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I guess this is good bye to you, too.

I think I’m finally giving up and letting life take its course for me…. There’s no hope or faith left for me to hang on…. The signs are clear…. You really are gone.

I appreciate your PMs

Hi everyone, just wanted to say that I appreciate your PMs to ask how I am etc. but sometimes I get so many especially after certain posts, usually sad ones, and just know I that don’t mean to offend if I don’t respond. It just gets too much... See More »

Healing from love and by love ❤️‍🩹

I never thought the day would come but I noticed that I am starting to heal from a past relationship. I don’t feel as sorry for myself. I don’t feel as much regret. I’ve learnt to slowly accept what is and started to understand or accept the way... See More »

Anyone else seem to give up on friendships eventually?

I don’t know who my real friends are or were. I’ve never known or can’t tell who is a true friend or not to me. Is there something wrong with me? I always just feel like every ‘friend’ I make and meet are just fake? Like I’ll think I had a good time... See More »

To anyone who is trying to get over someone

It’s taken me over 10 years to get over someone I liked and loved a lot. If anyone is going through this trying to get over someone, once you don’t see them and have no access to their social media, you will eventually get over them. You might still... See More »

Bloody idiots talking about you - COVID protests!!!!

I'm not really into politics and how a country should be run, but how annoying are these protests during COVID lockdowns? This is the only place I could probably rant about it and I am just so annoyed. I want out of this lockdown and preferably with... See More »

Can’t sleep. Missing someone. :(

I can’t sleep tonight :( I am missing someone. And it doesn’t help that I have a nostalgic song stuck in my head because I’ve put it in replay all day today :(( I miss you. :(

Is it better to alone or go for second best?

Personally, I would rather be alone than choose second best just so I have someone and not feel alone. It would be a little better than being alone, but if I didn't truly love this person and just for the sake of loneliness, I would probably end up... See More »

Be honest with yourself. The person you really want to be within your heart, is who you should be with.

I had a dream. A sad one.

I dreamt of him. He invited me to his wedding. For some reason I dreamt of him in his wedding suit, myself in a white dress and his bride in a traditional red dress. I quickly checked myself out in the mirror before they came in. They kissed and I... See More »

Social anxiety. Group settings.

Does anyone else struggle with social anxiety? Especially in group settings with adults? I have professional meetings occasionally and I am always kicking myself by the end of it when I don't speak up and contribute. It doesn't help when you're... See More »

What was your worst year? I know some people might say 2020 because of covid or 2021, but despite it, personally, 2015 is still by far the worst year for me. I am glad I am still here and alive whereas 6 years ago, I was suicidal and didn’t see the p... See More »

Student loans. Debt.

Just want to ask for some opinions here. I don’t mean to brag but I recently finished university and I am wondering, would you recommend paying off your student loan debt asap or delay repaying it for as long as possible? This year's inflation rate w... See More »

Myers Briggs Personality.

I am curious what Myers-Briggs personality category most people on SW are. Just all fun and games. My first test ever told me I was an INFJ. I have taken the test a few times over the years since 2016. I always got INFJ and on one occasion recently... See More »

Life has changed.

I don't really like talking about covid, but I can't help but feel that every time there are outbreaks and lockdowns, it just makes the year before or even the month before just feel like a lifetime away.

Does anyone often get weird, random vivid dreams whenever they sleep for a long time? Just random dreams that just seem to be a distorted version of what has already happened in my life. Like I will get dreams every time I sleep past at least 8... See More »

Covid. Lockdowns. Working from home struggles.

How are people dealing with lockdowns and working from home? I had a major migraine on my left temple today. I think it is from too much screen time. Zooming all day is actually draining. Once I reached the end, I had to go for a walk on my lawn and... See More »

Experience Project

Did anyone else remember the experience project? I miss it.

A wish, a regret. For life.

I wish I could turn back time and take back a thing I've said. Take back my actions. I've lost the only person I've ever loved. I try to move on, but I know I can't. I had known him since 2009 when we first met. I had never got to confess my feelings... See More »

Can't get over someone I am missing.

I miss someone so much. It has been years since I've last seen or spoken to him. I don't have any sort of contact with him and even if I did, I wouldn't be able to... He is gone. He is taken. I know what I am writing is very generic, but I just... See More »