I Am a Lonely House Wife

Right now I don't want to work on my marriage. My husband is cold and abusive, refuses to work on us and get marriage councelling, he is emotionally unavailable, he isn't attracted to me, He treats me like a worthless burden. He trains the kids to take his side by saying things like be like me don't be like your mother or you ask me don't ask your mother. He doesn't want to support me financially anymore saying your dissability is only an excuse. I asked for love and affection and he gave me the cold shoulder. I see a divorce in our future...he's always threatening me with it. I have tried for years it was always one sided. Yes I do still love him he is a better man than most of the people I've met, he is just frustrated over money the cost of living has exceeded his paycheck. And thats just the bare nessissescities. I just feel so defeated and lonely and excluded from the family. All because Of my negative symptoms of schizophrenia