Update to my last post.So the replacement for my former coworker - the one who got let go - only showed up on the first day. They went AWOL on their second day, and never came back. What sucks is that on day one, my old friend (the one who got fired) was the one patiently... See More »
Kinda sad and upset today.I don’t really have much social interaction in life. Aside from my family, the only people I really talk to are the two other IT associates in the company I work for. But today, one of them got fired. It hit me hard. We were already becoming... See More »
Got my blood result today.Was shocked that the most risk i have is in uric acid coz i got the test coz im worried i have diabeties or highblood as im fat af and eat af, but got results and like all are normal but my uric acid, in the paper the reference is 3.6 - 7.7 and my... See More »
Sad sad, freaking sadSaw a Facebook memory from 2017, looked at myself, saw the smile and how happy I was, compare it to how am I now. 🥲😭, wish I could be that happy again.
Sick Because of My Own StupidityI’m currently down with a fever. Right after I got home from work, I already knew I was going to get one - you can just feel it when it’s coming. And surprise, I was right. The reason? Probably the damn aircon at work. So in our office, there are... See More »
I'm waving to unemployment again. 😭😭😭My company is having a mass lay off, every day at least two people are sent to vacation permanently 😭 The company is having low profit so they are cutting employees, I already feel that I'm next since in the programming department I'm the one with lo... See More »
This schedule sucks.Monday to Saturday work schedule sucks, I don't even feel the Sunday break, it feels instant. 😭
Kinda contemplating how my week’s been really unlucky.Tuesday, I got hit twice on my motorcycle and had to pay for the damages. Wednesday, Yesha — one of my kittens who got adopted — is gone because of the adopter’s carelessness. And today, my salary got deducted and the parcel I was really looking... See More »
Got a deduction to my salary.Got a message from HR saying I didn’t tap out last week. Yeah, we use those card scanners to check in and out, and if you don’t tap out — even if you tapped in — you won’t get paid for that day. That sucks of course, but that’s not even my main... See More »
Got into an argument-ish.I was outside feeding some stray cats with cat food, then a stray dog came to try and take the cat food from them. I drove it away since my cat food is obviously for the cats. Then a random middle-aged lady heard it and walked into my way. She... See More »
Kinda sucksI've mention this tons before but I lived isolated during my unemployment era after college, I thought it gon be different now that I'm employed like maybe get friends at work, but no, I be still loner xD T.T like I dont even have people other than... See More »
Got hit twice today on my motorcycle.Well i mean the first one is my fault I be squeezing thru small spaces xD But the second one isn't that dude legit swerve without using his signal lights!
I just realized how stuck I was.I was unemployed for months—almost a year. During that time, I was isolated, basically living a hikikomori life. I didn't go outside or socialize, not even online. The most I did was post on discussion groups. I had no contact with my college... See More »
Just an update about work.From being a trainee, I'm now a probationary employee, we also started working from home last week.
I’m feeling anxious, like I might get fired.As some of you already know, I recently got hired for my first job (about two weeks ago), but because of all the holidays, today is only my 6th actual working day. I’ll keep some details vague. In these 6 days, I was given 4 projects—basically all... See More »
First day of job done 😭I was very nervous. The job I got involves programming, and I haven't really programmed or coded for months because of procrastination and self-doubt. At first, it was really hard—I had to refresh my knowledge, and there were a lot of things I... See More »
Employment EraAfter being unemployed for almost a year after college, I finally got a job. It's my first time actually going to the interview. Everytime I'm scheduled in an interview before I always start having anxiety attacks and straight up ghosting the... See More »
Changing hard - brain explode 😑😁I've been unemployed for six months now. I graduated half a year ago, but I only recently started applying seriously. These past few months have been tough. I keep getting depressed because I haven't landed a job, and it's really hit my confidence.... See More »
Kinda hard not to compare yourself to others 😁🤪I be looking at social media and seeing people getting major achievements, and I'm here proud that I didn't sleep late and oversleep. 🤣🥲🥹😭
I'm starting to regret not building strong and lasting friendships.I think I've been introverted ever since I was a kid. The only friends I had were people I was classmates with. I had close friends, but they didn’t last. I think the problem is within me. I only socialized at school. So, when I got home, I was by... See More »
I feel stuck.I know that I need to move and improve but somewhat I don't, I'm always making reason not to, I think I'm afraid of doing things as I'm afraid of failing, but I'm already failing doing nothing. I'm too demotivated that sometimes I just sleep whole... See More »
Merry Christmas! 🎄Today is Christmas Eve. My sister, my mom, and I are currently celebrating. After a while, my mom asked for a family photo, and I noticed that she and my sister were wearing some kind of matching couple shirts. I jokingly said, "Where's mine?" Then... See More »
I'm always like "how does she do that 😧".I’ve always been amazed at how my mom can fall asleep instantly, unlike me, who needs to daydream for at least an hour to drift off. Then I learned that it’s just part of being an adult. 😭
