I just wanted to thank my friends here PINNEDI'm not a smart man. I didn't graduate highschool. Hell I barely passed my GED last year. I'm not a good reader, my 6 year old reads better than me. I'm no spelling expert, I'm no grammar expert. When I post here most of the time it's raw and in... See More »
So it took a while but I got it figured outUpdate to my last post So I told my therapist about what was happening with my son. He said he it's not uncommon for this to happen and he told me what to do to get this fixed. There was a coding issue with my son's appointments. It seems they... See More »
Up most of the nightThis is annoying honestly. My current sleeping pills don't seem to work. I fell asleep around midnight and woke up 45 minutes later. I woke up almost a panic and I even woke up Joel. Thankfully He fell right back asleep. My mind was going... See More »
Our property manager stopped byHe said he wanted to say good bye and wish us well. He said he was going to miss having us here. Mostly because I paid my rent on time and I place is nicer than when we moved in. He even got us a going away gift (1)
Not sure about thisSo my youngest boy goes counseling twice a month. He has since their mother left them. But today the counselor said he felt that he was doing fine and thought it was time to stop his appointment. They insurance company said he has reached his... See More »
Slow week aheadFor once we don't have a lot going on this week. Our daughter and youngest boy have counseling, I have therapy and Joel has his check up today. And Sissy has her cello lessons. We aren't seeing the neurologist this week. We'll go back next week... See More »
Very odd morningSo those pills do work but I don't like how heavy I sleep. I didn't hear Joel get up or leave. I didn't hear my alarm. I do wake up hearing my Buddy almost shout my name. I wake in a panic, seeing him I think something happened to Joel Dude calm... See More »
Tonight I cooked our last big meal.It was kinda weird knowing this was the last big meal I'm going to cook in this place. We weren't there long but a lot happened here. We became a family. But I'm so excited about starting new memories at our new house. Our house, not a place we... See More »
He says opps my bad broSo my last appointment of the day should have been simple but no the admin that made the appointment put the wrong birthday. So I had to have my client answer identity questions then he had to submit the application himself with more identity... See More »
Now the real fun startsSo it's done it's over we have the keys in our hands. The house is ours I feel like I got tossed into a brick wall though. All the fear, stress, anxiety and everything else just kind of stop. It really took my breath away and I think Joel and... See More »
My Buddy is upset with me or Joel I'm not sureSo last night Joel, my buddy and I were sitting out by the fire. And I'm not sure how we got on the subject but for some reason he asked me who would take my kids if something happened to me. I told him they would go to Joel. It's something him... See More »
Didn't take my sleeping pill tonightThere is no point. I know there is no possibility of me sleeping tonight. So why waste one. I am so anxious about tomorrow. Thank goodness we are signing all the paperwork early. These last few hours are the worst. Once the paperwork is done... See More »
Quiet day of packing.Well Joel's at work, his ex wife came and got the boys. She asked Sissy if she wanted to come but she said no thanks. I'm a little worried it's hurting her feelings when she tells her no. I know she likes her but it takes her a long time to... See More »
Not a great dayIt started out pretty normal. Joel got home and showered and we were having lunch before we went to the movies. My tiny tornado was talking about baseball and his hand hit his glass and he spilled his drink on himself, his almost empty plate, Joels... See More »
She is doing so goodI know this has been hard on her but I'm so proud of Sissy. Things have been very difficult around here with all the packing and of course the boys are extra right now because they are so excited. Joel and I have been making sure to give her extra... See More »
I could get use to thisSo every night since my therapist gave me those pills I have sleep between 4 to 6 hours. I had no idea how good I would feel with a few nights of sleep in a row. Bad thing is I only have a few left and I know he won't give me more. I didn't even... See More »
Getting hyper focused on somethingSo tonight after we put the kids to bed I go into the kitchen and noticed that some dumped grape juice in the stink and didn't rinse it. The sink is white and old and a pain to keep clean and it stained the sink. So I start to clean it and I... See More »
Roasting hotdogs tonightWe're going to roast hotdogs and make s'mores tonight and watch the Royals and banana ball on the tv outside. Looking forward to a relaxing evening. Been packing all day long but I got so much done. Now I'm done for the night. Kids and Joel... See More »
Lunch with JoelNothing like a fresh made deli sandwich and pasta salad for lunch today. We sat outside and enjoyed a nice lunch and had a cigar before he went back to work. Now I'm heading back home to do more packing before my two helpers get home lol They mean... See More »
House to myselfSo Star is taking the kids to spend the day with Grandma. So it's just me and the hamster today. I plan on doing a lot of packing most of the day. It's a lot easier to get it done with out the boys helping me lol. I don't think I can talk the... See More »
Sleep walkingNothing worse than waking up to the alarm on Sissy's door. She was sleeping walking again. Lucky I got to help before she got to the stairs. I got her back in to bed. This is the 2nd time this month she's done this. No point of going back to... See More »
Stormy night in kcAnd my tiny tornado is not happy 😞 He really hates storms He won't let me put him down
