Maybe it's time for me to grow up.I just feel like a lost child. Because I am. I am a lost child. I feel more comfortable with people a few years younger than myself. I can blend with them. Then they stop taking me seriously. But I feel so intimidated by people my age. I need... See More »
I feel like I owe someone an apologyBut I think it would come off as being disingenuous...even tho it's meant ...in the past when I've apologized for something I feel that the person was like ...yeah ok ....🙄 ...so now I second guess myself where by apologizing is concerned
I drove past a street and holy unlocked memoriesI was in an area I don't go to very often it's sort of rural-ish and I drove past this one street and after passing it hit me. I know that street a childhood friend lived on that street when he moved to a different town from me. I remember this one... See More »
Never any longer than two monthsI was angry a couple of days ago. Angry at you. Angry at myself. I don’t even know why. Now I’m just tired. I don’t even know why I’m writing this because I know I’m blocked. Maybe when this account is gone this post stays. I don’t know. Maybe... See More »
All out of spoonsI am very starkly reminded that my function in the family is to be everyone’s emotional sounding board. Everytime they have something on their minds they come to me. They need help untangling their emotions. They need validation. They need me to... See More »
Under the radarI never liked being the centre of attention. As a child, if more than 2 people were looking at me, I would burst into tears. I hated it. It felt like I was being mocked; like everyone was looking at me like I was a joke. I liked being the person... See More »
