Okay, putting this here so you'd know what to expect from me.And honestly, this is also the kind of connection I'm looking for. I have a life outside of here. I know you do too. And I need people who understand and can respect that. It can tend to feel forever when I reply. But what I can say is when I do... See More » (1)
I feel better todayI ran 2.5km and walked 1.6km. did 100 elevated pushups, 100 diamonds, 50 strict form pushups and some ab work last night. It's tough not knowing anyone, I get too much time with my thoughts. These everyday wins help me stay feeling okay, it's why I... See More »
I feel calm nowAfter feeling rejected this morning, I've settled into an inner calm. I'm strong and kind and friendly and compassionate. I like me. I might not be fully happy, but I'm as close to it as I can reasonably be and I'm proud of myself for that. I don't... See More »
I'm off to see a therapist tomorrowFor my emotional numbness?. I think I mask and analyse a lot around people as a learned trauma response, but I lose touch with myself and feel a lot of shame inside. I think it runs deep and it's partly rooted in childhood and expectations of being... See More »
I have come to realizeAnd, I have come to realize probably way to late in life, that everything I feel or don't feel is a product of my lack of action. It's my fault I'm miserable. It's my fault I don't have the courage to make the change. Although, courage isn't... See More »
Would you consider yourself to be neurodivergent, even if you have not been diagnosed with anything in particular?I feel like I definitely am
I couldn't wait, i'm beginning to feel differentlyI so need this, everything domestically has been more than irritating, the source of much of this irritation reduced his irritation quotient majorly today by purchasing my gummies and drink. My check came in today and he was gonna "do the bank"... See More »
