Violin concert tonightI'm so excited for the school's concert tonight. My daughter was two major solos in the preform tonight. She's so excited for this. I know she's going to do well. Thankfully I've been feeling much better the last few days and my outbursts and...See More »
They always come to my placeMaybe I'm over thinking it, or it's the concussion but they last few days I've been worried about something probably stupid. Joel and his boy always come to my place. We have never been to his. He's actually never even invited us over. I would...See More »
It's been a very long week.I've really struggled last week thanks to this concussion. I honestly don't know how I would done it with out Joel. He's cooked, clean, picked up the kids. He's done the shopping, helping with their home work and taken them to practice and their...See More »
I'm missing their gamesFor the first time since the kids have started playing sports I'm missing a game. This concussion is no joke. At times my head hurts so bad I can't even see, I get dizzy and even throw up. So I felt it was best to stay home and let Joel take...See More »
I need to take better care of myselfI woke up in the ER I got super light headed at work and passed out. I hit my head pretty good. I got stitches and a concussion. I barely slept or eat anything all weekend. Im not good at putting my needs first. My blood sugar was very...See More »
Joel's birthdayI left home from work a hour early. I texted him saying I didn't feel well and asked if he'd pick up the kids. He of course did So I went to work Steak burritos Fresh 🥑 Fresh salsa Rice Black beans Chips Caramel cheese cake Once the kids are...See More »
Easter dinnerChicken, steak, shrimp and veggie fajitas Black beans Rice Street tacos Nachos That sweet corn mash ( can't remember what it is called Fried ice cream Easter egg hunt Can't wait
Motorcycle rideWell the weather is nice and Joel was talked me into going on a ride with him. I've never been on a motorcycle before. I am a lot anxious about it lol He's been riding for years but still. He's on his way home from work. We're going to have...See More »
Summer care lockedStar informed me today that she will be once again watching the children over the summer. She is already working on her daily plans. This made me very happy!!
Easter dinner at Joel's grandma'sI got a text from Joel's grandma. I heard you and you children will be joining us for Easter. I'm excited to meet you and them. Dinner will be at 1:30. Probably. Maybe 2. Feel free to come over anytime. But not to early. We're not morning...See More »
Easter dinnerI have not heard from my mother since my father passed away. And today I get a text Easter dinner is at 1 Don't be late Don't be early Your children are to wear Chiefs Superbowl championship shirts and black pants Your daughter should be encouraged...See More »
Busy weekendTonight the my daughter has a concert. She has a small solo in one of the songs so I'm excited about that. Tomorrow the kids all have volleyball games. Starting at 8am I'll have to get the kids there and Joel will meet us when he gets off work. The...See More »
I am so proud of her.So us boys we're all planning to go to comic con last Sunday. My daughter was going to spend the day with Star. Well Friday night she asked if she could come. As some may know my daughter struggles with sensory issues. She doesn't like loud...See More »
home sick todayGot a very bad head cold so I am being forced to stay home in bed. Joel made me breakfast and put a big pot of chicken noodle soup on the stove. He's talking the kids to their volleyball games and out to lunch. I'm laying on the couch watching...See More »
Day of doing nothingYesterday was a very long day. All the kids won their games in their age groups. So to celebrate we went to Chucky cheese. They had a blast but we where out most of the day. So today we're doing nothing. Joel cooked breakfast and I started...See More »
Couldn't sleepI have not slept in 48 hours. Nothing seems to help. I have a horrible headache, my stomach hurts, my chest hurts and I feel very cold. But there's no time to feel sorry for myself. The kids have volleyball games today.
Anxiety is high today.Not sure why but I'm feeling very anxious today. Maybe it's because all 3 kids have volleyball games today, the lunch plans after the game, maybe it's the cold front, but man it's been a minute since I've felt like this. Thankfully the boys are...See More »
Super bowl SundayJoel is cooking breakfast, just like last Sunday I have a huge pot of chicken chili, just like last Sunday We all have our lucky shirts on just like ever game We have stuff for s'mores, a fire, whiskey and good cigars just like last Sunday. Let's...See More »
DisappointedSo over 40 people looked at my last post and not one person gave me any advice on my question.
Is it fair to ask herSo Joel has his son every other week and every weekend. The weeks he has him he spends most evenings with us but goes home for the night. He's a butcher and goes to work at 4:30 am. So if he stayed the night here during the week it would mean...See More »
Heading to the zooIt's a beautiful day here so we going to take the kids to the zoo in Topeka. I'm packing a cooler full of snacks, drinks and our lunch. Sandwiches, chips, pasta salad and cookies. Packing a backpack for the boys with extra clothes, pull ups,...See More »
Lazy weekendWe are having a pretty lazy weekend Joel is cooking breakfast. I have a big pot of chicken chili on the stove The kids are playing quitely for now Going to watch some classic Disney movies and make popcorn and s'mores Then once the kids are in bed...See More »
I need privacy.So with me seeing Joel alot more I decided it was time for me to get my own room. For those who don't know I've been sleeping on the couch. My only choice was to make the laundry room into my bed room. It will have to do. Got a new bed coming...See More »
Today of all daysI didn't sleep at all last night My head is pounding and my chest feels tight. Why does this happen when I'm about to have a house full of people over.