Little brother. Sorry.

We weren't before close but you're dear to me
As big sisters should always be
But I'm not good sister I know
I do things that sometimes are wrong

But I try my best to heal myself
So one day I can lean you my help

God please don't let her ruin him
God please save him from abuse
God please make mother stop

I would do it myself, I'm trying too
But what can really sick person do?
When I'm also broken myself.
How can I even lean him my help?

But I can't watch all that.

If it's for you I will break through.
And as sorrow overcome, I won't leave you again alone.
We would be listen to a song and I could hear you laugh at my joke.
Then I will break and break again, go back to were I am.
Somewhere where she is at, somewhere where suffering is back.

But that's also okay because I will do it all again.
I won't let myself get drained and I will come save you from pain.

Dear brother, grow up, be happy.
Don't ever become like me.
Have a life like you want it to be.
And set yourself free.

I love you.. I'm proud of you.

From your sister you shouldn't look up to.