other it's kinda mid tho the replies are so dry and no different talking to him in chat, I thought it would have some kind of personality.
Kinda spiraling againToday is still pretty unlucky lol I already have a sprain from 2 months ago in my right ankle its pretty severe I think a full turn so while it's functioning properly its still painfull in specific angles or when adding pressure in some parts and... See More »
I feel a little better.Ever since i stopped myself forcing to sleep at 10 pm I feel a lot better. I still wake up with incomplete sleep but I sleep after when I can. I still have my problems other than my sleep lol. I guess the major one is my laptop I got it checked and... See More »
Today is better I guess.Slept for 7-8 hours not full. Woke up from 2hrs sleep from 10pm to 12am Fell asleep 4:30am to 7:30am. Another 2hrs. Got 45 minutes 10am to 10:45 am Then lastly 3hrs 12pm to 3pm Not the best tbh but i I feel better thank past days, I mean my body... See More »
I'm very upset right now.It's been like 4 days since I tried adjusting my sleep pattern from 4am to 12pm to 10pm to 6am and it's always a failure On my first night I only slept for 3 hrs, 10pm to 1am. Second night another 3 hrs 11pm to 2am. 3rd day is much better which... See More »
I probably near to my breaking point.It's just that problems keep on coming. I'll probably sound privileged. I have problems with my job and I'm about to lose it. I have to adjust my routine because mom left, and I have to take care of my sister. Because of adjusting, I haven't been... See More »
Day 2 is another failure lol.Woke up an hour ago from a 3 hours sleep, tried to go back to sleep again after an hour still fully awake, gave up xD
The adjusting isn't working well XDI'm a night person my sleep pattern is 4am to 12pm, but since my mom left I can't do that anymore since I have to take care of my sister. Today I tried to change my sleep o 10pm to 6am and it didn't work lols. I slept at 10pm woke up 3am sleep again... See More »
My mom is leaving tomorrow.I think I already posted about this before, but we're living in the province now (12 hours away from our old place) because my sister wants to study here, and my dad, who works abroad, wants us to live here since he paid for it. Tomorrow, my mom is... See More »
Just fire me already.Last week I posted about my boss finally messaging after weeks of silent firing. https://similarworlds.com/workplace/hate-boss/5618923-Finally-got-a-message-from-my-boss He basically told me that he will not give me something to build or make and I... See More »
Province life starting to suck.I think I already posted about my family's side here in the province before. Basically, we moved here 2 months ago, and at that time, they welcomed us with open arms. But now in the present, they resent us so much. Basically, when we started... See More »
Finally got a message from my boss.It's been a week at least since the quiet firing started where my tasks are taken and nothing is given. In this time my boss didn't talk or message me. But today is different. I woke up with a very long message from my boss, and I didn't like what's... See More »
Staring and looking for something to do sucks.As you guys know from my previous posts, I'm being quietly fired, where they are taking my tasks and won't give me new ones. Basically, I refuse to resign on my own. Now I clocked in for 4 hours trying to find something to do and just staring at the... See More »
Hate trying to sleep.I have a ton of things on my mind, like problems, bills, and loneliness. I spend my day distracting myself by biking, walking, eating, and gaming just so I don't think about them. But the moment I'm about to sleep, all the stuff I want to avoid just... See More »
Posted 2 days ago that I'm not yet fired, now 100% Am.Technically no, there's no official firing yet, but it's slowly happening now, credentials are being asked from me to pass to someone, asking me to create handoffs/guides of my projects, and the I think the most obvious is them touching my projects... See More »
Not yet fired.Another earful meeting with the owner, gaslighting and stuff. Talked about how we are not giving extra energy to the job, working more hours. Used himself as an example how he is excited to work 16 hours a day, and much more "life advices".
