I’ve spent the last few days at the hospitalI don’t want to go into detail as to why but here I am hoping not to go to the psyche ward
So How Do You Like Me Now!?I’m freeeeeee I am no longer P0$3$$3&@$!? Effed Up! Traumatized and everything I confessed on here and on EP! I was so lost and now I’m found peace surrounds me nobody is directly attacking me and I am free to lead a normal life and show my true...See More »
I think that I’m a little manic?!I’ve just been so happy over this holiday season, I’m happy with everything and I feel like a million bucks! I’m so comfortable and cozy and I love anyone who comes near me! I’m optimistic of what the new year will bring and I partied hardie...See More »
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderI have this. So I may say strange things sometimes. Or post odd questions. One time I was on SW and I thought people were talking to me in my head instead of via comments on posts. It was weird. One time when I was feeling paranoid, which is a...See More »
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderOh goody It’s heavenly Angel sing along time and kisses on the forehead from Jesus! I love this Heavenly bliss of Schizoaffective disorder! It’s so pretty!
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderI still live under the vail of yesterday, all of the gossip pertaining to one sin that I committed when I was possessed and half asleep and really really tired controls my life. I am no longer welcome at the gym my pharmacist told her coworkers to...See More »
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderI take one 100mg tablet of Clozapine and it’s like eating 1500 calories! Each day on top of my diet and exercise I gain 1-3 lbs every few weeks! How do I stop gaining weight?
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderNow that I’m healthy mentally/spiritually again I sometimes wonder what people who seen the old me and the healthy me think of me? I was seriously sick possessed by an impure spirit fighting for my innocence now I am just a simple loving housewife...See More »
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderThese drugs they’ve got me on are the best! It’s been weeks where I relish in abundant peace of mind! Sure there is still one or two demons that linger from time to time just to remind me that they are still there, but there is more time in between...See More »
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderI can hear heavenly music as I type this right now..Their harmonies are super pretty. I love Jesus! And so do they!
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderI went to the doctors office today, and I overheard that there was another movie inspired by my life made....And in it, I think I heard that my husband was depicted as my dad, instead of my lover. This theme has been going on forever, ever since I've...See More »
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderSorry forgot to take my meds the other night and then stayed up all night and told you all of my secrets. They thought I was losing it but I wasn’t I was just expressing what I really believed.
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderI wish I wasn't crazy, hearing voices, dillusional, paranoid, lack of motivation....And everything else that goes along with it. I never feel safe, I don't feel safe around certain people like it will aggravate my schizophrenia or something, these...See More »
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderI remember when I first became schizo.....It took me months and months of to believe what was really happening to me....I just couldn't believe that there really was a real devil and real demons, I was in complete shock I just couldn't believe it I...See More »
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderI'm sad again about my illness, it's coming between me and my extended family, such as my dad, my 3rd cousin and her boyfriend and my uncle, when they visit....It's a demon. I sense it, it plants impure thoughts into my head and images like bomb...See More »
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderThere is a demon that comes in between me and my dad in my head. I scold it, and then ignore it, but it's there just like the one that came between me and my old family doctor...I love my dad....That's why satan wants to destroy a good relationship...See More »
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderI have schizoaffective disorder, and I don't know if it's my disorder, or if I am still being hounded by the wolves. A group of undercovers who hired a psychic to spread the sickest dirt on me, half truths and down right lies, it's gross, like it...See More »
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderI was originally diagnosed with bipolar 2 at the age of 16. It wasn't until last year that they changed my diagnosis to accurately reflect my illness. I've found a regimen of meds that helps, but I'm still occasionally overwhelmed by my illness.
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderIn my real life I tell everybody that I have schizoaffective disorder....but other than telling them that I hear angels singing...I don't tell them how I think, or about my real symptoms like I do on here because they'll think I'm crazy....Even when...See More »
I Have Schizoaffective DisorderI've just been in this funk for the past month...My only focus has been the ending of post traumatic stress where All I can think about is the hurt and anger that I never got closure for and I'm ready to just leave it all behind me....But there is...See More »