It really sucks tryna. Prove sthg to someone and no matter how hard u try u never succeedIts like a hell circle everyday u try and try and try but for some mysterious reason u cant... At the end the rzsult is the same nothing works out... Im tired of that.. That feeling... Anxiety im tired if feeling like the whole world and ppl are... See More »
Pride thing... bye.. FarewellI just decided to go.. The unwelcoming disrespectful behaviors that i got in here made me realise depite my sickness that i should go from here.that im not welcome. thank u anyway... For making me understand that Bye
I hd mentl break down last nightI dont think i can go on nymore.. Im always sleeping.. I cnt think or do nything Nything.. My body is wrecked like a dead skeleton.. The world hd abandoned me.. Nothing left to hold on to..
Why ppl now focus on just talking abt mental health and not physical health?I kinda noticed that... I noticed also that they sympathise more with mental health.. As if its more important than physical health.. Im not judging.. Its just seems like mental health they make it seem like everything in the world... Much drama... See More »
I think coffeeis not enough for meI need energy drinks like redbull and shark coffee is not enough im just too dead lol Im often out of energy and i need em to bring me up to life if they can, to boost up my energy
I think this modern world has ruined usits full of enjoyment stuffs like tv social media internet in general we no longer appreciate old stuffs like magazines newspapers books even work.. It made us lazy.. And ungrateful for things that should be appreciated.. Its just too much of tht can... See More »
Feeling so illI never been supported or felt or understood when iam which makes me even question myself my sanity.. I even start to underestimate my health till i become even sicker... Im neglecting myself often even not believing that im sick and that i need to... See More »
Iwish there were more insidious moviesI love lin shaye she is kinda into horror shit lol depite being old.. Well i watched them all insidious movies.. I loved them all but i wish there were more or more to come or make a series about it.. Such an amazing movie tbh even the red door is... See More »
i feel like i dont belong anywhereeven in here ..i think i should leave..i might be unwanted..indesirable,i hate it when i laugh and smile and make jokes and nobody laughs back..just makes me feel unwanted..i feel alienated its just some feelings i ve been having a long time... See More »
if u were a song what would u be?i used to underestimate these questions and think they are silly but i think they are funny since i thought of my answer i would be a distorted tape playing a song idk what song lol idc anyway just distorted tapes really make me giggle lol making... See More »
Feeling lonelyBut its ok.. I got nothing to say anyway.. Might not be understood even if i talk.. Or say anything.. I think i should find a medicine to knock me off to sleep immediately to not bother anyone with my existence lolmight speak with fairies instead..... See More »
I just needed to get this off my chest no offenseIve seen ppl who killed themselves or ppl claiming to be depressed they were happy with friends and families in their photos even in real life... They are always nagging about their lives but they look happy.. So happy.. I think they are attention... See More »
How to. Treat acidic stomachI feel like my stomach is very tighti think ph level is high Is there. Home remedy for that?
How many coffees do u drink in the morning?I have one cup but i feel like i want some more And with anxiety that my mother and everyone around le here i. Have a deep constant urge to have some more cups of coffee bc i have to be vigilant and active to serve her selfish duties despite that im... See More »
the word of the day iswell first im bored so if i say sthg wrong dont mind me and its late now at night and i had an insane day so .. my new favoritpe word is what arebu waiting for... like for example : what are u waiting for "me"to kill ur pathetic sick fkn self im... See More »
whats the name of this movie? i forgot what is its name?when parents create an imaginary child and leave him inside the house..and they they dont let him out until he does and try to kill them..and then he dies
Do u believe in conspiracy theories?Do u feel like there is a conspiracy going on against u.. Even by ur relative s ur family.. Everyone.. Thats how i feel sometimes
our house's atmosphere...nothing in this house make me feel good its like anti dopamine shit...all i feel is boredom if not depression..im not talking about family members..its the house it feels lile its cursed or haunted ..sthg abt it not right..ive noticed that when i... See More »
Do u dream of having a library of moviesovideos.. Music, books?Yeah i dream of that so whenever i get bored and overwhelmed i pick a movie or a song or a book to keep me entertained and satisfied.. That drags me out of everything in the world..thats i dont wanna delete or throw anything i have from movies and... See More »
i wanna sell moviesbut idk how..i dont have a store ..and i dont wanna sell them directly by me..idk why ..i might look silly or idk lol..im just looking for an income out of it
