you know what’s hard? grieving someone you really didn’t know.. missing something you never really had..my father was a POS, abused my mother & abandoned me at a young age but it was for the best truthfully. i was raised by my beautiful kindhearted momma & my incredible grandparents 🫶🏻 i reunited w my dad, when i was 17 years old.. i was so happy and w... See More »
feeling so insecure lately, like it’s gotten so bad.& i think it’s because this new temp started at my work like a month ago, all the dudes are obsessed w her and she’s so beautiful. looks like a real life Barbie 😅 it makes me feel so bad about myself 😪😭
what is this feeling?ive become quiet for someone who has always been loud. im ignoring my friends and i feel pressured to talk to them, it feels like a chore. im getting meaner and colder. whenever i achieve something,i feel disgusted and unworthy. i feel tired,and sad.
Alright time to sleep and hush the noise inside our headsGotta wake up early tomorrow again :( I'm tired. Of walking everywhere. Of the morning cold. Of classes. Damn training is a hell of a grind. It squeezes the life out of you...makes you feel you're worthless one day, and better the next day, only to... See More »
I went out for the sake of it. I guess I just needed out.When you don't know where to go, but you need a change of scenery. When you want to talk to someone, but you can't reach out to just anyone. When you just want a break and a change of routine... I think I got it, somehow. But I got tired of being... See More »
