Giving up on someone that won't change.

Enough is enough. But you just don't go away.
What am I to you? A daughter that makes your guilt go and delay?
Someone to take out your anger on?
Then when you're calm you act like a good person?

You say it's my fault but I try to understand.
I try best and make up for mistakes I made.

And what about you?
You don't even want to admit
As they say "narcissists are never wrong"
And it's on me to be strong.

But you're my mother for God's sake!
At least I deserve an apology to take!
Even in my room I can't escape.

Yelling everyday, blaming me, politcs, job..
But I'm still child for that to understand.
Why think of politics that I can't change?

It's not my problem, I want to live my life.
I might just end it with knife.
I'm sick of this role.
Am I parent or are you?
You never take responsibility for things you do.

Whatever I try, there's no solution.
I tried on my own, yet I waited for you to try with me.
That was the only way to make family as it should be.

I give up on you, mother.
There's no point of trying

One day I will be okay.. till that day, I will pray.