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DarkestDespair

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I Have Something to Say

I must confess, every time I see an article for this section "I Have Something to Say"; I immediately hear Last Caress by the Misfits in my head. That is all, thank you. Happy Friday!

I Battle Depression and Anxiety

I've struggled with depression and anxiety for years, and it has gradually gotten worse over time. I've had moments in my life where I fought with suicidal thoughts, but those too have worsened. It's not unusual for me to have these thoughts daily,...

I Hate Advertisements

I would say that I hate advertisements, but I don't even think that truly scratches the surface of how deep my unrelenting fury delves for these abominations. I've had a song stuck in my head, so I decided to go to YouTube to play a video on my phone...

I need a holiday. I keep holding on for the weekends, but then I remember that I'm working the weekends to make some extra money. Just a few more and I'll can get all my parts ordered. It'll be worth it; I swear. That's how delusions work, right?...

I seem to be getting less sleep with each passing night. I get maybe two to three hours a night during the week, and I'm exhausted the next day. I've got an hour and a half left in the work day and I'm not sure if I'll make it. Time seems to drag on...

I Really Want To Be Wanted

"I want you to want me..." I hate feeling unwanted. I've always felt this way, and it's tears me up inside. I really wish there was someone that truly wanted to be with me. It's gotten so bad that I'm starting to misinterpret simple niceties as...

I Battle Depression and Anxiety

Sometimes I really have to fight back the urge to break down into tears, and especially when I am at work. Many times I'll just be working and suddenly become completely consumed by grief and sorrow. It's becoming increasingly more difficult to hide...

I Play World of Warcraft

Last night my warlock got the artifact in Ashran. I've killed artifact carriers on several characters before, but someone else usually picks it up first. It was awesome! I was one-shotting people with chaos bolts! It was so great. Our healers were on...

I Battle Depression and Anxiety

There are days when I really regret ending my medication, but by the same token; I don't want to be a zombie, either. I wish I had better choices than not to take it and suffer, or take it but be unable to think or feel. I could take the medication...

Does anyone with the iOS version of the have trouble seeing images in the body of experiences?

I Have a Dark Side

My co-worker, sitting at the workstation next to me has been relentlessly tapping her foot for the last five hours. One might venture to wonder if she was politely asked to stop, and she has been on multiple occasions. But this, individual, does not...

I Battle Depression

I think one of the most frustrating aspects of battling depression is that many people do not understand exactly detrimental it is on your life. Many times, I'm hesitant to mention it to people because I don't want to be the ob<x>ject of ridicule for...

All of the choices I've made in life have made me into who I am today, and I deeply regret most of those choices. Although, my future choices are uncertain as I have yet to encounter them; my past decisions cannot be undone. We are who we choose to...

I Torture Myself With Sad Songs

Cutting Crew - (I just) Died in your arms tonight This song is torture for me. I yearn so badly to feel the passion and exhilaration of being with someone you cherish dearly during the most intimate and vulnerable of times. I don't get to feel that...

I Loved Someone That Didn't Love Me

She's getting a divorce; I found out today. She's made it clear over the past few years that she isn't happy with him, and soon they will be no more. I've wanted her so badly over the time we've known each other, and I think she knows it. She flirts...

I Have a Dark Side

I used to read comics when I was a kid, and Hollywood regurgitating them back these days has been amusing. It makes me think about what I would do if I had super powers or even magic, and sometimes I'm glad that I don't because a lot of people would...

If a woman has a hysterectomy; does she also lose her libido?

I Really Want To Be Wanted

Everyday I delude myself into thinking there will be something for me; that the one I desperately want will post something somewhere I can see it, and that we can finally dispense with all the charades and finally be together. I digress, though, it's...

I Love World of Warcraft

I really enjoy World of Warcaft, but I hate the legendary cloak quest. It wouldn't be so bad if the drop rate of some of these quest items wasn't so abysmal.

I don't simply hate my job; I loathe it, detest it vehemently. The work my department does is quite important to the company continuing I function, but we are worst-treated, lowest paid, and always the eternal scapegoat for any issue. If something...

Actually went to sleep two hours earlier last night than usual, and just feel so tired this morning. It's like I got no REM sleep at all last night. I'm hoping the extra coffee will make up for my not bringing breakfast or lunch, but it's not looking...

I Am Sometimes Antisocial

I don't know if antisocial is even strong enough of a term. Sometimes I just want the whole planet to burn. There's no real talking to me at that point unless you just want to get hurt. I'm a right bastard sometimes.

I Loved Someone That Didn't Love Me

Hate Me by Five Finger Death Punch pretty accurately describes how I feel right now. How can I let go? How can I make myself not care anymore? I want to flush all these feelings away and just not feel them anymore.

I Have a Dark Side

Sometimes when my stress has crossed its threshold, and my rage is at its zenith; I having this overwhelming urge to play stud finder by slamming my head into walls, and hoping that I win.

I'm a prisoner locked in a cage of my own creation. I crafted the shackles from sorrow and grief. The chains that bind me to the floor were expertly designed from fear and doubt. The bars were forged from molten anger, and the lock smithed from...

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