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I Beleive True Friends Stay Friends

I love and cherish my friends so much. These last couples days I felt like I've been acting like a douche and so I wanted to correct the problem. I texted my friend with an idea that could help me become more of an open emotional advocate to the... See More »

I Am On Anti Depressants

I'm prescribed Paxel. The medication has already helped so much. I realize the difference because the last 5 days I have neglected to take them because of forgetting to refill my prescription. Goodness sakes how quickly depression recaptures its... See More »

I Lack Motivation Sometimes

I don't relate much to the people complaining they can't get much done because they have no motivation. To me there is a lot of things I don't have motivation for, but I do them anyways. I would love to feel excited to get things done every time I... See More »

I Love My Boyfriend

This is about to be really mushy, but I'm more of writing this for me. I am likely obsessed with my partner and its quite apparent among my friends. Hes the first thing I talk about whenever I come home and the first thing I think about in the... See More »

I Am a Genuine Person

Does anyone else second guess themselves a lot with how genuine you are? I want to be my full self in everything I do, but sometimes I forget that as a human being I have many forms mentally and physically. I'm not going to be consistently the same... See More »

I Used to Love My Job, But I Don't Anymore

The management treats me super well and is very accommodating to my needs. But, This is by far an absolute dead end that is about to fall apart. I have not been given a raise, though, I was told I would receive one. I work here 40 hours a week,... See More »

I Have An Amazing Boyfriend

wowowowowowowowow. I'm just amazed by him. At times it almost feels unreal and then he showers me with love and affection. Hes so kind, interesting, playful, adventurous, and understanding. We have such stupid ideas together and cuddling with him... See More »

I Have Anxiety

Yo my brains a little wack. Like my love would be holding me in his arms, kissing my forehead and my mind likes to tell me, "He hates you." We fall asleep wrapped around one another, and my brain will tell me, "He's bored of you." But I've never... See More »

Whats something cute your SO does a lot??

this is an opportunity to brag about them

How has antidepressants affected your life?

I've got depression, anxiety, and PTSD and am going to the doctor soon to get prescribed some antidepressants. I'm a little worried, but I know its for the better.

I Love Coffee

Coffee makes me gassy. So watch out for me in the mornings haha

I Have a New Love In My Life

Wow it is in such a simplistic stage currently. We decided to take things slow and not even wrap a name around it yet. The only thing we do right now is copious amounts of cuddling and sleeping next to one another. Just falling asleep in his arms... See More »

I Have An Alcoholic Father

My father is an interesting man. He's 3 months sober now and there is so many parts of him that I haven't seen in a long time. His alcoholism had consumed him since he was young and for the entirety of my life. But, I always knew there was this kind... See More »

I Feel Overwhelmed Sometimes

My really good friend and I had plans this Thursday to go to a local Amish town and eat their delicious goods. It was already going to be a bit of a drive and I actually fancy this friend quite a bit. He just messaged me that hes going to take the... See More »

What was your first shroom trip like?

I've been microdosing, but I should be going all out very soon to have the true trip experience.

I Never Make New Year's Resolutions

I thought I was going to let my crush go. Usually, I am very forward when I like someone and I've been resisting telling him in fear of hurting our beautiful friendship. Me holding back all these emotions was torturing me and throwing logs in the... See More »

I Am Insecure

As of lately, an insecurity haunts me. it is that I may not have as a great personality I had hoped and that I am not weird as I had always prided myself to be. People have always told me that I am the most interesting person they've ever met, and... See More »

how did being more confident effect your life?

I realize the source of a few issues is just me not speaking up or engaging myself socially and emotionally. I know its a lack in confidence in my part.

I Say Merry Christmas

I was going to celebrate with my sister, but she slept through Christmas morning. She barely ate the breakfast I made for her. Now I am work, on Christmas day. BUT I'M GOING TO MAKE THE MOST OF TODAY. I put on some lo-fi hip hop, drinking hot... See More »

I Feel Like I Have No Emotions

I'm on the brink of shutting down my emotions. Its strange, this is the first time my mind has actually given me a conscious choice to feel or not to feel. Usually, when anything becomes intense good or bad, I just shut off. I'm thinking about... See More »

I Have Battled Depression Since Childhood

When I was in 7th grade and discovered philosophy for the first time. I decided I wanted to be a really good person. I wanted to grow up to be someone amazing, but I also knew that I had a lot of emotional issues. So instead of taking care of those... See More »

I Have Anxiety

My therapy is going fantastic. Lately, it has been making me feel worse though because its releasing all these untapped feely feels. Its worth it. Like I dont mind feeling worse for a while as long I am growing and becoming stronger. I know I... See More »

How do you cope with anxiety?

My old coping mechanism is suppressing it and that has made it worse lol.

I Dreamed A Dream

All I remember from the dream last night was a girl soldier was feeling very prideful. She had read a text somewhere that encouraged her to believe she was perfect the way she was, that she was a perfect rose bud. This inspired her so much so when... See More »

I Like to Ride My Bike

My dad changed my brake pads so I am still alive.