I drove past a street and holy unlocked memoriesI was in an area I don't go to very often it's sort of rural-ish and I drove past this one street and after passing it hit me. I know that street a childhood friend lived on that street when he moved to a different town from me. I remember this one... See More »
Never any longer than two monthsI was angry a couple of days ago. Angry at you. Angry at myself. I don’t even know why. Now I’m just tired. I don’t even know why I’m writing this because I know I’m blocked. Maybe when this account is gone this post stays. I don’t know. Maybe... See More »
Life is being born into an environment you didn't choose, into a body you didn't choose, with a personality you didn't chooseThen being made to live it
All out of spoonsI am very starkly reminded that my function in the family is to be everyone’s emotional sounding board. Everytime they have something on their minds they come to me. They need help untangling their emotions. They need validation. They need me to... See More »
Under the radarI never liked being the centre of attention. As a child, if more than 2 people were looking at me, I would burst into tears. I hated it. It felt like I was being mocked; like everyone was looking at me like I was a joke. I liked being the person... See More »
Fork in the road with limited timeAt a stage where I feel I’m going numb where I am at but feel more alive than ever to go do everything I want and need to do. A for in the road so to speak. I’ve put in the work, overlooked way more than most would without receiving the same.... See More »
