Have you ever been interrupted from telling someon you loved them or kissed them for the first time?I was going to tell you I loved you but got distracted from that honeybee aggressivly buzzing around my face!
I Wish I Was DifferentI think that if I didn't have schizoaffective disorder, that I would be a sensible and reasonable individual.....What life would be like without movies inspired by my life or hearing angels and demons? Or being exploited by a group of undercovers?...See More »
I Believe That The Earth May Actually Be FlatAnother flat earther came to my house just now, he's going on and on about his theories....I'm thinking to myself how dare you bring your stupidity to my house! As my son tried reasoning with him that the earth is round.....
I Have a QuestionDoes coming out of the closet mean its only a saying for people who are gay? Or can it mean someone coming open with a secret lifestyle?
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderMy demons have costed two people their lives.....A demon once told me to look forward to meeting God, and I shared my message with my suicidal sister, she committed suicide a week later, and I always felt like maybe she thought she had to be dead to...See More »
I Am Just A Spoon Waiting Patiently For A ForkToday I got my first gift.......I was so happy. After 1040 profile views and handing out some really nice gifts myself....Someone returned a gift and gave me the most beautiful butterfly........Its nice to see one person thought of me.
I Get Overwhelmed SometimesPeople who are overly intellectual like mathmatitians over stimulate me, where I feel its over my head and beyond me....I can't think that hard I can't keep up. Its exhausting I would rather not be around them through no fault of their own.....
I Drink Too Much CoffeeI have lost all sense of self disciplen....and motivation. I am up all night sleep part of the day away and do it every night....I dread controlling myself and cutting back on the caffine. Which is doing this to me. My mind is most alert I think too...See More »
If I truely love someone and have affection for them what type of love is that?My heart wants to gently hold their face in between my hands...I want to put my hand on their hand or their shoulder to comfort them, I want to touch their hair and feel it, I want to hug them for a good 20-30 seconds until my heart is content and...See More »
Would you rather be hated for being your true authentic self? Or loved for trying to fit in by being what you think people want you to be?...Trying to be normal...You'll have people love you and or hate you either way.....I want to be my true authentic self.
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderRight now I can hear heavenly Angels singing, and it's very beautiful.
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderTruth is that I can't pretend to be normal anymore, for everyone else to be happy, even though my family doesn't want to hear it and my husband is embarrassed by it.....It is how I think and experience life even if its different from everybody elses...See More »
What is your favorite type of meat?I just had some Cariboo roast cut up into slices for the first time tonight....It is now officially my most favorite type of meat.
There I just changed my user name...I think it's fitting, what do you think?Yes I come with a warning label!
To those who are married or in a committed relationship, especially if you really do care about your significant other....Have you never ever had an impure fantasy about another person, or does everybody do that once in a while? I have cheated in my dreams, but I don't want to no more.
I Is It Just MeIn my own personal experience when one of my girlfriends cheat the group beat her up and leave her behind.....When one of my husbands buddy's cheat, no one cares.
Look at the transition of movies of old to whats on TV nowadaysDo you think that society was always as corrupt as it is now like what we see on TV? Do you think ladies and gentle men were extremely well mannered like in the 30's-50's like in the movies back then?
Ladies are you stuck with the thin 90's brow? Or do you have the thick modern look? Which one looks better? Thin 90's brows Thick sculpted modern brows I can't grow mine out nice and thick because they are over plucked. So Im stuck with the 90's brow....I'm 36
If you had a family member who was mentally ill, who talked about angels and demons, being investigatedBy a group of undercovers and their psychic, someone who shut the world out and spent a lot of time alone. Who did want to talk about their condition.............Would you be embarrassed of them....My husband is embarrassed of me, he is always...See More »
I Have Been PossessedI watched the devil come in between me and my old family doctor and pit us against one another and tear us apart.....It all started when satan planted dark images into my mind which at the time I thought was me having a fantasy, but I was really...See More »
I Need to VentI appologize for always coming on here and complaining about my problems....I wish I didn't do that.....I'm really sorry.
I Am a Lonely House WifeRight now I don't want to work on my marriage. My husband is cold and abusive, refuses to work on us and get marriage councelling, he is emotionally unavailable, he isn't attracted to me, He treats me like a worthless burden. He trains the kids to...See More »
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderMy husband wants me to get at least a part time job so that I can support myself, because his hours got cut for the next 5 months and he can't do it no more. He is 56 and he fears retirement that he won't be able to support me and that we will have...See More »