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Ginkofishin

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"In a sense, everything is on the edge of collapse."

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Any normal people want to talk?

I've had a mentally hard day and I could really use a friend.

I Am Trying to Be a Writer

How do you find motivation to work on what used to be a passion project you were so eager to write? Every time I try to start I always lose focus and my ability to write falters. I want to finish a draft of a book I'm writing but I just can't. Any... See More »

I Am Depressed

I'm in a terrible place right now. Suicide seems like the best option the more it invades my mind and the more I dwell on my life. I have nobody to talk to and a boyfriend who is too good to be brought down by me. It breaks my heart knowing he's... See More »

I Treat People Better Than They Treat Me

I try to give everyone the love, affection, and attention I believe they and I deserve. And what have I gotten in back? I've been abused, lied to, cheated on, manipulated, and have been put down too many times to count. I understand everyone has to... See More »

Do I tell him or no?

My boyfriend's sister acted very volitally aggressive last night and caused me to have a ptsd episode. She wasn't in the room and he was sound asleep so he missed her yelling at her friend and then arguing for 20 mins about how she didn't want me in... See More »

My boyfriends sister hates me. How do I deal with this?

My boyfriend and I had a bit of drama that made us split twice. (Workplace rumors and dislike from this sister) We recently decided that despite the rumors and hate from his sister we belong together and want to make something work. I've tried... See More »

I Am In Love

Right now I'm laying next to the man I love as he slumbers, listening to his gentle breathing and reminding myself how truly lucky I am that this man loves me as I love him. I can't think of a more beautiful moment than this, a midnight on a Monday,... See More »

I Talk to Myself

In my line of work(security), I have no choice but to talk to myself. Otherwise I'd have lost all my sanity by now. But it also helps to fill the silences I find myself in when I'm shopping by myself and I can't recall what I need. It's nice to feel... See More »

I Love Tatoos

I wouldn't say I love tattoos but I have been wanting one more and more. The thing is I'm so indecisive that it would take me eons just to be able to choose something, I mean there's just so much to choose from! I did see this super cool tattoo of... See More »

I Love to Write

Anyone have any advice for writers block? I've been trying to get the plot down for the novel I'm writing and I'm also trying my hand at spoken poetry and I'm just coming up blank. Also, how does one become better at using imagery? I read some poems... See More »

I Am In Love

Yesterday my boyfriend and I wentn ut to eat at a cheap diner. As we're sitting there in the booth waiting for our breakfast plates at seven at night, he starts talking about work and saying how he hopes to find other employment but enjoys what he... See More »

I Am Sleepy

My best friend was going through an almost break-up (she ended up not going through with it and I'm furious that she went back on her word, especially when seeing the parallels from my abusive, mentally ill ex.) so I decided to stay up with her and... See More »

I Love Exploring Museums

Who doesn't? They're there for you to learn and explore our history as a species. Nothing is more fascinating. My favorite museum to visit was the Holocaust Museum in Illinois. The haunting feeling of walking through the trenches they built with... See More »

I Am Sleepy

I made the mistake of letting my best friend stay over too late watching American Horror Story Coven. Definitely didn't think it through and now I'm paying for it at work. Wonderful.

When did you know you were in love?

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When did you know you loved someone? The answers are kind of vague so just answer whichever fits best.

I Love Someone

I'm having trouble distinguishing my own feelings. I feel that I love my boyfriend, but I worry that the time is too soon, even though I'm certain of my feelings. We've been dating two months after a two month flirtationship. I absolutely adore him.... See More »

I Love Music

Two of my favorite songs right now happen to be those songs that have music/dance breaks in between the choruses. I Took a Pill in Ibiza by Mike Posner Tongue-Tied July by Michael Brun and Roy English If you like electric-sounding songs and those... See More »

I Had Some Things Stolen From Me

I once had my camera stolen from my backpack in high school. I cried to my friend who was able to ask around and find the guy who did it. Turns out it was someone She used to be friends with but wasn't close with anymore. So she went over to his... See More »

I Struggle With My Body Image

I'm not a bad looking gal by any means. I'm just not where I want to be. Lately I've been finding stretch marks on my hips and it's making me extremely uncomfortable with how I look. Add to that zit upon zit and my self esteem has dropped... See More »

I Want To Travel The World

There are so many places I want to go! I want to visit Germany for one, it's my heritage and I believe I may have family living there. I want to visit India because of the culture. I want to visit the temples and just revel in a place so different... See More »

I Have a Mental Illness

I have been 'diagnosed' with depression by a therapist (her credibility in this diagnosis is to be questioned) but I believe I have depression. Its hard for me to be certain that I have it though because I don't feel down or sad all of the time, and... See More »

I Love to Cuddle

I enjoy cuddling but it just gets so uncomfortable for me that I'm constantly having to move so that my arm isn't dead and my neck isn't broken. Anyone else run into this problem?

I Think Too Much

It sucks to have 'sensitive' as a personality trait. I'm constantly reading into what people say, their body language, how they feel about me. Someone can even tell me point blank and my first reaction is why? What made you like me? Is this a ruse?... See More »

I Like These Lyrics

Good Things By The Dangerous Summer I'm safe, and who ever thought that was difficult? My nerves start to feel so frayed. I'm trying to turn things around, but instead ...I'll say "Why do I feel so invisible? Good things will come my way." I'm... See More »

I Don't Say I Love You Unless I Mean It

I refuse to be a part of this culture where we've been going out for a week and I'm already droppin the l-bomb. If I say it to you, Its because I've seen you at your best, your worst, and all of the quirks in between, and I still find you to be the... See More »

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