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i miss you but you are not yourself anymore and i hate who i let you become.

i miss the way youd smile how your eyes shut and your lips curled and the dimple on one cheek and the ones below your eyes the way your eyes glow up into a brown almost as bright as honey. i miss the way youd smile when nothing else in the world...

The last goodbye

you couldnt look at me but when you did i could see the pain "you make me feel bad" because i can see who you're becoming "you remind me of my father" it broke my heart to say it but i see you thinking you can just push your problems away and drink...

a new poem for you

she walks on the newly lit path the trees are still growing and the flowers are beginning to bloom and she is unsure where shes going but she has never felt so sure who she was.

i lied to you because i wanted you i lied to you because i didnt like my truth but you made me realize my truth is who i am and now that im being truthful it feels like im losing you to yourself im sorry that i lied i just wanted your love.

tell me its okay- paramore

check out my instagram! its lilac.wc

https://venmo.com/code?user_id=3818239356307003473&created=1687881201.294667&printed=1 anything would help honestly, for anyone who wants to donate. its 1600 to get my book some decent platforms to publish on

i posted my manuscript for my book on wattpad. its lilacwc like this account if you wanna check it out. im now looking for ways to raise money if anyone had any ideas

what the ahhhhh

i posted a couple of my poems i havent shared here onto my instagram account. i dont even care if people find it cringey i like them. i am happy with who i am becoming. but i am still yearning to be liked. how do i not yearn.

hope is a dangerous thing

i hope that when youre older you look back at the time we had and smile the smile where the one dimple on your cheek and the one below your eye show, your eyes lighting up. i hope when youre older you learned that its okay to not be okay. you are so...

i have always feared being old not in control of my mind or body cancer and various illness, ive seen cancer kill many ive loved. ive seen drugs,alcohol, failed marriage, hard times and hard days in old age. with you, i imagine us old together,...

bipolar disorder

i was 19 when i was diagnosed, but i knew at the age of 15. i felt like i crazy my whole life living a lie. it wasnt until i finally was told i was correct did i finally feel at peace. feel like myself. i accepted it ages ago. now i have yo just move...

restless nights

i havent slept well not since i left your arms i cant listen to those songs all i think about is you. us, once in a daze of love, joy, and pure happiness now sober in the reality of life. i feel colder without you by my side. my days feel duller,...

There is quite a beauty To insanity That i will never forget But will overcome

she was a girl so lost she found herself living in lies lost deep in a ocean unsure of who to be everyday she meets a boy one who has experienced life one hard in ways she couldnt imagine. he is quite about his wiseness she belives her...

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