I Have Schizoaffective Disorder

I still live under the vail of yesterday, all of the gossip pertaining to one sin that I committed when I was possessed and half asleep and really really tired controls my life. I am no longer welcome at the gym my pharmacist told her coworkers to take a long time to fill my prescription so that I would take my business somewhere else. I just don’t belong anywhere. Nobody wants me around I am gang stalked and exploited as a threat when God told me not to let the devil win to tell them that the Nations will drink in the spirit of Jezebels adultries not mine! But I suffer like it was all my fault! I go around in circles in my head daily and suffer from that satanic attack over and over again! Never has anything hurt me so bad!