I had a dream. A sad one.

I dreamt of him. He invited me to his wedding. For some reason I dreamt of him in his wedding suit, myself in a white dress and his bride in a traditional red dress. I quickly checked myself out in the mirror before they came in. They kissed and I watched, pretending to be happy. Then I heard the bride say let’s do a kiss against the wall, she can see (referring to me) so I’d have to turn to me right to see them. They were only a few meters away from me against the wall. I didn’t want to look incase my feelings of jealousy and sadness would reveal itself. I only listened and I couldn’t stand listening to them kiss any longer so I wiped a tear and headed out of the room with my head down in tears. My heart was so broken and in pain that I woke up 😔.