It is both a mess but also a void.This is what I feel like my mind has become lately. It has become a mush of loneliness, insecurities, fear, resentment. But I also feel like there is nothing of substance, it is just a mess. Like trash. Attempts at upcycling into some semblance of... See More »
I feel like I’ve let so many down these last few daysIt’s a cyclical feeling that I just have to get past. But it’s tiresome.
I feel like I'm becoming less and less interested in s*x the older I getI used to love it. Is this normal? I certainly don't like feeling this way. However, I also am developing an interest in intellectual stuff more. Not sure if they're related. And guys mostly want sex so I dunno how I'm ever going to keep a man if I... See More »
I feel like a burdenMostly to myself. Nobody else irl is interested in knowing me outside of work, so I'm pretty much on my own most of the time. I wish I could be normal and wanted, but I'm stuck this way instead. I went from one hug a week down to no hugs in nearly 5... See More »
I feel the need to be a better role modelAnd there are more and more times when I’m fully aware SW isn’t the place to help with that. 🫤
Mother’s unsupportiveIt’s hard to put into words the kind of grief that comes from being let down by someone who is supposed to love you unconditionally. Trying to come out to my mum, trying to share my true self with her, was one of the hardest things I’ve done.... See More »
