I have difficulties looking for a jobSent 60 applications in 2 months already, no reply............ I am tired :(
My Gratitude JournalI am grateful today that, 1. I was given an opportunity to learn to refuse a task that should not be done by me, although i didn't refuse today, i will do it later. 2. I have time to reflect on my day and have a facial mask now before going to bed... See More »
As I grow older I realize that it’s ok not doing wellIn a lot of aspects in life and work, it’s OK not to excel in what you are doing and still live on well. I have focused a lot on my work for over ten years only to realize that it does not worth it. I did not accomplish anything at work, no... See More »
I have no friendsMy painting has been selected to be put on sale at a small local art auction next Friday night. It is the 1st time i have got my planting selected for an auction, and maybe the 1st time i will ever get my painting sold. I want to invite my friends... See More »
I caught a cold / fluHave been sick and mostly lying on bed for a week and I hate it, waste of time, so boring. I wonder why it takes so long to recover just from a cold / flu. What do you do when you are sick to make you feel better and recover faster?
I remember an unfriendly encounter when I was new to the office5 years ago, when I was new to the office, my senior was very nice to bring me to lunch gathering with other seniors to introduce me to them. One of the women was senior of another department, after my senior introduced me to her and other seniors at... See More »
Art therapy2 years ago i took a free online course on art therapy and i m thankful for the program. When i am upset, i doodle, and the process helps me take away my emotions. Today my mum has been complaining non stop about her mother and siblings. I don't... See More »
My Gratitude Journal - Day 11The job application I sent last month has got reply. The company asked me to call it to arrange an interview. I hope it will go well. I will call them back next week after the Easter Holiday. Good luck to me🤞 I need this job for me and my family. Ho... See More »
As a female adult traveller apparently still in my youth I hate always being interrogated by the border staffSince in my early 20s, whenever I travel to western countries, the immigration staff at the border would question me in the way that as if I come for illegal purposes, and I hate it. I know they do it to all other female from other continents... See More »
As I grow older I realize I am good aloneI am getting more contented spending time alone as I grow older. People don‘t communicate, react or respond the way you expect, or the conversation is meaningless; and probably they could feel the same towards me. I feel comfortable and most... See More »
My Gratitude Journal - Day 10I am grateful that: 1. I took a rest today. I enjoy rest, doing nothing particular, watching few Youtube videos. Taking free time to relax completely is necessary and should not be under-estimated. 2. I have been reading a book about building good... See More »
I have rude, inquisitive neighboursIt’s very nonsense those bitches always being nosy of my family and gossip around. We are neighbours and just neighbours but they don’t know how to respect people at all. Besides, they have poor hygiene making my home basically inhabitable. I wish... See More »
My Gratitude Journal - Day 9I am grateful that: 1. Yesterday my brother had a day off, and he drove me to the downtown to hang around. 2. I am free at home today, everyone else in the family is either at work or at school, yeah 🎉🎉🎉 I love to have some time for my own. 3. It s... See More »
My Gratitude Journal - Day 8I am grateful today that: 1. I have varnished paintings I drew few days ago. They look good with glossy finish. I will put 2 more layers of varnish on them this weekend to complete the varnishing process for better protection. 2. I have watched a... See More »
My Gratitude Journal - Day 7I am grateful these few days for: 1. our family went out to have dinner to celebrate my sister-in-law's birthday, my brother's decision to resign from his hellish job, my application for a job sent, and finally st.Patrick's day last Friday 2. my... See More »
My Gratitude Journal - Day 6I am very grateful today, that: 1. my family and I had free time to sit together, to have tea and chat relaxingly. Time is precious, and free time is a luxury. 2. my procrastination has always given my brain more time to spring up with ideas so that... See More »
My Gratitude Journal - Day 5I have not written the gratitude journal for 3 days, but i call it day 5 anyway. I am grateful for these few days that: 1. our family went out to have tea at McDonald's on the sunny Sunday afternoon 2. filling in an online application form for... See More »
My Gratitude Journal - Day 4I am grateful today for: 1. a friend came to our home to celebrate her birthday with us 2. had decent breakfast, lunch and dinner 3. my sore threat is getting better this afternoon. Seeing friends, talking, eating dumplings, cake, cookies, drinking... See More »
My Gratitude Journal - Day 3I am grateful for : 1. I was able to take a nap this afternoon. I am sick and I need rest 2. Our family went out for dinner tonight 3. I did 30-min yoga, i completed the whole 30 minutes I can go to sleep now with a grateful day passed. Good night... See More »
My Gratitude Journal - Day 2I am grateful that: 1. My mother and brother are doing well at their work 2. I did about 10-minute yoga today, despite that i am a bit sick 3. I am going to sleep soon, earlier than yesterday. :)
I start keeping a gratitude journal here againI get depressed sometimes and was especially depressed yesterday. So depressed that i wrote several posts in a row. Today i decided to take actions to change my mood, so that i would feel better and to make something to look forward to each day, ie.... See More »
i saw an ad here on SW and wonder if I am outdatedIt has never occurred to me before, that jumping puddles is a technique to develop, and to an advanced level. (1)
I dreamed about people and things in different times in the past together in 1 dreamLast night, I dreamed about being in the classroom. I saw the 2 bitches who bullied me in school. One of them tapped my back heavily and perhaps was asking me to do something. I fired back, told her i had no responsibility to do anything for her,... See More »
Growing old or growing dumbI was scolded and shouted rudely by my brother tonight. I was scolded and shouted rudely and bullied at work. But i could not effectively argue back to defend myself. I wonder if this is a sign of growing old, getting tired of responding; or growing... See More »
I need EP againI need EP, because it is so difficult to find people who would listen, understand and share the same feelings in the real world. I hope we could cultivate a part of SW to be another EP.
