What a nightSo I wasn't in the mood for conflict or anything tonight, I needed to be in the right frame of mind for the game tonight so I asked Joel to act like we never seen the email. Not to say a word. He reluctantly agreed. I feel like he was ready to go... See More »
Pressure to shareSo Joel and I have been going to a support group for eating disorder. It's only our 3 meeting with the group but he's already shared twice. We get a email about it each week talking about who's turn it is to bring snacks and drinks stuff like... See More »
I've been eating moreSo one OF the things my therapist suggested when Joel joined us during my last session were ways to get me to eat that wouldn't trigger my my PTSD. He said the trigger is me sitting at the table and my outbursts So he wants me to try different... See More »
Therapy with JoelWell I couldn't take it any longer and Monday I called my therapist and asked why he wanted Joel to come. He laughed and said I'm impressed it took you this long to call and ask. He said he wants to focus on my struggles with eating. He wants use... See More »
Support group tonightWell tonight was much easier for me to go. No panic attacks no anxiety. I just knew we needed to go. I didn't share but Joel did. To listen to his story and struggles as a teenager and young man was powerful. He has his eating disorder under... See More »
Sitting down at the tableTo eat a meal is a huge trigger for me. My tics and outbursts are so bad. I get so anxious and I just can't do. So Joel and I are trying to figure out ways to either cope with this or find ways to get me to eat more. I really think to much time... See More »
Support group tonight.Tonight we are going back to our eating disorder support group. I'm already getting anxious. It's where I meet Joel. We use to go all the time but life got busy and it was easier to stop going. We rarely had a babysitter and I never wanted to go... See More »
When everyone orders lunchToday our boss is getting everyone lunch because it's Cinco de Mayo. I always hate the days they order lunch because I don't really ate at work and I hate wasting the food. But it's hard to not order something when everyone is excited about the... See More »
