Changing hard - brain explode 😑😁
I've been unemployed for six months now. I graduated half a year ago, but I only recently started applying seriously. These past few months have been tough. I keep getting depressed because I haven't landed a job, and it's really hit my confidence. But deep down, I know I haven't been putting in my full effort.
I feel like I'm afraid of applying. Sometimes, I’d send just one application a day just to say I did something, but I wasn't really trying. Even when companies responded, I sometimes ghosted them, convincing myself they were too far or possibly a scam, just making up excuses. It makes me feel shitty.
I think I’m still like this in some ways, but I’m trying my best to improve. I know I have a lot of work to do to make up for the time I spent fooling myself, but at least now, I’m making progress.
I feel like I'm afraid of applying. Sometimes, I’d send just one application a day just to say I did something, but I wasn't really trying. Even when companies responded, I sometimes ghosted them, convincing myself they were too far or possibly a scam, just making up excuses. It makes me feel shitty.
I think I’m still like this in some ways, but I’m trying my best to improve. I know I have a lot of work to do to make up for the time I spent fooling myself, but at least now, I’m making progress.
22-25, M
