The power of a group chatJoel and I go to a support group for eating disorder s. It's where we meet. Well this week has been a really bad week for him and he's so afraid of it triggering him. Our meeting isn't until Tuesday. But he's very worried So I suggested he... See More »
Trying something that seems too simple to workSo last night my buddy, Joel and I continued talking about ways to get me to eat more. We were talking about different ideas when my daughter whi was sitting outside with us simply said Dad why don't you put drink a protein shake on a post it... See More »
I am getting to that pointAbout a year ago I really lost control and I was in a horrible place. I wasn't eating. My OCD was out of control and I ended up in the hospital for a while. Well I weight is less now. Joel is scared. My buddy is scared. Yes they ganged up... See More »
So I did it I shared tonightSo we've been going to a support group for a few months and tonight I finally shared. I was very nervous but I did it. I really had to hold back my outbursts but I'm glad I shared. After that we came home finished cooking dinner, watch the all... See More »
I have struggled with emotional eating all my life.....but I have never been able to understand why or how to fix it better than I do now after watching this video. I swear in many ways, this man's journey was the same as mine. I am adding it here, to my online journal, to be able to watch it again and... See More » (1)
Another night without the boysI have to admit after my doctor's appointment I was in a mood. I was very upset with myself and my head was spinning with all this anxiety and anger. I really don't even remember what I was doing but I hear Joel say his x is going to keep the boys... See More »
So the doctor says I'm not eating enoughSo basically he's saying my stomach is empty and has nothing to digest and it's making my ulcer worse. So he put me on sucralfate 3 times a day along with the Omeprazole in the morning and famotidine at night But the big thing is I have to eat... See More »
What a nightSo I wasn't in the mood for conflict or anything tonight, I needed to be in the right frame of mind for the game tonight so I asked Joel to act like we never seen the email. Not to say a word. He reluctantly agreed. I feel like he was ready to go... See More »
