Aokigahara Forest / 青木ヶ原樹海 PINNEDWho would it thought? Beautiful forest where human lifes were lost. Peaceful, yet, pain of others stayed. More beautiful are people who died there. What are their stories? What made them go so far? And take their own life? I see suicide note on the... See More »
'Who am I?' (self-confusion)I smile to you, with such energy. Make a joke. Laugh. Pat your shoulder, comfort you. I'm home. Looking at myself in mirror. Are those feelings even true? Next day. I'm quiet. I don't care. I avoid them. Only cold stare. Where did all emotions go?... See More »
Night in glary.It's night. Only at night my heart feels right. And only at night shining stars are in my sight. I smile widely because I feel happy, I feel alive. I'm not sure why. I can't even describe. And so night fills lights from buildings and cars. So many... See More »
Thoughts of life.Suddenly I'm born and brought to this world by my creator, now to call my mother. I grown fast, talk to other kids. I learned I studied. Though I always asked myself: For what I'm living? What is my purpose? Love? I didn't got it from my parents.... See More »
What is 'beauty'?I go out. I see people on streets. And every person in different shape. Different hair, different face. I look at her, look at him, I look at it and look at them. So much things to admire. There is no to it end. Outside I'm surrounded by the beauty... See More »
Regrets or funny thoughts.It's a normal day. And you let your mind wonder. I goes back to person you were. Past, past past. I already know, of that I shouldn't think. But there are still miserable sins. My heart can't heal, so again I think. When did it started first? It's... See More »
No matter what. I won't forget you. Father..What did you think of me when you were dying? Did you remembered, were you crying? I wasn't there at time like that. I was far away. Though, I believed you will come back and stay. I deeply belived.. You lost your life. Your family is now alone.... See More »
Giving up on someone that won't change.Enough is enough. But you just don't go away. What am I to you? A daughter that makes your guilt go and delay? Someone to take out your anger on? Then when you're calm you act like a good person? You say it's my fault but I try to understand. I try... See More »
Little brother. Sorry.We weren't before close but you're dear to me As big sisters should always be But I'm not good sister I know I do things that sometimes are wrong But I try my best to heal myself So one day I can lean you my help God please don't let her ruin him... See More »
Only wish I had.I love when mother isn't home I love when mother leaves me alone I love when mother stays on her phone When mother is home I'm stressed in my room I just hope she doesn't come soon I will just look at the moon Praying to be able to die And go to my... See More »
