Update: Thankfully, my other 3 cats didn’t die.After my last kitten passed, I was extremely anxious about the rest of my cats, especially my oldest, since she had just been neutered around the time the virus started spreading. I was so worried her body might still be weak from the surgery. I was... See More »
Today is my mom’s surgery, and I am very nervous.I want to share our struggles with public hospitals, because it has been a long and painful journey for us. We first went to the ER last July 13, 2025, and only today, September 9, 2025, did my mom finally get scheduled for surgery. That’s almost... See More »
Update: My kitten has passed away.After my shift today, I spent hours with her. I noticed she would relax and lie down when I was close, but even in her weak state, whenever I tried to leave she would force herself to stand and follow me. So I stayed with her, talking to her,... See More »
I feel guilty and evil for what I am doing.As some of you know, my cats have been hit with parvo. Right now, I have 4 cats, 3 of them are still looking healthy, but my youngest, a 4-month-old kitten, has started showing symptoms. When I noticed the same smell that I had with my first two... See More »
I lost 2 cats to parvo and I'm afraid I will lose more.Last August 23, I lost my kitten. He got sick, and I thought he died because he ate something bad, like a cockroach, which they really like. While he was weak, I tried to nurse him with water and food and even brought his mom to keep him warm. But he... See More »
I started to hate my father again.My family isn't really whole - it's pretty broken, and I accepted that a long time ago. My father works abroad because opportunities here in my country aren’t that great. Technically, my parents are still married, but in reality, they’ve been... See More »
While things got a little better I'm still in so much stress.The other day I shared how my day was bad, I lost my cat, I got bitten by him, my mom sickness came back. Currently things are a little better in terms of my cat bite it's still swelling and all but I already got my shot, anti rabies boosters and my... See More »
This day might be the worse day of my life.Timeline Morning: I was in the center because there's an event of anti rabies, I brought my kitties for free vaccine of course. My cat is not aggressive but he bit me in my finger and ran off, my fingers now have 9 puncture is painful af, tomorrow... See More »
Update to my last post.So the replacement for my former coworker - the one who got let go - only showed up on the first day. They went AWOL on their second day, and never came back. What sucks is that on day one, my old friend (the one who got fired) was the one patiently... See More »
Kinda sad and upset today.I don’t really have much social interaction in life. Aside from my family, the only people I really talk to are the two other IT associates in the company I work for. But today, one of them got fired. It hit me hard. We were already becoming... See More »
Got my blood result today.Was shocked that the most risk i have is in uric acid coz i got the test coz im worried i have diabeties or highblood as im fat af and eat af, but got results and like all are normal but my uric acid, in the paper the reference is 3.6 - 7.7 and my... See More »
Sad sad, freaking sadSaw a Facebook memory from 2017, looked at myself, saw the smile and how happy I was, compare it to how am I now. 🥲😭, wish I could be that happy again.
Sick Because of My Own StupidityI’m currently down with a fever. Right after I got home from work, I already knew I was going to get one - you can just feel it when it’s coming. And surprise, I was right. The reason? Probably the damn aircon at work. So in our office, there are... See More »
I'm waving to unemployment again. 😭😭😭My company is having a mass lay off, every day at least two people are sent to vacation permanently 😭 The company is having low profit so they are cutting employees, I already feel that I'm next since in the programming department I'm the one with lo... See More »
This schedule sucks.Monday to Saturday work schedule sucks, I don't even feel the Sunday break, it feels instant. 😭
Kinda contemplating how my week’s been really unlucky.Tuesday, I got hit twice on my motorcycle and had to pay for the damages. Wednesday, Yesha — one of my kittens who got adopted — is gone because of the adopter’s carelessness. And today, my salary got deducted and the parcel I was really looking... See More »
Got a deduction to my salary.Got a message from HR saying I didn’t tap out last week. Yeah, we use those card scanners to check in and out, and if you don’t tap out — even if you tapped in — you won’t get paid for that day. That sucks of course, but that’s not even my main... See More »
Got into an argument-ish.I was outside feeding some stray cats with cat food, then a stray dog came to try and take the cat food from them. I drove it away since my cat food is obviously for the cats. Then a random middle-aged lady heard it and walked into my way. She... See More »
Kinda sucksI've mention this tons before but I lived isolated during my unemployment era after college, I thought it gon be different now that I'm employed like maybe get friends at work, but no, I be still loner xD T.T like I dont even have people other than... See More »
Got hit twice today on my motorcycle.Well i mean the first one is my fault I be squeezing thru small spaces xD But the second one isn't that dude legit swerve without using his signal lights!
I just realized how stuck I was.I was unemployed for months—almost a year. During that time, I was isolated, basically living a hikikomori life. I didn't go outside or socialize, not even online. The most I did was post on discussion groups. I had no contact with my college... See More »
Just an update about work.From being a trainee, I'm now a probationary employee, we also started working from home last week.
I’m feeling anxious, like I might get fired.As some of you already know, I recently got hired for my first job (about two weeks ago), but because of all the holidays, today is only my 6th actual working day. I’ll keep some details vague. In these 6 days, I was given 4 projects—basically all... See More »