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RubiesandButterflies

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I like Japanese fashions

I really like Decora fashion its so cute. I'm naturally the hppie type, but I think it's cool to mix two styles. So I'm going for bright hippie style clothing with cute Decora accessories. I think it makes for an interesting mix and I've not seen it... See More »

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I have anxiety and I find reading calming. I am currently reading this book . It is a very interesting read about the history of hair. Its not just about Christianity it also talks about paganism and Greek history and the Bob haircuts of the 20's.... See More »

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Sometimes I get lonely

I live alone and the days do get boring sometimes. Yes I have a boyfriend but he is terminally ill. Its very isolating being there for someone who is ill and i do get lonely.

I want to be a better person.

Specifically a Godly woman who gives up all of her bad habits and becomes a better person.

1 corinthians 11-16

I'm really interested in this verse because different people have different convictions. I have personally worn a head covering in the past and I struggled with this due to being a migraine sufferer. I now read it that the hair itself is a covering.... See More »

I want longer hair

I used to have hair to my waist but I had it cut and the hairdresser cut it too short. Right now ive grown it to just below bra strap length but I want it atleast waist length maybe even knee length. I love long hair and am always inspired by the... See More »

I went to the hardware store today because I wamted to hang up my hand mirror. The guy gave me a knock off version of command strips. They looked simple emough. Just stick one side to the wall and the other to the mirror. Well i followed the... See More »

My boyfriend has been taken to hospital again. He has swollen glands in his neck. He can't eat or drink properly as everything just comes straight back up. He keeps on burping too. At first the hospital told him it was tonsilitis and gave him... See More »

Its not easy to do

Especially when since I was 19 I have either been in a relationship or married. I lived with my current boyfriend for five years. But his smoking was beginning to play havoc with my asthma. I smoked for a while too when we got back together but I... See More »

When I was 19 I fell for a 25 yo guy he was your typical bad boy drugs and alcohol. I did a few with him too I rebelled against strict parents. But I never ever injected anything. Six years later he started to inject amphetamine sulphate. He changed... See More »

My boyfriend moved out because his smoking was affecting my asthma. So now I live alone and I get lonely. I've only ever lived alone a couple of times for short periods because i've always been in a relationship. I have hobbies I can do so things to... See More »

It annoys me when doctors are late

My neurologist is currently 45 minutes late for a telephone consultation. I hate waiting as it flares up my anxiety. What is the point in having an appointment time atal if they aren't going to call then. I can accept 15minutes but this is... See More »

My boyfriend is having surgery tommorow

He is having a below knee amputation due to having gangrene in his foot. Years of smoking and being an ex intravenous drug user have not helped his health. I'm scared and pray that everything goes well for him.

Whilst I do love looking after my partner it sure is hard work. Trying to juggle looking after the home, cooking and cleaning, shopping and hospital appointments is a full time job. But for love I can do this.

Having a go at abstract art

My boyfriend was having surgery today so I tried some abstract art.

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Breaking down negative thought processes- a coping strategy

After studying lots of self help books and journaling about my feelings I began to see a pattern with my thoughts. I broke them down in to categories. And added a coping strategy:- Worry thoughts eg 'oh no an appt' 1) recognise- identify that I am... See More »

When you or your partner is ill

You then really find out who cares. My partner is in hospital and when I called my Mum she made excuses not to visit. Apparently my sister needs her to go to an appointment. When I told her I was going last week she made this noise that told me she... See More »

It drives me nuts!! I only had an appointment with the asthma nurse at the doctors. But my anxiety showed up coz the last one I saw wasn't very nice to me. But I still went and this one was really nice. Hence I was wrong to be anxious as usual! I... See More »

Zentangle and colouring

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I could really do with a friend to talk to

Someone who understands what its like to care for a partner who is sick. Or someone who understands anxiety, depression or loneliness.

The worst thing is boredom

I have anxiety and depression and I find boredom makes it worse. So I have to keep myself occupied all day. But some days I'm so anxious I feel kind of stuck and I just sit doing nothing. Because I find it hard to focus on anything. Sometimes I have... See More »

I enjoyed colouring this one

It's nice to have my faith mixed with my hobby.

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Trying markers for the first time.

The markers were a gift from my boyfriend. The book the picture is from is called psychedelic colouring. I liked using the markers as they gave nice vibrant results.

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Sewing a memory

My Nan passed away 28th December 2022. I wanted to make something as a memory book. I came across Susan Taylor Brown on YouTube and her just because books. I was inspired and I made this book.

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This is the art journal I made.

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