Bloody anxiety

It drives me nuts!! I only had an appointment with the asthma nurse at the doctors. But my anxiety showed up coz the last one I saw wasn't very nice to me. But I still went and this one was really nice. Hence I was wrong to be anxious as usual! I don't know how I'm going to get my bloods done in town next Monday. Its not just that my veins like hiding. It's the travelling there. So I will be doubly anxious. I keep telling myself its just my mind telling me lies. That I will be ok. But on the day i'm gonna be very anxious, I know it!. I wouldn't wish anxiety on my worst enemy its horrible. Its like having a bully carried around with you at all times in your head.