men cant get eating disorderswhy do some many men ly about saying the have eating disorders. it's just not true men dont get them. there is not reason they would get one. no one cares if a man gets fat so why pretend that you have a eating disorder and lie about going to a fake... See More »
Therapy with JoelWell I couldn't take it any longer and Monday I called my therapist and asked why he wanted Joel to come. He laughed and said I'm impressed it took you this long to call and ask. He said he wants to focus on my struggles with eating. He wants use... See More »
Support group tonightWell tonight was much easier for me to go. No panic attacks no anxiety. I just knew we needed to go. I didn't share but Joel did. To listen to his story and struggles as a teenager and young man was powerful. He has his eating disorder under... See More »
Sitting down at the tableTo eat a meal is a huge trigger for me. My tics and outbursts are so bad. I get so anxious and I just can't do. So Joel and I are trying to figure out ways to either cope with this or find ways to get me to eat more. I really think to much time... See More »
Support group tonight.Tonight we are going back to our eating disorder support group. I'm already getting anxious. It's where I meet Joel. We use to go all the time but life got busy and it was easier to stop going. We rarely had a babysitter and I never wanted to go... See More »
When everyone orders lunchToday our boss is getting everyone lunch because it's Cinco de Mayo. I always hate the days they order lunch because I don't really ate at work and I hate wasting the food. But it's hard to not order something when everyone is excited about the... See More »
Heart to heart last nightSo after the kids are in bed Joel and I usually enjoy a few shots and a cigar. Well tonight he gets out my bottle of pappy van winkle whiskey and cigars. I honestly start to freak out. I fear the worst. He tells me to sit down that we need to talk.... See More »
I’m so hungryI came home to my roommate making curry (I hate his cooking) but he made rice which I like and I waited a bit because I needed to de-work myself. I went to the kitchen and found no rice and no curry, mind you I haven’t eaten today because I forgot... See More »
