Trying hard not to spiral this timeSo last year when our oldest boy was in the hospital I went into a very bad spiral. Joel of course was with his son and I was holding everything else down. I got so hyper focused on making sure everyone had what they needed, our oldest boy, Joel,... See More »
I eat to fast like to fast. Sometimes i let lose and dont think how i look eating. Thats what happensWhen you experience hunger, you want your tummy to be satified.
Our support groupSo things didn't start out well when Joel and started going back to our support group. The email that was sent out almost made us both leave. But over the past month they have really made a big difference for us. Today I sent a message in our... See More »
The power of a group chatJoel and I go to a support group for eating disorder s. It's where we meet. Well this week has been a really bad week for him and he's so afraid of it triggering him. Our meeting isn't until Tuesday. But he's very worried So I suggested he... See More »
Trying something that seems too simple to workSo last night my buddy, Joel and I continued talking about ways to get me to eat more. We were talking about different ideas when my daughter whi was sitting outside with us simply said Dad why don't you put drink a protein shake on a post it... See More »
I am getting to that pointAbout a year ago I really lost control and I was in a horrible place. I wasn't eating. My OCD was out of control and I ended up in the hospital for a while. Well I weight is less now. Joel is scared. My buddy is scared. Yes they ganged up... See More »
So I did it I shared tonightSo we've been going to a support group for a few months and tonight I finally shared. I was very nervous but I did it. I really had to hold back my outbursts but I'm glad I shared. After that we came home finished cooking dinner, watch the all... See More »
I have struggled with emotional eating all my life.....but I have never been able to understand why or how to fix it better than I do now after watching this video. I swear in many ways, this man's journey was the same as mine. I am adding it here, to my online journal, to be able to watch it again and... See More » (1)
