neurodivergence can be such a blessing sometimes, but man it feels like such a curse right now because my emotions are debilitating!I think I've been dealing with anxiety all day and didn't even know it this constant pressure feels like its going to kill me (figuratively) before I make it out of this stressful period in a couple weeks but i actually cant do anything because... See More »
idk why im so upset over someone i've only talked to for 3 daysSeveral thoughts: My dad died 5 months ago, and I shoved everything I feel about that into a box and buried it at the bottom of an ocean in my mind. But it seems all my negative thoughts are a part of the same ocean, so every time something upsets... See More »
I can't figure out if I like someone or I like the idea of a relationshipidk how to separate the two wants? Like I've been attracted to quite a lot of good looking people recently and I have a hyperactive imagination imagining like future relationships and stuff. But like.. I knew that for those people, cuz I barely knew... See More »
why are girls so confusing :/idk lol I wanted to rant about it when I started typing but then I was too tired to even think about it anymore, round 2 of this again :" wish I was aromantic lol it must be pretty fun to not have to deal with all this
What's your take on valentines day?There's people who love it and post all sorts of lovely things for their friends and lovers on valentines day, and then there's people who hate the crap out of it and can't seem to stand it, and then there's me, who only recently found out what date... See More »
Been drinking a lot, not sure what to do anymoreI'm 17, turning 18 in 3 days. (not that it matters birthdays are trivial but at least now I can legally drink at bars without using a fake id) Got major exams in a bit heartbroken by a girl who has a boyfriend feelin kinda lost altogether... See More »
I Don't Care If Your Gay Or Straight Or BiI came out to my friends a few months ago, shortly after Pride month, and it was the most amazing thing in the world. Now I just love telling random people that I'm gay. I have some of the most supportive friends and amazing people around me and it's... See More »
What do you consider your safe spaces?I guess I would say experience project was mine, and now this I guess. I kinda miss meeting new people and talking to them on that shady messenger kik. I joined an online werewolf pack when I was 13. I mean, can you imagine? It was so dumb but so... See More »
My issues kinda set the tone for my entire mood every day and it sucks, but at the same time I feel they're kinda trivial?Ok this gon be long so... Issue 1: I'm gay and only a handful of my friends know even though I have many major groups of close friends. I haven't come out to some of my other gay friends in some friend groups because I'd feel bad telling just them... See More »
I like this girl but I think she might be dating someone - though I can't really tellidk she posts like, really cryptic stuff on instagram story, and you literally can't tell who's in the picture, where they are, and stuff like that and it's like wth it looks like an accidental picture. My school's really small so I feel like people... See More »
How do I make this girl from school want to start convos with me?We don't have any classes together because we're in different years (shes younger) We met at a school event and I kinda started giving her tips as a senior, and we just talked quite a bit. At the end she asked to take a pic alone together with me,... See More »
Is is weird that I get new crushes really easily?I mean it took me a while to get over my most recent one because we were really connected and talked all the time (honestly we might as well have been dating, cuz we did acted like a couple, but of course we nvr made out or anything cuz nobody's like... See More »
I wonder if I'll ever date a guy if a decent one asks me out.I've had a few start talking to me quite a bit recently, and even though I know I like girls I wonder if I should just try one. I haven't really slapped a label on myself yet because I don't really think its necessary. I mean I do like one of the... See More »
I Act Older Than My AgeMaybe I used to, but idk about right now ahaha. I feel like I was more learned as a full-blown introverted kid. Like I could pass off as an 19 year old when I was 13. People online used to think I was so much older until I actually told them? I know... See More »
Honestly posting things here really lets me learn more about myself. No wonder its addicting. Starting to get similar vibes to my EP experience.
I Have a CrushI'm pretty sure I got over my crush, but like she keeps coming back to haunt me AHAHA. Let me explain: Basically, I'm pretty sure I've gotten over her because I don't find random excuses to be around her anymore and I don't go out of my way to... See More »
I Am Sometimes AntisocialI would say I'm what you would call a learned extrovert. I don't actually like socialising and small talk. You could say I combined the best of both worlds, cuz I'm the type to meet someone and initiate a deep conversation within a matter of minutes.... See More »
I Want to Write a BookI lose myself in stories all the time. In truth, it's almost as if I have an addiction to stories. Escaping to a different world, whether through a tv show or a book is something I have always found hard to tear away from. I used to bring my books to... See More »
Anyone else like to binge watch Rose and Rosie?Or actually, basically all of them like Shannon, Cammie, Ally Hills and so on. And also feeding a bunch of gay ships from tv shows. Kinda running out of new gay stuff to watch actually. Anyone got anything new to offer?
One of my guy friends really obviously likes me but its a sore topic to broach for a bunch of reasons...?He's a really great guy, and we have the same interests, and he's friends with my friends, and he'd probably do anything for me. So, yeah, I would totally date him if I wasn't gay. (I haven't liked a guy for 5 years so thats why I Identify as gay)... See More »
I Need Emotional IntimacySometimes I feel like I overshare too much, but I can't really help it. People open up to me really easily too and it builds quite a bit of trust to be honest. But sometimes it gets awkward when I meet people with really high walls up and I end up... See More »
Why is it so painful to like someone sometimes :-/At this point having a crush just hurts and I really want it to stop. I don't want to like my crush anymore. I don't want to think about my crush anymore. Please why can't my heart just take a break from this.
I'm like 80% sure this guy likes meWe bond over hating on this teacher we both well...hate, so like we talk a LOT, about such stuff. I'm not trying to lead him on, he's just a really great person to vent about this shit teacher to because he understands. Also he was texting me about... See More »
I feel like sometimes I pull back a little when things go a little too well with my crush?Like idk what I'm doing cuz obv I like my crush and I want things to work out. But like sometimes when things are going pretty well I pull back a little and do things like pretend I don't see them along the hallway or not text them as much as usual,... See More »
If someone comes to your house and, when you get slightly annoyed at your younger sibling, puts an arm around you does can that mean they like you?Basically thats what my friend did, like to comfort me (?), I guess, but I wasn't like super annoyed or anything, I literally just told my bro off, and my friend put their arm around me. And for pretty long too. I mean I kinda leaned in cuz obv I... See More »
