Regrets or funny thoughts.

It's a normal day. And you let your mind wonder.
I goes back to person you were.

Past, past past.
I already know, of that I shouldn't think.
But there are still miserable sins.
My heart can't heal, so again I think.

When did it started first?
It's my fault to what I've lost.
Maybe my past actions costs?

Yet what can I do about that now?
I won't admit. I'm scared to think.

Forget it forget it.

Then guilt kicks in.

What is right? What is wrong?
Who is it to blame?
Should I hate myself or let pain end?

Move on or pay for your sins.
You will break when ice is thin.

Then out nowhere,
To myself I say I think too much.
Just shut up and finish your lunch.

Then thoughts are gone. (But not for too long)