Just an update about work.From being a trainee, I'm now a probationary employee, we also started working from home last week.
I’m feeling anxious, like I might get fired.As some of you already know, I recently got hired for my first job (about two weeks ago), but because of all the holidays, today is only my 6th actual working day. I’ll keep some details vague. In these 6 days, I was given 4 projects—basically all... See More »
First day of job done 😭I was very nervous. The job I got involves programming, and I haven't really programmed or coded for months because of procrastination and self-doubt. At first, it was really hard—I had to refresh my knowledge, and there were a lot of things I... See More »
Employment EraAfter being unemployed for almost a year after college, I finally got a job. It's my first time actually going to the interview. Everytime I'm scheduled in an interview before I always start having anxiety attacks and straight up ghosting the... See More »
Changing hard - brain explode 😑😁I've been unemployed for six months now. I graduated half a year ago, but I only recently started applying seriously. These past few months have been tough. I keep getting depressed because I haven't landed a job, and it's really hit my confidence.... See More »
Kinda hard not to compare yourself to others 😁🤪I be looking at social media and seeing people getting major achievements, and I'm here proud that I didn't sleep late and oversleep. 🤣🥲🥹😭
I'm starting to regret not building strong and lasting friendships.I think I've been introverted ever since I was a kid. The only friends I had were people I was classmates with. I had close friends, but they didn’t last. I think the problem is within me. I only socialized at school. So, when I got home, I was by... See More »
I feel stuck.I know that I need to move and improve but somewhat I don't, I'm always making reason not to, I think I'm afraid of doing things as I'm afraid of failing, but I'm already failing doing nothing. I'm too demotivated that sometimes I just sleep whole... See More »
Merry Christmas! 🎄Today is Christmas Eve. My sister, my mom, and I are currently celebrating. After a while, my mom asked for a family photo, and I noticed that she and my sister were wearing some kind of matching couple shirts. I jokingly said, "Where's mine?" Then... See More »
I'm always like "how does she do that 😧".I’ve always been amazed at how my mom can fall asleep instantly, unlike me, who needs to daydream for at least an hour to drift off. Then I learned that it’s just part of being an adult. 😭
I got angry when I remembered this story.We used to rent an apartment compound, one of those with the same backyard for all the units. It was a two-house compound, so we rented both to have the place to ourselves. When we started renting, there was already a dog there named Kaykay. She was... See More »
I'm pathetic.I sometimes feel jealous of my younger sister and wish I wasn’t the firstborn. I was an accident kid, my parents had me when they were still teens. To earn money, my parents decided to bring me to the province where my grandma is so they could work... See More »
What to do? WartsI have this wart for years I once cut it with a nail cutter and it just grew back, now I tried ligating it with thread and this is the result, I think there's still some wart inside the wound, wtd? (2)
Kitty ProblemI've noticed that more and more cats have been appearing near our house lately. I think people might be purposely leaving them here because they know I regularly feed stray cats. Unfortunately, I can’t feed all of them. I already have 5 cats, and... See More »
4 months after graduation still no job 😭I'm spiraling, I keep losing my confidence 😭 I would be motivated to learn for a while then disappear going back to rut 😭
Same problem as month ago 😭I'm doing better I think unlike before im trying to change a little i started exercising and trying to learn more, I also started finding jobs but looking at descriptions I'm always underqualified, making me somewhat goes to rut again. I dunno
I'm in a rut.I graduated over a month ago, and until now, I don't have a job. I haven't even finished getting all the requirements like government stuff. I don't even study or do any self-study in programming. I just lie down every day watching anime or playing... See More »
It might sound stupid, but I cried because I realized I'm getting old.I grew up in a poor family in a third-world country. For part of my life, I had to live in the province so my mom and dad could both work in the city. When they finally brought me to the city, my mom stopped working and started a small business while... See More »
I'm confused, hurt, and anxious.How do I confront my father about his infidelity? Honestly, my mother and I don't care much anymore as long as we're provided for. The real problem is the ego of the third party, who thinks she's the original. I hate both my father and his mistress,... See More »
Just ranting, or maybe it's my faultI need to rant about my OJT experience. I completed my hours at a company and started in their technical department. Halfway through my OJT, they tasked us with developing a system for the company. The problem is, even with this new task, we were... See More »
Sad about this changeI don't really have friends other than my school friends, but since starting our on-the-job training, we've all separated into different companies. Now, we barely talk, and our group chat is always silent.
What to do with lifeVery anxious, I'm graduating in a few months and I still really don't know what to do with my life. No plans. No skill. No passion. Hope all works well.
Creepy ExperienceI just had a creepy experience, and it's my first time encountering something like this. I don't know if it's because it's 2 am and I'm still not sleeping, or maybe it's too much screen time. But I looked in the mirror, and for a second, it felt like... See More »
